MadGreenSon
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I had a psychedelic experience, or possibly heat stroke
I don't really have anything I can do right now, my panhandling sign got rained on and I don't have a marker to replace it. Plus, Im not trapped somewhere with much through traffic so just walking up to people is pretty pointless.
So I decided to meditate.
I haven't done much meditation recently, but since I don't need any props or gear, I figured why not? It's a way to kill time if nothing else.
I settled in the shade under the tree Im parked beside and got to it.
It was pretty standard mind clearing/relaxation stuff at first, if you've ever meditated you know what I mean.
Then I got this oddly relaxing feeling like I was being filled with air, like I was becoming puffy in a… metaphorical? sense.
Then… BAM! It was like my frikkin crown chakra broke open and everything was fire hosing out the top of my head.
It was like… the scene where the Ancient One kicked Strange's soul out into the multiverse. Not visually, but like that sensation of movement you can imagine watching it. The feeling of hurtling through the cosmos. I'm pretty sure I didn't see anything but the physical sensation was so engrossing that I don't really remember. Saw inside my eyelid most likely.
The whole thing had little sense of time or place to it, but while it was going on I was completely divorced from all the physical pain Im in, the various discomforts of being drenched in sweat, exhaustion, etc
When it was finally over, it had been about two hours.
It was definitely an experience of my life.
I got a line on some house painting work for cash next week but no gas to get to it, keep me in mind if you can any amount helps
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I'm currently homeless, sick and living in a car.
Contributions to my medicine/gas/food needs welcome here
Please help me, my gas situation is very dire
I don't really have anything I can do right now, my panhandling sign got rained on and I don't have a marker to replace it. Plus, Im not trapped somewhere with much through traffic so just walking up to people is pretty pointless.
So I decided to meditate.
I haven't done much meditation recently, but since I don't need any props or gear, I figured why not? It's a way to kill time if nothing else.
I settled in the shade under the tree Im parked beside and got to it.
It was pretty standard mind clearing/relaxation stuff at first, if you've ever meditated you know what I mean.
Then I got this oddly relaxing feeling like I was being filled with air, like I was becoming puffy in a… metaphorical? sense.
Then… BAM! It was like my frikkin crown chakra broke open and everything was fire hosing out the top of my head.
It was like… the scene where the Ancient One kicked Strange's soul out into the multiverse. Not visually, but like that sensation of movement you can imagine watching it. The feeling of hurtling through the cosmos. I'm pretty sure I didn't see anything but the physical sensation was so engrossing that I don't really remember. Saw inside my eyelid most likely.
The whole thing had little sense of time or place to it, but while it was going on I was completely divorced from all the physical pain Im in, the various discomforts of being drenched in sweat, exhaustion, etc
When it was finally over, it had been about two hours.
It was definitely an experience of my life.
I got a line on some house painting work for cash next week but no gas to get to it, keep me in mind if you can any amount helps
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I'm currently homeless, sick and living in a car.
Contributions to my medicine/gas/food needs welcome here
Please help me, my gas situation is very dire
