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A Dream Given Form: A Babylon 5 Self Insert
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Chapter 50: Z'Ha'Dum
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Stephen ends his walkabout and has his spiritual awakening. He recovers from his ordeal in Medlab. Garbaldi and Sheridan make preparations. Londo decides to deal with G'Kar once and for all as well as Lord Reefa. I make a visit to Delenn who is surprised to see me.
"I told John about Anna, Delenn."
The look she gives me makes me cringe.
"Why would you do such a thing?"
"Two reasons. The first is because he asked me to, and secondly to spare you the pain and shock when she comes onboard soon."
Delenn looks confused.
"The Shadows send Anna here to collect John to bring him to Za'Ha'Dum. Damn. I Shouldn't be telling you this but you need to know now."
"Know what?"
"When John goes to Za'Ha'Dum...he dies." I say plainly
That's twice now that I've hurt Delenn. She reels with the information
"I warned him." She whispers to me
"I know, but this always was meant to happen. Kosh warned Sheridan that if he exposed himself to everyone, he would not be there to help him at Za'Ha'Dum. He was always going to go Delenn, and Anna was their ace in the hole to get him there. But what you didn't have in the show---was me. The ultimate insider. I'm telling you this now to spare you pain. You see Delenn...while John goes to Za'Ha'Dum and dies...he also returns." I let that linger
"How long?" she finally asks
"About three weeks...give or take a day or two."
"Three weeks..."
"How does he return to life?" she asks
"I can't tell you that." I say not sure why I can't reveal about Lorien
"Susan must be told as well."
"I will leave it to you to do that. I have told you first because---"
"Because of John and I's relationship." she blushes...it's so cute.
"Yes."
"Thank you."
"Don't tell him you know this though. When Anna arrives in a few days time, we need to sell everything real. If she has even one iota that something is off---"
"I understand. Thank you Adam." and I bow to her
Later on I greet Lyta who has returned to the station. With everything going on right now I almost forgot. We meet up for drinks at the Zocalo.
"Hi." I say
"Hey yourself. You've changed since I was last on board. The uniform looks good." she greets
"A great many things have changed since we last saw each other. Are you all right?" I ask
"That's a difficult question to answer frankly. You know what I went through. Why I'm back here now, so yes and no I think is the response I would give."
"Lyta...I"
"It's okay. What was said between us before I left...was for that moment. Don't ruin it."
I just nod. ISN is on with a breaking report.
"Sheridan to Young."
"Young here sir."
"Are you watching..."
"I am sir." I tap the link again
"ISN sources are learning that the Resistance forces occupying Promixa III under the command of General William Hague have declared themselves an Government-In-Exile in direct response to actions taken by Earth Alliance President William Morgan Clark. Hague and his fleet have been illegally occupying Promixa for the last several months with little push back from the rightful government here on Earth. General Hague has been declared President of this Government-In-Exile---" The report goes on with profiles on Clark, Hauge, and the Senate in Exile.
I tap the link
"Young to Sheridan."
"Well...we're in the thick of it now. I didn't think he would do this." Sheridan replies
"Desperate times sir. This though gives Clark even more to think about. The rogue members of the Senate will flock to Promixa if they can and set up shop. I don't exactly have a problem with this."
"Have you spoken with Lianna about this?"
"Not since last session when she first brought this up with us. I didn't think they'd move so fast."
"Great. We'll have to monitor this." Sheridan replies
"Aye sir."
"Lianna?" Lyta asks
"Major Lianna Kemmer, we are both liaisons between our respective groups."
"Amongst other things..." Lyta smiles
"Lyta I.."
"You don't have to explain anything to me Adam. You bleed your emotions on strong topics...the way you said her name tipped you off." she says cupping her coffee
"Yeah..."
"Don't be embarrassed. I'm happy for you."
We talk some more and then part ways for now. I head to my quarters to get some well needed sleep.
December 21st. Anna Sheridan arrives on Babylon 5 appearing in front of Delenn while she and John are undergoing the Minbari sleeping ritual where the partners watch each other sleep. Stephen conducts his scan on Anna confirming she is who she is but also detects the Shadow implants. John, and Delenn act accordingly despite my telling them of Anna.
I meanwhile head to see Garibaldi before all hell breaks loose.
"Michael...we don't have a lot of time. I should have warned you about this a long time ago...but the station is going to come under attack by the Shadows. You will go off on a Starfury---but are captured. Don't leave the station when this happens. The Shadows won't remain here long enough to do anything."
"I can't just abandon my duty because something bad is going to happen to me. What's so great---"
"Sheridan to Garibaldi." He answers his Link.
It has begun.
"I've gotta go. We'll talk later."
No we won't.
Back in my quarters I find a message from Sheridan, triple encrypted. I play it. John smiles.
"Hello Adam. By the time you read this message I will have left the station with Anna for Za'Ha'Dum. I wanted to make this though to assure you that there is no ill will between us over Anna. I understand why you didn't tell me for so long. You were protecting me, as well as the timeline. Probably listening to what Kosh told you as well. It's not easy to disobey a Vorlon. I want you to know that over the last year---almost two--now that you've been aboard Babylon 5, I've come to see you as much more a just an eccentric consultant. You've become a friend. I know I've pushed you at times---because it's my job to do so. But I've also come to finally understand the burden you have on your shoulders. I know the others have told you this many times now, but you are never alone here. Don't think you are. Take care of them and the station in my absence. Tell Delenn---if you haven't already, that I forgive her and I love her dearly. Good Journey Adam. Thank you for making the impact on our lives that you have. Continue to do so, they'll need you now more than ever."
The message ceases as I hear Susan's voice over the station's comm as we're under attack. Shadows are massing. I head up to CIC. I rush by everyone and enter Command and Control.
"The Shadows are swarming us." Susan informs me as the station goes to Red Alert. I just stare at the main view port and see the Ant/Spider like ships mass. You fuckers. You absolute mad fuckers.
"Stand down our fighters." I say suddenly and Susan whirls around
"Excuse me? Do what now?" she replies
"In about ten minutes...stand down our fighters. No one will fire a shot. Just trust me, Susan."
Justin is giving his little speech to Sheridan now as The White Star is priming it's two nukes it has. Come on John.
Corwin reports exactly what I said. The Shadows aren't doing anything.
"They aren't responding, they aren't doing anything." Corwin reports
"What's happening Adam, why aren't they attacking us?" Susan
"I'm so sorry Susan." I say which confuses her even more. G'Kar comes up and nods to me while informing Susan two of the Gaim nukes are missing. Ivanova looks at me.
"What's happened, Adam? What's John done?"
"Given us a chance, Commander." I replied
Then the ships all retreat, jumping back. It's done. I close my eyes.
"It's done. He's gone. J-John's gone." I stammer. Witness to history once again as tingles shower me.
This is confirmed and like in my dream. I hold Susan as she begins to weep.
It is the end of the Earth Year 2260. My second year in this reality. The Shadow War has been put on pause. As G'Kar says in his closing monologue, suddenly and unexpectedly. It was as if the entire galaxy held it's breath, waiting to see what would happen next. But what no one else knows---is that there is still hope, at the centre of darkness lies a great light. We now just have to wait for that light to decide it wants back in the universe...
Stephen ends his walkabout and has his spiritual awakening. He recovers from his ordeal in Medlab. Garbaldi and Sheridan make preparations. Londo decides to deal with G'Kar once and for all as well as Lord Reefa. I make a visit to Delenn who is surprised to see me.
"I told John about Anna, Delenn."
The look she gives me makes me cringe.
"Why would you do such a thing?"
"Two reasons. The first is because he asked me to, and secondly to spare you the pain and shock when she comes onboard soon."
Delenn looks confused.
"The Shadows send Anna here to collect John to bring him to Za'Ha'Dum. Damn. I Shouldn't be telling you this but you need to know now."
"Know what?"
"When John goes to Za'Ha'Dum...he dies." I say plainly
That's twice now that I've hurt Delenn. She reels with the information
"I warned him." She whispers to me
"I know, but this always was meant to happen. Kosh warned Sheridan that if he exposed himself to everyone, he would not be there to help him at Za'Ha'Dum. He was always going to go Delenn, and Anna was their ace in the hole to get him there. But what you didn't have in the show---was me. The ultimate insider. I'm telling you this now to spare you pain. You see Delenn...while John goes to Za'Ha'Dum and dies...he also returns." I let that linger
"How long?" she finally asks
"About three weeks...give or take a day or two."
"Three weeks..."
"How does he return to life?" she asks
"I can't tell you that." I say not sure why I can't reveal about Lorien
"Susan must be told as well."
"I will leave it to you to do that. I have told you first because---"
"Because of John and I's relationship." she blushes...it's so cute.
"Yes."
"Thank you."
"Don't tell him you know this though. When Anna arrives in a few days time, we need to sell everything real. If she has even one iota that something is off---"
"I understand. Thank you Adam." and I bow to her
Later on I greet Lyta who has returned to the station. With everything going on right now I almost forgot. We meet up for drinks at the Zocalo.
"Hi." I say
"Hey yourself. You've changed since I was last on board. The uniform looks good." she greets
"A great many things have changed since we last saw each other. Are you all right?" I ask
"That's a difficult question to answer frankly. You know what I went through. Why I'm back here now, so yes and no I think is the response I would give."
"Lyta...I"
"It's okay. What was said between us before I left...was for that moment. Don't ruin it."
I just nod. ISN is on with a breaking report.
"Sheridan to Young."
"Young here sir."
"Are you watching..."
"I am sir." I tap the link again
"ISN sources are learning that the Resistance forces occupying Promixa III under the command of General William Hague have declared themselves an Government-In-Exile in direct response to actions taken by Earth Alliance President William Morgan Clark. Hague and his fleet have been illegally occupying Promixa for the last several months with little push back from the rightful government here on Earth. General Hague has been declared President of this Government-In-Exile---" The report goes on with profiles on Clark, Hauge, and the Senate in Exile.
I tap the link
"Young to Sheridan."
"Well...we're in the thick of it now. I didn't think he would do this." Sheridan replies
"Desperate times sir. This though gives Clark even more to think about. The rogue members of the Senate will flock to Promixa if they can and set up shop. I don't exactly have a problem with this."
"Have you spoken with Lianna about this?"
"Not since last session when she first brought this up with us. I didn't think they'd move so fast."
"Great. We'll have to monitor this." Sheridan replies
"Aye sir."
"Lianna?" Lyta asks
"Major Lianna Kemmer, we are both liaisons between our respective groups."
"Amongst other things..." Lyta smiles
"Lyta I.."
"You don't have to explain anything to me Adam. You bleed your emotions on strong topics...the way you said her name tipped you off." she says cupping her coffee
"Yeah..."
"Don't be embarrassed. I'm happy for you."
We talk some more and then part ways for now. I head to my quarters to get some well needed sleep.
December 21st. Anna Sheridan arrives on Babylon 5 appearing in front of Delenn while she and John are undergoing the Minbari sleeping ritual where the partners watch each other sleep. Stephen conducts his scan on Anna confirming she is who she is but also detects the Shadow implants. John, and Delenn act accordingly despite my telling them of Anna.
I meanwhile head to see Garibaldi before all hell breaks loose.
"Michael...we don't have a lot of time. I should have warned you about this a long time ago...but the station is going to come under attack by the Shadows. You will go off on a Starfury---but are captured. Don't leave the station when this happens. The Shadows won't remain here long enough to do anything."
"I can't just abandon my duty because something bad is going to happen to me. What's so great---"
"Sheridan to Garibaldi." He answers his Link.
It has begun.
"I've gotta go. We'll talk later."
No we won't.
Back in my quarters I find a message from Sheridan, triple encrypted. I play it. John smiles.
"Hello Adam. By the time you read this message I will have left the station with Anna for Za'Ha'Dum. I wanted to make this though to assure you that there is no ill will between us over Anna. I understand why you didn't tell me for so long. You were protecting me, as well as the timeline. Probably listening to what Kosh told you as well. It's not easy to disobey a Vorlon. I want you to know that over the last year---almost two--now that you've been aboard Babylon 5, I've come to see you as much more a just an eccentric consultant. You've become a friend. I know I've pushed you at times---because it's my job to do so. But I've also come to finally understand the burden you have on your shoulders. I know the others have told you this many times now, but you are never alone here. Don't think you are. Take care of them and the station in my absence. Tell Delenn---if you haven't already, that I forgive her and I love her dearly. Good Journey Adam. Thank you for making the impact on our lives that you have. Continue to do so, they'll need you now more than ever."
The message ceases as I hear Susan's voice over the station's comm as we're under attack. Shadows are massing. I head up to CIC. I rush by everyone and enter Command and Control.
"The Shadows are swarming us." Susan informs me as the station goes to Red Alert. I just stare at the main view port and see the Ant/Spider like ships mass. You fuckers. You absolute mad fuckers.
"Stand down our fighters." I say suddenly and Susan whirls around
"Excuse me? Do what now?" she replies
"In about ten minutes...stand down our fighters. No one will fire a shot. Just trust me, Susan."
Justin is giving his little speech to Sheridan now as The White Star is priming it's two nukes it has. Come on John.
Corwin reports exactly what I said. The Shadows aren't doing anything.
"They aren't responding, they aren't doing anything." Corwin reports
"What's happening Adam, why aren't they attacking us?" Susan
"I'm so sorry Susan." I say which confuses her even more. G'Kar comes up and nods to me while informing Susan two of the Gaim nukes are missing. Ivanova looks at me.
"What's happened, Adam? What's John done?"
"Given us a chance, Commander." I replied
Then the ships all retreat, jumping back. It's done. I close my eyes.
"It's done. He's gone. J-John's gone." I stammer. Witness to history once again as tingles shower me.
This is confirmed and like in my dream. I hold Susan as she begins to weep.
It is the end of the Earth Year 2260. My second year in this reality. The Shadow War has been put on pause. As G'Kar says in his closing monologue, suddenly and unexpectedly. It was as if the entire galaxy held it's breath, waiting to see what would happen next. But what no one else knows---is that there is still hope, at the centre of darkness lies a great light. We now just have to wait for that light to decide it wants back in the universe...
Chapter 51: Before The Return
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Happy New Year. It has been a week and a half since John Sheridan went to Za'Ha'Dum and died. It also has been that long since General William Hague went and declared the Resistance, the Government-In-Exile. A decision that hasn't exactly gone over well with some folks despite the fact that both myself and Sheridan approved of it. It has also been a week and a half since Michael Garibaldi has been missing, and that long since G'Kar went to investigate him despite my warning not to do so. No one listens to Zathras indeed. I sit in the War Room along with Lyta, Delenn, Lennier, Marcus, Zack, and Susan. We're on the comm line with Promixa III's new leadership. I have a very severe migraine headache growing as I listening to all the arguing. Did I mention that I have a very severe, headache?
"ENOUGH!" I roar and everyone stops yelling as I stand up and address the room.
"ENOUGH! This constant arguing and bickering is beneath you all. With all due respect General, Mr. President---there is no need for you to directly assume command operations here."
"Why is that, Mr. Young?"
"Because in about two weeks time, John Sheridan is going to return." Susan and Delenn exchange looks with one another. Susan's been told about this. To say she's skeptical is to ask if she's fully Russian.
"Mr. Young...all of Babylon 5's scans, all of the White Star's scans show otherwise. Your own Ms. Alexander has confirmed no brain activity, etc."
I exhale and try to remain calm. Calm Adam. Calm. He doesn't know what you know.
"With the greatest of respect sir...I know what happens. I also know this is hard for everyone to understand, especially since I'm reluctant to explain how this is possible, but I implore everyone to be patient with me. This is perhaps my greatest ask to date. I have faith---all I ask is that all of you do. Commander Ivanova is more than capable of commanding the station in that time. She will have help. What we need from you sir frankly is to focus on what is going on with Earth right now. Your little announcement was...a distraction we don't need right now."
"You said it was a good idea. Approved of it."
Are all politicians, children? In all realities? I think so. I sigh and sit back down. I'm tired. I've been awake nearly 8 days straight now. I've started drinking coffee...ick. I rub my temples.
"I do think it was a good idea. However announcing now...and I realize you had no idea what John was going to do...was just not a great idea. How many members of the senate have joined you since?"
"12. Susana Luchenko of the Russian Consortium arrived yesterday morning."
I smile to myself mostly. Good. That one was a huge get.
"General...I urge caution as I asked Lianna to tell you. Do what you need to do, but proceed with caution. Clark's going to be on high alert now more than before. He may even attempt to attack Promixa III."
"I will do what I must do Mr. Young. As will all of you." he sighs now
"All right. I'll back off on the command front. Babylon 5 is yours Commander Ivanova, but the moment there's further confirmation John Sheridan is dead..."
"I understand Mr. President, thank you." Susan answers
Lianna enters the picture briefly.
"Any word on Uncle Mike?" she asks using her informal address of him in public
"Not yet, Major. We'll inform you as soon as we have something."
She nods sadly. They then sign off and everyone sighs. Zack then turns to me.
"I know things have been hectic, and your attention has been taken in a dozen different decisions since the Captain...went missing...but if you have any information on where Mr. Garibaldi is...I'd appreciate it."
I shake my head.
"I don't recall coordinates of any kind Zack. All I know is that he's on some kind of unmarked transport. You'll have to jump gate to gate to locate it. His Starfury got swallowed up during the non Shadow attack somehow. That's the best I can do. Use the information that G'Kar obtained before his capture. Take Marcus with you." I say sadly
Allan looks at Susan.
"Permission to look for him, Commander?"
"Granted, but don't take too long Sgt. Marcus...." she nods and he gets up and they go together.
When the two of them leave I slump over in my chair. Nearly falling over.
"Adam," Susan says as she helps me back up with Delenn and Lyta. I start crying. I can't control it any more.
"I am sorry...I'm so sorry. I tried. I tried to warn all of you..."
"He's exhausted." Lyta says
"Ivanova to Medlab. We need medical attention in the War Room Stat."
"On our way." Franklin replies
I grab ahold of Susan's jacket.
"Do not take command of the White Star, Susan, for me. Don't do it for me."
"He's delirious." Lennier says
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry for everyone...." I Say before I pass out.
Happy New Year. It has been a week and a half since John Sheridan went to Za'Ha'Dum and died. It also has been that long since General William Hague went and declared the Resistance, the Government-In-Exile. A decision that hasn't exactly gone over well with some folks despite the fact that both myself and Sheridan approved of it. It has also been a week and a half since Michael Garibaldi has been missing, and that long since G'Kar went to investigate him despite my warning not to do so. No one listens to Zathras indeed. I sit in the War Room along with Lyta, Delenn, Lennier, Marcus, Zack, and Susan. We're on the comm line with Promixa III's new leadership. I have a very severe migraine headache growing as I listening to all the arguing. Did I mention that I have a very severe, headache?
"ENOUGH!" I roar and everyone stops yelling as I stand up and address the room.
"ENOUGH! This constant arguing and bickering is beneath you all. With all due respect General, Mr. President---there is no need for you to directly assume command operations here."
"Why is that, Mr. Young?"
"Because in about two weeks time, John Sheridan is going to return." Susan and Delenn exchange looks with one another. Susan's been told about this. To say she's skeptical is to ask if she's fully Russian.
"Mr. Young...all of Babylon 5's scans, all of the White Star's scans show otherwise. Your own Ms. Alexander has confirmed no brain activity, etc."
I exhale and try to remain calm. Calm Adam. Calm. He doesn't know what you know.
"With the greatest of respect sir...I know what happens. I also know this is hard for everyone to understand, especially since I'm reluctant to explain how this is possible, but I implore everyone to be patient with me. This is perhaps my greatest ask to date. I have faith---all I ask is that all of you do. Commander Ivanova is more than capable of commanding the station in that time. She will have help. What we need from you sir frankly is to focus on what is going on with Earth right now. Your little announcement was...a distraction we don't need right now."
"You said it was a good idea. Approved of it."
Are all politicians, children? In all realities? I think so. I sigh and sit back down. I'm tired. I've been awake nearly 8 days straight now. I've started drinking coffee...ick. I rub my temples.
"I do think it was a good idea. However announcing now...and I realize you had no idea what John was going to do...was just not a great idea. How many members of the senate have joined you since?"
"12. Susana Luchenko of the Russian Consortium arrived yesterday morning."
I smile to myself mostly. Good. That one was a huge get.
"General...I urge caution as I asked Lianna to tell you. Do what you need to do, but proceed with caution. Clark's going to be on high alert now more than before. He may even attempt to attack Promixa III."
"I will do what I must do Mr. Young. As will all of you." he sighs now
"All right. I'll back off on the command front. Babylon 5 is yours Commander Ivanova, but the moment there's further confirmation John Sheridan is dead..."
"I understand Mr. President, thank you." Susan answers
Lianna enters the picture briefly.
"Any word on Uncle Mike?" she asks using her informal address of him in public
"Not yet, Major. We'll inform you as soon as we have something."
She nods sadly. They then sign off and everyone sighs. Zack then turns to me.
"I know things have been hectic, and your attention has been taken in a dozen different decisions since the Captain...went missing...but if you have any information on where Mr. Garibaldi is...I'd appreciate it."
I shake my head.
"I don't recall coordinates of any kind Zack. All I know is that he's on some kind of unmarked transport. You'll have to jump gate to gate to locate it. His Starfury got swallowed up during the non Shadow attack somehow. That's the best I can do. Use the information that G'Kar obtained before his capture. Take Marcus with you." I say sadly
Allan looks at Susan.
"Permission to look for him, Commander?"
"Granted, but don't take too long Sgt. Marcus...." she nods and he gets up and they go together.
When the two of them leave I slump over in my chair. Nearly falling over.
"Adam," Susan says as she helps me back up with Delenn and Lyta. I start crying. I can't control it any more.
"I am sorry...I'm so sorry. I tried. I tried to warn all of you..."
"He's exhausted." Lyta says
"Ivanova to Medlab. We need medical attention in the War Room Stat."
"On our way." Franklin replies
I grab ahold of Susan's jacket.
"Do not take command of the White Star, Susan, for me. Don't do it for me."
"He's delirious." Lennier says
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry for everyone...." I Say before I pass out.
Chapter 52: Over Exhaustion and the Michael's Return
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I wake up in Medlab with a IV drip attached to me, very groggy. I'm exhausted. I see people running around.
"What's going on?" I ask someone
"It's Garibaldi...they've found him."
I sit up straight as I watch them push in Michael on a gurney and start the examination on. This is earlier than the show. In the show Michael is found pretty close to the time when Sheridan and Lorien board the station. I see Franklin.
"Doc....D-Doc..." I croak as my voice is hoarse
"Adam, what is it We're a little busy here."
I motion for him to come over closer.
"Stephen...Garibaldi's been conditioned by Bester. He's implanted something in his head...it is a kind of personality adjustor. There's nothing you can do about it, but I thought I'd mention it anyways. Ivanova should know too."
"Okay. Thanks." he replies. Stephen's so cute when he's distracted.
I lay back down in bed to rest. I have a nightmare that I encounter Shiv'Kala and he successfully implants a Keeper in me. I wake up when I see the Eye rolling around on my left shoulder!
"NO!!!!" I scream and Lillian comes over to calm me down
"The nightmares are still happening?"
"Still? Doc...Lillian, how long have I been here for?"
"About a week now."
"A WEEK!" I exclaim as I start to push myself up out of the bed but she holds me down
"Oh no no. You're not going anywhere. You're suffering from major dehydration, exhaustion, amidst a whole bunch of other conditions. You're staying put here."
"But..."
"Absolutely not. Don't push me on this Adam."
"Yes, Doctor."
I lay back down. Look over at where Garibaldi is but Lillian shuts the door to my room so I can't see anything. I've been pushing myself too hard the last few weeks and months. I realize this now. I need to back off. But...how am I supposed to do that, when there's still so much work to do? I pull up the blanket and exhale in frustration. Exhaustion! I'm suffering from exhaustion, while Sheridan is fighting for his life, and Garibaldi has a personality bomb implanted in his brain! Fuck. Not to mention G'Kar is on Centauri Prime, I'm not going to like seeing him after all that. I'm sorry. There's so much more that I wanted to do..
A little later on I am woken up in the middle of the night. It's Garibaldi. I almost look away from him. but force myself to look at him. He pulls up a chair.
"Hey."
"I'm sorry...I--"
"It's okay. I didn't take your warning seriously enough."
"Are you okay?" I ask
"I was going to ask you the same question. You look like shit."
"Apparently that's how I feel....Michael...what happened?"
"I don't...I don't know. One minute I was in the Starfury, the next..."
I observe him as his eyes blink when he has the flashbacks. Garibaldi didn't have me in the show.
"Michael...your Starfury was captured by the Shadows prior to their retreat. You were taken then..."
"I'm not sure I want to hear this." he says quietly
"Michael...I take full responsibility over what happened to you, I promise you I will make it right, but you need to listen to me, and also not hurt me."
"I'll listen."
"Your Starfury was taken to a Psi-Corp facility where they began to condition you...this is probably what you remember. You remember being interrogated in a cement cellar like thing right?"
He nods slowly. The light from his eyes is gone already. I don't know this Michael. Damn you Bester. FUCK YOU.
"They began programming you into a sleeper agent, but then Bester intervened and was able to make alterations of his own, for his own purposes."
"Bester..." Garibaldi growls
"What did he do to me?" he asks getting agitated
"Michael, before I tell you what he did, you need to promise me that you're not going to go head first on after him. I have a plan and I promise we will get this out of you before it starts doing any kind of damage."
"What. Did. He. Do. To. Me?" he demands
"Bester has altered your personality. Basically he accentuated your own innate distrust, stubborn, and paranoia and weaponized it."
"What for? What he does want me to do?"
"Two things, the first the Corp was programming you to isolate yourself from us, and eventually betray Sheridan. The second...he wants to know what Edgars Industries plans are for killing off the telepaths."
Garibaldi shakes his head frustrated.
"I don't understand how one leads to the other thing...what connects the two?"
"It's a long story, and I will tell all of it one day, but I promise you we'll get this out of your head. You just need to trust me and be patient. Can you do that?"
"I I think so."
"I promise you will have revenge on Bester as well...but Michael he also planted in a fail safe suggestion. Only he is able to remove the programming, and you can't touch him."
"That piece of shit..."
"Yeah. I know. I can count on you not to do anything rash? I promise you that we'll deal with this. You have my word."
"I promise, but how can I stop what this is going to make me do?"
"I know what signs to look for. We'll have to tread carefully. Will you let me help you?"
"Yeah. If it gets this out of my head...."
Stephen catches us talking.
"What are you two doing? Adam needs rest, and a stress free environment, and I haven't cleared you yet Michael."
"It's okay. I just was leaving. Thank you Adam."
"Always."
All right Bester. It's time to implement our plan for you soon.
I wake up in Medlab with a IV drip attached to me, very groggy. I'm exhausted. I see people running around.
"What's going on?" I ask someone
"It's Garibaldi...they've found him."
I sit up straight as I watch them push in Michael on a gurney and start the examination on. This is earlier than the show. In the show Michael is found pretty close to the time when Sheridan and Lorien board the station. I see Franklin.
"Doc....D-Doc..." I croak as my voice is hoarse
"Adam, what is it We're a little busy here."
I motion for him to come over closer.
"Stephen...Garibaldi's been conditioned by Bester. He's implanted something in his head...it is a kind of personality adjustor. There's nothing you can do about it, but I thought I'd mention it anyways. Ivanova should know too."
"Okay. Thanks." he replies. Stephen's so cute when he's distracted.
I lay back down in bed to rest. I have a nightmare that I encounter Shiv'Kala and he successfully implants a Keeper in me. I wake up when I see the Eye rolling around on my left shoulder!
"NO!!!!" I scream and Lillian comes over to calm me down
"The nightmares are still happening?"
"Still? Doc...Lillian, how long have I been here for?"
"About a week now."
"A WEEK!" I exclaim as I start to push myself up out of the bed but she holds me down
"Oh no no. You're not going anywhere. You're suffering from major dehydration, exhaustion, amidst a whole bunch of other conditions. You're staying put here."
"But..."
"Absolutely not. Don't push me on this Adam."
"Yes, Doctor."
I lay back down. Look over at where Garibaldi is but Lillian shuts the door to my room so I can't see anything. I've been pushing myself too hard the last few weeks and months. I realize this now. I need to back off. But...how am I supposed to do that, when there's still so much work to do? I pull up the blanket and exhale in frustration. Exhaustion! I'm suffering from exhaustion, while Sheridan is fighting for his life, and Garibaldi has a personality bomb implanted in his brain! Fuck. Not to mention G'Kar is on Centauri Prime, I'm not going to like seeing him after all that. I'm sorry. There's so much more that I wanted to do..
A little later on I am woken up in the middle of the night. It's Garibaldi. I almost look away from him. but force myself to look at him. He pulls up a chair.
"Hey."
"I'm sorry...I--"
"It's okay. I didn't take your warning seriously enough."
"Are you okay?" I ask
"I was going to ask you the same question. You look like shit."
"Apparently that's how I feel....Michael...what happened?"
"I don't...I don't know. One minute I was in the Starfury, the next..."
I observe him as his eyes blink when he has the flashbacks. Garibaldi didn't have me in the show.
"Michael...your Starfury was captured by the Shadows prior to their retreat. You were taken then..."
"I'm not sure I want to hear this." he says quietly
"Michael...I take full responsibility over what happened to you, I promise you I will make it right, but you need to listen to me, and also not hurt me."
"I'll listen."
"Your Starfury was taken to a Psi-Corp facility where they began to condition you...this is probably what you remember. You remember being interrogated in a cement cellar like thing right?"
He nods slowly. The light from his eyes is gone already. I don't know this Michael. Damn you Bester. FUCK YOU.
"They began programming you into a sleeper agent, but then Bester intervened and was able to make alterations of his own, for his own purposes."
"Bester..." Garibaldi growls
"What did he do to me?" he asks getting agitated
"Michael, before I tell you what he did, you need to promise me that you're not going to go head first on after him. I have a plan and I promise we will get this out of you before it starts doing any kind of damage."
"What. Did. He. Do. To. Me?" he demands
"Bester has altered your personality. Basically he accentuated your own innate distrust, stubborn, and paranoia and weaponized it."
"What for? What he does want me to do?"
"Two things, the first the Corp was programming you to isolate yourself from us, and eventually betray Sheridan. The second...he wants to know what Edgars Industries plans are for killing off the telepaths."
Garibaldi shakes his head frustrated.
"I don't understand how one leads to the other thing...what connects the two?"
"It's a long story, and I will tell all of it one day, but I promise you we'll get this out of your head. You just need to trust me and be patient. Can you do that?"
"I I think so."
"I promise you will have revenge on Bester as well...but Michael he also planted in a fail safe suggestion. Only he is able to remove the programming, and you can't touch him."
"That piece of shit..."
"Yeah. I know. I can count on you not to do anything rash? I promise you that we'll deal with this. You have my word."
"I promise, but how can I stop what this is going to make me do?"
"I know what signs to look for. We'll have to tread carefully. Will you let me help you?"
"Yeah. If it gets this out of my head...."
Stephen catches us talking.
"What are you two doing? Adam needs rest, and a stress free environment, and I haven't cleared you yet Michael."
"It's okay. I just was leaving. Thank you Adam."
"Always."
All right Bester. It's time to implement our plan for you soon.
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Author's Note: I know this is a particularly short chapter but we're about to go head long into heavy plot so I really wanted to break up the first three episodes of the season....hope you all don't mind. Next up. HISTORY 101 with John and Lorien!
I recover from my exhaustion and dehydration. Both Stephen and Lillian warn me not to push myself so hard, and that I need at least four hours sleep or this will happen again. I should also be drinking plenty of water. Garibaldi is also cleared back to work. Marcus and Susan go off in search for any more remaining First Ones, while the Vorlons begin to start to mass for their purge. I meet up with Lyta. I'm not wearing my Army of Light Uniform, I'm wearing my civilian clothes.
"I've got a question, and it's totally okay if you say no."
"This about Garibaldi?" she asks
"Correct. You've been informed?"
"Franklin called me in to see him after you collapsed. I am not sure the extent of what junk Bester put into Garibaldi's head. I could probably remove it, but there could be all kinds of fail-safes that could harm me."
Lyta's basically a P-12 now, so more than capable of removing whatever is in Michael's head, but she's right. Bester would be aware of my knowledge of this and probably has put some kind of defensive counter measures in there that I don't know of just in case Lyta tampered with it.
"Okay. I thought I'd ask."
"You have a plan...I don't suppose you're going to share it with me?"
"Not yet. I've gone over with Sheridan while he was here...but since Bester hasn't been aboard the station since this happened, I've not had a chance to execute it yet."
My link goes off.
"Ivanova to Young."
"Go ahead Commander."
"We've just detected an unknown ship through the jumpgate. Used our own codes and activated the central docking bay sequence."
I turn excitedly to Lyta.
"Susan. It's him. It's John...head to the Catwalk at the Zocalo. I'll meet you there."
The two of us rush to the Zocalo where Delenn is having trouble with the League of Non-Aligned Worlds. It is getting rowdy there as they begin to push back against her, and it becomes a shoving match. Security is sent to greet our visitors, as I leave Lyta and head up to the stairs. It is there that I see them as they leave the transport gondola. I see John, who nods at me, and then I see him....Lorien. Who bows slightly at me and then smiles in acknowledgement, he makes the gesture for me to join them. I follow up them up the stairs and join them on the Catwalk as Sheridan makes his speech.
"Captain, we're sorry. We thought you were dead." says a Drazi...I see Delenn see John for the first time and she rushes through the crowd to join us. I also see Lennier's absolute deflation as he realizes for the final time---he never had a chance.
"I was. I'm better now." he looks at both Lorien and I nod back to him
"The Ambassador is correct. I did go to Za'Ha'Dum. I've seen the face of the enemy. They're not gods, and they're not indestructible. I've fought them, and killed many of them, and I've survived. There is a way out of this, a way to stop this insanity once and for all. Now, Delenn's fleet is a start, but we have to build on it. Together we will form the largest fleet in history. Not just for a battle, but to change the shape of the galaxy! Not just for ourselves, but for our children, and our children's children....you tell your governments that the only man to survive Za'Ha'Dum sends this message: We can end this, not just for the next thousand years, but forever! I stand before you as proof that it can be done! Mr. Young here has already witnessed our victory. We can fight, and we will win. Can I count on you!?"
"YES!"
"Can I Count on you!"
"YESS!!!!"
Delenn now passes by me and she and John embrace. I smile.
"I never dreamed that Adam was telling the truth about you...I should have believed..."
"I'll never leave you, Delenn."
The two of them kiss openly for the first time and everyone cheers.
About a half hour later before we gather the rest of the senior staff----Delenn is inside John's quarters as he is telling her about his twenty years. Lorien and I stand outside, waiting.
"You have something to ask of me child?" The First One asks
I haven't stopped staring at Lorien since he arrived. I'm in awe. The First Being in the known universe's history is standing before me.
"I apologize Lorien, but I did have a question....I want to know...do you have the ability to take me home?" I ask and he smiles that Lorien smile
"If that is what you wish, yes, I have the ability to take you home. When the time comes, when his time is over, you both shall return to the place where time ends...and I shall usher you home."
I begin to cry.
"Thank you." he puts his hand on my shoulder
"It has been a long time since I last saw a reality hopper. You have conducted yourself well in this reality. You should be proud."
"I am, but there's still a lot of work to do."
"That is always the case I'm afraid."
The doors open and Sheridan pops out. He notices me wiping tears.
"Everything okay?"
"Yes. Lorien was just telling me about the future...I'm okay. How is Delenn taking your news?"
"About as well as you can expect...I'm ready for the others now. Come on inside."
Author's Note: I know this is a particularly short chapter but we're about to go head long into heavy plot so I really wanted to break up the first three episodes of the season....hope you all don't mind. Next up. HISTORY 101 with John and Lorien!
I recover from my exhaustion and dehydration. Both Stephen and Lillian warn me not to push myself so hard, and that I need at least four hours sleep or this will happen again. I should also be drinking plenty of water. Garibaldi is also cleared back to work. Marcus and Susan go off in search for any more remaining First Ones, while the Vorlons begin to start to mass for their purge. I meet up with Lyta. I'm not wearing my Army of Light Uniform, I'm wearing my civilian clothes.
"I've got a question, and it's totally okay if you say no."
"This about Garibaldi?" she asks
"Correct. You've been informed?"
"Franklin called me in to see him after you collapsed. I am not sure the extent of what junk Bester put into Garibaldi's head. I could probably remove it, but there could be all kinds of fail-safes that could harm me."
Lyta's basically a P-12 now, so more than capable of removing whatever is in Michael's head, but she's right. Bester would be aware of my knowledge of this and probably has put some kind of defensive counter measures in there that I don't know of just in case Lyta tampered with it.
"Okay. I thought I'd ask."
"You have a plan...I don't suppose you're going to share it with me?"
"Not yet. I've gone over with Sheridan while he was here...but since Bester hasn't been aboard the station since this happened, I've not had a chance to execute it yet."
My link goes off.
"Ivanova to Young."
"Go ahead Commander."
"We've just detected an unknown ship through the jumpgate. Used our own codes and activated the central docking bay sequence."
I turn excitedly to Lyta.
"Susan. It's him. It's John...head to the Catwalk at the Zocalo. I'll meet you there."
The two of us rush to the Zocalo where Delenn is having trouble with the League of Non-Aligned Worlds. It is getting rowdy there as they begin to push back against her, and it becomes a shoving match. Security is sent to greet our visitors, as I leave Lyta and head up to the stairs. It is there that I see them as they leave the transport gondola. I see John, who nods at me, and then I see him....Lorien. Who bows slightly at me and then smiles in acknowledgement, he makes the gesture for me to join them. I follow up them up the stairs and join them on the Catwalk as Sheridan makes his speech.
"Captain, we're sorry. We thought you were dead." says a Drazi...I see Delenn see John for the first time and she rushes through the crowd to join us. I also see Lennier's absolute deflation as he realizes for the final time---he never had a chance.
"I was. I'm better now." he looks at both Lorien and I nod back to him
"The Ambassador is correct. I did go to Za'Ha'Dum. I've seen the face of the enemy. They're not gods, and they're not indestructible. I've fought them, and killed many of them, and I've survived. There is a way out of this, a way to stop this insanity once and for all. Now, Delenn's fleet is a start, but we have to build on it. Together we will form the largest fleet in history. Not just for a battle, but to change the shape of the galaxy! Not just for ourselves, but for our children, and our children's children....you tell your governments that the only man to survive Za'Ha'Dum sends this message: We can end this, not just for the next thousand years, but forever! I stand before you as proof that it can be done! Mr. Young here has already witnessed our victory. We can fight, and we will win. Can I count on you!?"
"YES!"
"Can I Count on you!"
"YESS!!!!"
Delenn now passes by me and she and John embrace. I smile.
"I never dreamed that Adam was telling the truth about you...I should have believed..."
"I'll never leave you, Delenn."
The two of them kiss openly for the first time and everyone cheers.
About a half hour later before we gather the rest of the senior staff----Delenn is inside John's quarters as he is telling her about his twenty years. Lorien and I stand outside, waiting.
"You have something to ask of me child?" The First One asks
I haven't stopped staring at Lorien since he arrived. I'm in awe. The First Being in the known universe's history is standing before me.
"I apologize Lorien, but I did have a question....I want to know...do you have the ability to take me home?" I ask and he smiles that Lorien smile
"If that is what you wish, yes, I have the ability to take you home. When the time comes, when his time is over, you both shall return to the place where time ends...and I shall usher you home."
I begin to cry.
"Thank you." he puts his hand on my shoulder
"It has been a long time since I last saw a reality hopper. You have conducted yourself well in this reality. You should be proud."
"I am, but there's still a lot of work to do."
"That is always the case I'm afraid."
The doors open and Sheridan pops out. He notices me wiping tears.
"Everything okay?"
"Yes. Lorien was just telling me about the future...I'm okay. How is Delenn taking your news?"
"About as well as you can expect...I'm ready for the others now. Come on inside."