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Decay 14



Saturday felt strangely peaceful compared to the day before. No one was complaining about the lack of bombs going off, the choking of emergency services, or the overstuffed traffic lanes, but there was a feeling that things were too quiet.

Armsmaster knew that there was going to come a reckoning for Bakuda's sudden and violent escalation. She had hit the police, PRT, hospitals, the other gangs, and even Team Rebuild's community center. She'd made nothing but enemies, and Lung was going to have to inherit them now that he was out. The lines hadn't changed much, but everyone was now looking at them more than the others. Team Rebuild had already dealt a blow to her when they interrupted her public execution of the Undersiders.

He was now going over what they'd turned over to the PRT to inspect: 187 Tinkertech bombs of differing sizes, a modified Jeep with storage containers welded on, a phone that sent the signals to detonate the bombs, and the trigger mechanism.

"Toe rings," he deadpanned as he beheld them, looking back to Steeldancer, who had come in as the representative for the independent team today.

"Yes, she had hidden it rather well, but Tattletale managed to deduce what she was doing and yelled the answer where Sixshooter could hear," the veiled woman explained to him.

"And she… removed her foot."

Her eye closed for a moment, and he could tell that she also questioned her teammate's rather brutal response to the Villain.

"I was incapacitated at the time, so I could not tell you how desperate the situation was, but two of her hostages had already been killed in order to threaten the others by that point."

That had been in the reporting. Sixshooter was forced to neutralize the true ABB members in her attempt to stop Bakuda before she could go too far, only for it to be revealed that the woman had hidden her trigger mechanism in a place that people wouldn't often think to look. The hostages were forced to fight the person trying to save them or possibly die. In the choice between maiming one villain or letting innocents die, Sixshooter had chosen the former.

There was a growing concern about the woman's mental health, especially since Uber and Leet's snitch had returned just in time to catch her breakdown as she restrained the bleeding Tinker.

"-uuckin' Hell, Larissa! It- It wasn't that- Shit, what would Stacy-"

"Stacy's dead! Tanya's dead! The only reason there was enough of me to save is because… they… were… blonde."


It didn't take a long search to find out who she was likely referring to. Unfortunately, there was a pair of connecting lines there that they needed to ignore. Yes, it was obvious to anyone who bothered to look who Larissa Han was, as well as what connection she might have had to Grace Nakamura. Whatever friendship they had was likely as severed as Bakuda's foot.

Speaking of.

"What has been done with Bakuda's severed limb?"

"We have it in stasis at the moment, but we're ready to hand it over to the authorities if they can preserve it as well as we can. We may… be able to use it in the future as a bargaining chip," she mentioned with an undertone of distaste that even Armsmaster could detect. "As long as it's kept alive, it could be reattached in the future. Pickmeup's pocket dimensions do not let time pass for the objects inside. We put a tray of fresh cookies in one two weeks ago. They're still hot when we grab one."

An interestingly mundane application for a power. The potential of Pickmeup's Shaker ability might be overshadowed by her more spectacular Brute rating. If it worked that well, then Pickmeup could be valuable for transporting donated organs long distances.

"I will see if there is a similar option available to us. Your team may be the best to hold onto it at the moment."

"Of course."

"Concerning Uber and Leet's capture, there was already a substantial reward for them due to past criminal activity. I do not know if authorities will add anything to their bounty retroactively in consideration of their connection to the bombings, but your team will be able to collect what is already registered."

"Hopefully, we can use it to rebuild the center," Steeldancer mused. "And maybe do something about Trainside Storage. The area is… changed."

That was one way to put it. Even ignoring the damage from other explosives, which included hundreds of thousands of dollars in lost property, there was the suspended fireball above the place, shining like a small sun throughout the night. Armsmaster did not know how long the effect would last, but it was clearly not completely frozen; otherwise, light would not be able to pass through it. He had calculations running to determine whether the effect would wear off and how long it would take.

Given the rate of explosions, based on how fast the time-slowed one was moving, it would be over 1000 years before it stopped spreading and began to dissipate. He had a feeling the bubble would last longer.

"The owner is unlikely to continue business," he concluded.

"Not as they've been running it, but Revive was saying something about testing it for UV before she finally went to bed. I wanted to ask her more, but she was already on her way to the downtown clinic when I awoke."

Ultraviolet radiation? That would indicate it being similar enough to sunlight to cause similar effects. Perhaps he should set up equipment to test for that as well. More than a hazard for flying things, then.

"She is hoping to remove more of the bombs?"

"We're trying not to be loud about it, as Bakuda might take it as a challenge, and now that Lung's out… We were lucky with him before," she acknowledged. "The plan before had been to hold him back until we could ensure people's safety, and then lose him after drawing him to the nearest waterline. You and Stalker cut the time down significantly, but I know that we alone weren't going to defeat him there. And now… he knows about us. There's no more surprises there.

"So, right now, she's operating out of a clinic close enough to ABB territory that people can make the trip, but not so close as to attract actual ABB attention. We're letting word spread mostly by word of mouth, but eventually, once the heat dies down, we'll need to make a public announcement to get whoever remains to come forward. They'll be in danger and endangering others until those things are removed."

Armsmaster nodded. Not being able to act quickly and finish it all in one go was aggravating, but the powder keg was already threatening to alight. At this very moment, the Empire was readying itself to move against the ABB, and other, smaller gangs were looking to take off a piece for themselves, including one gang that had been gaining traction of late, which had dropped the racial lines and focused solely on drug peddling. Luckily, Team Rebuild's position in the Docks was acting as something of a buffer for groups working out of the Trainyard, so long as they could project themselves. Their showing against Bakuda had been more of a win than a loss, but needing to retreat in the face of Lung, after making headlines for playing a part in his capture, could be a blow to their overall reputation, even if they were visibly worn down from an earlier fight.

On the bright side, Uber and Leet's stream capturing Lung's fight with the new Cape Myceligem's mushrooms had made the retreat comical, even if Director Piggot had nearly flown off the handle upon seeing them. They ran the tests; Myceligem's minions were, genetically, normal mushrooms. Their ability to locomote resulted from her Shaker effect, combined with her Master power over them. Even the alien ones matched the samples taken from the thing at the community center.

The next few days were going to be stressful. People were preparing to work double shifts for the next few weeks, if needed. Onboarding the new Wards was going to be difficult, especially with the particularly young age of three of them. The other three lives Revive had saved at the community center might prove her Trump ability if they came out with powers, and people were bound to notice.

"We'll do our best to mitigate that, then."

A screen of his turned on, telling him of an incoming call from Dragon. He answered it and routed her voice to come from a nearby speaker.

"Dragon," he greeted her.

"Armsmaster," she said, having seen another person present and using his Cape identity rather than his real name, "glad I could reach you. I'm forwarding what I've been able to discover about those implants you sent me. Hello there, you must be Steeldancer," she then greeted the independent Hero. "Your teammate's technology is fascinating. If we hadn't known it needed her specialized substance to run, we might have assumed it to be a nanite nest filter for converting amino acids and proteins."

"Ah, that is interesting," Steeldancer intoned, hand to her chin. "Unfortunately, I have only a high school understanding of biology when I'm not using my own powers."

"Oh, of course. Hm, I just noticed something… Parlez-vous français?"

Steeldancer's eye widened for a moment, and then she began to speak in French, which Armsmaster's helmet helpfully translated for him.

"<Oh, well, yes, I do. I… have not spoken it in a while, but it's coming back to me quite clearly.>"

"<I thought I recognized the accent, even if it was… Sorry, I'm not trying to identify you in any manner. I was merely interested.>"

"<Well and good. Honestly, I'm glad you brought this up. It's quite fascinating to speak another tongue. After so long, that is. I genuinely cannot remember the last time I had a conversation in French.>"

"<Glad to have helped.> Ah, sorry, Armsmaster, I had gotten distracted. You wanted my help in dissecting Bakuda's code?"

"Yes. She used a phone as a medium, so it's likely the bombs respond to a specific signal she entered, either into a program or by piggybacking on another application. While unlikely to be so simple, I wanted to test to see if it was done through phone numbers and go from there."

"Get Occam's Razor out of the way, first. I see."

"I would not want to get in your way with this, then," Steeldancer said with a bow of her head. "I will go and see how Barbed is doing. Good day, sir. Bonne journée. À la prochaine."

As the young woman left, Armsmaster hummed in thought.

"Everything all right?" Dragon asked him.

"It is just… I did not recognize a Canadian accent."

"Neither did I, but she had a slight French inflection that I recognized from conversations with Ballistae. If I had to guess, she grew up there before moving stateside."

"France? Interesting."



Somewhere down below her, Barbed was having her metal heat-treated to remove the magnetism; Browbeat was recovering from his impromptu battle with Lung at the Rig; office agents were scrambling to figure out how to present everything to the public positively; and Alan Barnes was once again gracing them with his presence.

At least this time the connection was clear.

Myceligem nearly gave her a heart attack with her debut. Creatures that looked like Blasto decided to make something kid-friendly had ganged up on Lung and fought 'til the last. Seemingly unaware that he was being recorded, the recently escaped dragon man had decided to take a bite of one of the roasted things. Apparently, it was tasty enough to finish up.

Ten minutes later, the Cape responsible had arrived at PRT HQ with Team Rebuild and Shadow Stalker. Not trusting herself near a potential second Biotinker, she called in Miss Militia and Armsmaster. Militia was perhaps the Parahuman she disliked the least, and the one she sent to communicate with other Parahumans that Emily didn't want to bother with, for one reason or another. She could usually disseminate whatever the director ordered into something they could easily digest. Armsmaster, she called, so that he could put his technology between the unknown and the rest of the world.

She did not overreact. She was cautious. Armsmaster ran DNA tests on samples of her minions, and only then could Emily breathe easy. They were just normal mushrooms under the nonsensical power control of a Parahuman. More akin to Hellhound than Blasto. The fact that her power worked on something yanked from another dimension was cause for concern, but apparently, the crystal fungus was the opposite of an invasive species. Too much oxygen in the air, not enough sulfur, not enough phosphorus. The ones she summoned only existed because her power kept them alive, and the thing at the Brockton Docks Community Outreach Center was mostly dead, save for a bit at the core, and Dragon would be digging the whole thing up and taking it away, last she heard.

Now it looked like she was getting a fourth Ward signing up this week. The teens were going to have a time of it, seeing as the girl was a friend of Shadow Stalker's. How that girl had friends was a mystery to Emily Piggot. Maybe she could bridge the gap with the rest of them, or maybe they were getting another problem, just with a better smile. Time would tell.

Back at the front of her concerns was the bombing campaign initiated by the ABB and Lung's escape. The first wave scattered everyone to put out the fires they caused, real and metaphorical, but the second one put even the lawmen into a panic, though it was less dangerous overall. It was that which gave cover for Oni Lee to break in and set Lung loose. The only Hero on the Rig at the time had been Browbeat, who was undergoing power testing when the bombs went off. He was getting ready to head back over to the mainland when Lung got loose and tried to do something about it.

Unfortunately, his newly gained heat- and fireproof biology did not make him a match for Lung. They certainly slugged it out for a time, but Lung was more experienced and ramped up faster, and both of them were giving off a lot of heat. Browbeat recognized that the steel around them was starting to get red, so he backed off, and Lung went for a swim.

It was the right choice, she had to concede. Even if they fought until the Rig melted around them, he wasn't defeating Lung like that.

This and more had to go into her report and the weekly meeting with the other PRT Directors. She could almost hear the admonishing tone of Chief Director Costa-Brown.

But before she could get to that…

"Send in the clowns," she muttered before tapping her phone and letting her secretary know she was ready to meet with Methuselah and Revenant more professionally.

In walked two men of great contrasts. One wore a business suit and top hat, short and rotund, with facial hair styled into 'friendly mutton chops' that made his smile all the more pronounced. He looked every part the classic circus ring leader. The other was tall, pale, and gangly, with a permanent scowl and mildly parted lips, wearing casual clothes with a leather jacket that had the circus's logo stitched into the shoulders. Despite not looking like much, Piggot knew he had to be one of the deadliest Capes in the US. He had simply refused to do much to make a name for himself, aside from one incident.

"A good morning, Madam Director," Martin Methuselah greeted her, removing his hat to reveal a bald top with expertly done horseshoe-style hair and giving her a bow.

"Mornin'," the other greeted her with just enough politeness.

"Good morning, gentlemen."

"I must say," Methuselah started, "yesterday was quite exciting for your city. I hope for a quick repair and pray for speedy healing. Don't worry about us, though. Our troupe has weathered worse and won't be scared off by some upjumped hooligans."

"That's good to know. The city could use your business, but you've already heard all of that from the mayor."

She doubted a mere bombing was scaring them off. Revenant was known for two things: he didn't stay dead when he died, and he once ran off the Slaughterhouse Nine while killing Chuckles the Clown. Less well known was his Master power, which projected a semi-autonomous construct with claws and high durability that could temporarily paralyze people with a scream. He was basically a grab-bag combination of Alabaster, Crusader, and Animos. Stories reached the internet every once in a while when he had to remind people that the circus was not a place to bring violence, usually by letting people think they've killed him, then getting back up and responding accordingly to their reactions.

On that note, his leather jacket had quite a few patches.

"And here you are," Methuselah said while passing her a stack of papers with photos and names.

It was odd to think about, but it made a certain twisted sense that circuses would have Capes of their own. Rogues, as far as the government was concerned. NEPEA-2 tried to curb it, only to get a protest in the form of every circus in the continent parking on D.C.'s proverbial front yard and protesting until NEPEA-3 came through, undoing a lot of what had been written in there. They still needed to inform the nearest PRT office every time they set up shop, with a list of Cape names and powers, but they rarely caused problems for the cities. If anything, the issues tended to come from the cities. Early on during the rise of Parahumans, people thought Circus Capes would be easy pickings for gang recruitment, and those who tried to press the issue learned that circus people looked out for their own.

Not being able to tell at a glance who was a Circus Freak with birth deformities and who had powers also helped them disguise themselves much better. Was the man in front of her a contortionist, a clown out of makeup, or an unkillable man with a killer ghost he could command? She only knew the answer because they called ahead.

"I'll be certain to get copies to all the Protectorate and Independent Heroes."

"Be sure to let them know they'll receive a discount if they show up in costume," he reminded her with a wink.

Simple marketing ploy. But effective.

"Not the dregs, doe," Revenant added.

"Oh, of course. Villains pay full price," Methuselah agreed. "Of course, that goes without saying."

"Damsel needed remindin'."

Revenant's most recent exploit: publicly humiliating Damsel of Distress. Apparently, annihilating most of his lower body just made him angry and half-naked.

"Let's hope our own… dregs know better already. I'm sure you've already heard this, but welcome to Brockton Bay."

"Thank you kindly, ma'am. Oh, and don't let it be said we forget our regular men and ladies in uniform. Police, firefighters, PRT, and all other emergency services get a free ride every day!"

"I'll make sure word gets around."

"Plucky's passin' fliers," Revenant pointed out while thumbing towards the door. He then looked toward Methuselah. "We good?"

"Hm, oh, I suppose that was everything here. Still need to make a visit with the grocers and leave another message for the mayor. Did you need anything else from us, ma'am?"

"That should be all. If anything Parahuman-related crops up, we'll send a liaison."

"Of course. Let us go, then, Macky."

"Sure, Unc."

And like that, it was done. Piggot sighed and leafed through the papers, getting a general idea of the Circus Capes. Unexpectedly, Methuselah was among them. Shaker-Master that created hands out of shadows in a radius around him. Looking him up in their database, she saw that the size of the radius remained unknown, but it was possibly the metric they used when setting up the circus grounds. Something to keep in mind. And another failure of people flagging the obvious but missing the potential powerhouses hiding just out of sight.

She sighed as she scribbled down a note, because she felt she'd be remiss in her duties if she didn't bring that up.



Twenty people arrived at Amergo's Family Clinic seeking to have their bombs removed after word finally spread that Revive was there, offering to remove them. They were removed for free, of course, but as part of her deal with Dr. Amergo, she heavily suggested they stay for a checkup. The clinic took most kinds of insurance and only had a 20 dollar copay, but it still felt skeevy to be making money off of people's suffering. Still, doctors had to eat, too, and theirs was a capitalist world.

If nothing else, the one in five who figured it would be a good idea to go ahead and get checked up while they were there meant a decent increase in local business, as they got examined, grabbed something to eat from nearby, or even grabbed a bus ride home. It was astounding that the buses would still be running after yesterday, but it just went to show that Brockton Bay was filled with sturdy, stubborn people.

After a while without seeing any patients, she began to wonder if that had really been it. Then a familiar figure with a masked face entered the room. Still wearing the golden-sequined dress that was almost a shirt at this point and the white shorts she had on last night, was Myceligem. Emma.

"Hey, uh… Hey," she greeted them as she walked in.

"What do you want?"

She looked pensive at Revive's tone, but Taylor wasn't able to find it in herself to care. She had thought that, after dropping her off at the PRT, they wouldn't see each other again until school, maybe, but it looked like the new Cape had sought her out.

"I was hoping… to talk to you for a bit. One on one."

Her knee-jerk reaction was distrust, and yet… No one else was with her. She'd come here alone, at a disadvantage. While it had been a few months since the last time Emma had tried to verbally beat her down, that had been a product of Victoria Dallon swooping in and deciding to take Taylor under her wing, not a choice that Emma had made. Even so, a couple of months did not erase the year and a half of steadily increasing torment they had put her through.

Still, if even a smidgen of what she heard might be true…

"Pick, could you go wait up front?" she asked the younger girl. "Let me know if another bomb victim comes in."

"Okay." She grabbed her pack and looked at Myceligem with a smile and a wave before heading out of the examination room, closing the door behind herself.

Then, they were alone. Revive walked over and turned the lock, which would give them a heads-up if anyone came in. The rooms were just shy of being soundproof, allowing doctor-patient confidentiality to be maintained. It would be enough for now.

Taylor took off her mask and stared down Emma, who similarly removed her own.

"I just… wanted to thank you, and… Taylor, I…" The girl's eyes cast down, and she wracked with sobs for a moment. "I'm sorry."

"You're sorry," Taylor repeated before taking a deep breath, then slowly counting down from ten as she let it go. "You're sorry? For what, exactly?"

"I… For everything!"

"Everything?" She repeated her calming technique. "Everything? For putting me down every day? For turning everyone you could against me? For making sure I could never have a friend? For siccing Sophia on me when words weren't enough?! For telling everyone I was on drugs?! For spreading rumors that I was whoring myself out?! For telling me I was too filthy for even the desperate?! For ruining my grades?! Making the teachers distrust me?! Destroying Mom's flute?! Shoving me in a locker full of filth and leaving me to rot?!"

At some point, she'd started screaming, and Emma had sat down in one of the chairs and started bawling her eyes out. Taylor could hardly believe what she was seeing from the girl. Part of her was looking for the trick or trap, but, for the life of her, she couldn't imagine what it could be. Her core still burned even as it ached. Emma didn't… cry about what she did. Not the new Emma. The old one never had anything like this to cry over. At her mother's funeral, she had shed tears, but not as Taylor had, and not like this.

"I didn't want-" Emma got out past her sobbing. "It didn't… start like that… I just wanted-" She hiccuped. "I wanted you to… To do something…"

"Do what, Emma?" Taylor bit out. "Do what, exactly?"

"I- I don't know! It-" She looked up and wiped at her eyes, letting Taylor see that she was really, truly crying over this. Once again, she felt that ache, but her core still burned with anger. "I thought I knew, but- I thought you would have… fought back, or… Or something!"

"Fight how? You had Sophia attached to you at the hip! If I just decided to make you swallow your own teeth one day, what would have stopped her from smashing my face in? I couldn't go to the teachers! I couldn't just leave! I was boxed in! You trapped me! Isolated me! I had nothing! No one! And you made sure of it!"

By now, Emma was shaking.

'Christ! Did that fucking bomb really-'

"Why now?" Taylor seethed. "What changed, besides the obvious?"

"I've… been stupid!" Emma admitted, sniffling as she did. "I've been a stupid piece of shit, and I didn't realize it until… I was going to die." The realization seemed to pour over her like a glass of ice water.

Yes. If circumstances were the same, without Revive's help – without Taylor's help – Emma would have almost certainly died. Trying to avoid bleeding out was one thing, but shards of the alien fungus had gotten into her bloodstream. It was still a hostile environment, but they put up a better fight against the human body than Earth's general biosphere. It still would have died, in the end, but not before taking out a chunk of Emma's tissues in its struggle to live. And Panacea was already swamped by then.

She was going to die, until Revive got to work.

"I was going to die, and you were going to save me, and… I just realized how… awful I've been."

"You knew it was me," Taylor stated. "You figured out my identity."

"I haven't told anyone," Emma quickly said with desperation and another sniffle. Looking to her side, she saw the box of tissues and used one to clear herself up a bit before continuing. "I just… figured it out. Daddy didn't say anything, but… it became… Not obvious, but I… put the pieces together."

Taylor sighed at that. She figured someone could tell. The Unwritten Rules about identities worked on the assumption that people did not know each other in both aspects of their lives, but if you knew the Cape and knew them as a civilian, unless they were putting on some Oscar-worthy performances, it would become clear that one was the other in a costume.

"So why were you there?"

"...I'm not… sure. I… guess I wanted to see you up close. See… how you could do it. How you… were being a Hero." She blew her nose again and rubbed at it, and Taylor could see a fresh tear join the flow of her left cheek. "I was… I wanted… I don't know what I was doing."

She tossed the spent tissue into the wastebasket before sighing and saying, "I'm an idiot."

"Yeah," Taylor quickly agreed, steeling her heart against the flinch that Emma made. "But at least you're seeing it now, I suppose. Step 1 and all that."

"It was… I know… I know it doesn't make it better, but I want to make it better. I… I want to be better."

Taylor bit her tongue before she said something to crush that hope. What makes you think you deserve a chance? She hadn't forgotten her pain, nor the anger she felt at Emma. Seeing her lying helplessly on a medical bed and muttering apologies and explanations while the pseudo-phine kept her under hadn't smothered it, but it certainly awoke those older feelings she thought were gone.

'I'm not Tinkerbell. I can feel way more than one emotion at a time.'

"You really want that? To be better?" she asked, receiving a nod in response. "What're you going to do, then?"

"I… I'm not sure. Be a Hero? I have powers now. I can help people."

"Then you'll join the Wards?" Emma nodded more slowly at that. Taylor could see the unsaid lines practically floating in the air. The first thought Emma would've had in her epiphany of self-reproach would've been to ask to join Team Rebuild, but they both knew that wasn't going to work out. They weren't ready to close that sort of gap just yet.

"Good. Join them, go through their training, and learn to be a Hero from the Protectorate. If you can do that, maybe it'll show you mean it: that you can be better."

It felt like she was kicking the can down the road to be someone else's problem, but really, it shouldn't be hers to begin with.

"I will. I'll… prove it. Um, Daddy and I… pretty much already signed me up."

"Hm, I thought he might."

She was actually afraid he might push for her to join the team, since their parents were all still unaware of what had been happening between them. So much so that Uncle Alan had told her own dad about what had happened that summer, when she had returned from camp to find Emma had changed, and not just from a haircut.

"One thing, Emma," Taylor said while the thought was on her mind. "Why did you never say anything? About the alley that summer?"

"I…" She blanched. "Where…?"

"My pseudo-phine was designed to prevent addiction." It worked with strange 'ghost' chemicals that, effectively, erased the traces of the neurochemicals once they'd done their jobs. She didn't really know exactly how it worked aside from 'Tinker bullshit' and that it was made partially out of cocaine and oxycodone with a lot of mineral water diluting it. "However, you were still loopy under its effects. It may also be a truth serum, but I'm not quite sure."

"Oh." She blushed. "So, I… wasn't just saying random things out loud?"

"That was definitely a part of it."

"I didn't… say anything too embarrassing, did I?"

"Nothing else I didn't already know." Taylor smirked. "But… Pickmeup may know a few things now."

"Oh, God! What… What does she know?"

"Spice Girls Breakup."

And then Emma went nearly as red as her hair as her face was hidden by her hands. Taylor allowed herself a chuckle.

Things couldn't be the same.

The damage is already done.

But things never stayed the same, even in the best of times. Something new would have to grow out of this.



Max Anders looked out from his window in the direction of the little space near the Docks area, colloquially thought of as 'Little Asia,' also known as the core of ABB territory. The Pan-Asian collection of gangs held together under the thumb of a raging beast had gone too far yesterday, and the Empire would need to show its colors to keep from losing face and splintering.

It was always a delicate balance, making the dregs of white society feel like they had a threat to fight against without completely overcoming it all or feeling as though they were losing. If anything, he was almost thankful to Lung for giving them something to stand united against, when every other gang crumbled under infighting or got scooped up by the visibly multicultural Protectorate. Unfortunately, Bakuda had to go and stir the pot so violently that there was no simple way to clean up the splatter. At least the skank had gotten some sort of comeuppance when she lost a foot to one of the new so-called Heroes. And the Asian one at that.

It wasn't enough to sate his lot, though. Now, they would have to make a show of doing something to 'beat back the menace' without overdoing it. Make them feel proud and victorious while leaving enough of an enemy to fight later. The price of paying people via ideology.

And there he had been looking forward to celebrating Lung's incarceration by dunking clowns or something. Ah well. The circus was for the people. He had to go and get them their bloody bread.



Lung watched dispassionately as Bakuda had her severed leg treated by an old doctor who had moved from Thailand when he was but a boy. He knew he was good, and the man knew to obey when Lung called on him. The woman was lucky that Revive had closed her up as well as she did, he had said. Stopped the worst of the bleeding.

He had been thinking about how to balance punishment and reward, but a visible peg leg might serve as enough of a reminder. Something to bring up when her arrogance next reared its head.

"You haven't earned the right to be arrogant, yet," he told her as he explained this.

"Some big thanks, boss," she ground out past the pain.

"You broke me free, as you should, and you will be rewarded, but we must also prepare. The Heroes will want to show they aren't merely letting us escape," he told her. "You hit the Empire, as well, and they will retaliate. To not strike back is to show weakness. Rebuild has already struck you, but they will still work to undo what you have done."

"Frickin' struck me all right," she spat toward the side. "Knew Larissa could stab a bitch, but I didn't- Urgh! Hmr, guess she was gonna get… Miss Frankenstein to put it back on."

An unfamiliar name, in reference to the gunwoman.

"You know Sixshooter?"

"Shiiiiiiiiit, boss, I- Ah shit, wait, am I supposed to tell you any of this?"

Lung looked to the old surgeon, who nodded his head, finished up the bandages, and left the room.

"Speak."

"'Kay, uh, yeah. Yeah, I know her. Known her since sixth grade. Back in Boston, growin' up in Chinatown, ya know. Her dad moved in from Beijing before the CUI fully took ova. We's our own lil' group of Asian-American gals. Thought they were all dead. I was visitin' home, and they went to NYC for the big ball drop, then, nuthin'. No word. Didn't see 'em again. Kinda… was alone there." She huffed out a humorless laugh. "And then Larry was the one what looked like she saw a ghost. Damn shame 'bout Tan-tan and Stace, though."

"Dead?"

"Larry said they were. …Man, fuuuuuuck, she said the guy got 'em first 'cuz they was blonde!"

"White?"

"Eh, half. Kinda what got us all stickin' togetha. Stacy was half Vietnamese; Tatyana was half Japanese, half Russian. Freakin' hilarious listening to her folks talk. Ah shit! Ol' Ten ain't gonna be happy. Fuuuuuck, it's really sinking in now." She palmed her eyes and rubbed them, and Lung realized that, perhaps for the first time, Bakuda was internalizing the deaths of people she actually considered comrades and not some distant nobodies for the first time.

Good. Let her learn that lesson. Pain was a valuable teacher.

He heard a knock and opened the door. One of his lieutenants was there, bowing his head and gesturing to the metal pegleg a lower underling was carrying. Lung nodded his head back towards Bakuda before stepping out of the room.

"Lord Lung, someone else is here that may require your presence," the man informed him while touching the back of his head, where the bomb Bakuda had placed had been removed. One of his first orders had been to have them removed from his lieutenants, with priority given to those who had directly assisted in his escape. Fear was always the primary motivator in the ABB, but good underlings should be rewarded as well, even if that reward was simply less to fear. "Young boy. Says he has power."

"Did he prove it?"

"Kept throwing a knife, and it came back to his hand," the lieutenant, – Koga, his name was – explained. "Didn't seem like much, but… that is for you to decide, Lung, is it not?"

"It is."

He arrived in the large room where he sometimes met with the civilians living under his rule or gave out commands to large gatherings of his men. Standing there was a boy who looked deathly afraid, but continued to stand anyway. Lung smelled the blood on his neck before he saw it, and realized that he had been one of the civilians he ran across the night before. He appeared to have removed his own bomb, and now he had power.

Time to determine if he was worth anything.

"You stand before the dragon. Why have you come here, boy?"

"Lord Lung, I am… Park Jihoo. I've come looking for my mother and sister. I believe they were taken under Bakuda's orders."

"You believe?"

"They… A neighbor said they saw men from the ABB arrive and leave, much like when… I was recruited. I have… little to offer, but some meager possessions… and my service."

The boy was shaking, but he stood firm, and that was better than most could.

"Then show me what you're worth," Lung demanded while gesturing to the far wall, where some dartboards and pictures were pinned. The boy held up a knife and, with shaky hands, threw it as hard as he could across the room.

It bounced off the wall by the handle and fell. Before hitting the ground, however, it reappeared in the boy's hand, and he threw it again. This time, the blade hit, but it still bounced and disappeared back into his hand again. The third throw, it sank in a little and stayed put for a moment. As soon as everyone had acknowledged it landed, it disappeared from the wall and ended up back in Park's hand again.

He threw it over and over, sometimes hitting, sometimes bouncing, but he was landing it more often as it went. Lung watched as the boy grew used to throwing it correctly, even if his aim left something to be desired. It managed to hit one of the dart boards, and Lung raised a hand.

"Enough."

The boy stopped, not even using his power to recall the knife.

"You will be useful." He looked back at Koga. "Find people who know throwing knives. Get him trained. Find his family and bring them to him." He then looked back at the boy, who was standing more firmly now, even with the sweat running down his brow. "Korean?"

"Yea-" He coughed to clear his throat. "Yes, Lord Lung."

"What is your word for knife?"

The boy thought for a moment. "Bi-su?" he asked more than he said. Lung looked over at his men, and one who looked Korean to him nodded.

"Word for dagger," the gangster responded.

"Then you are Bi-su," Lung told the Parahuman. "Start covering your face, and straighten your spine. I will send Oni Lee to make sure you are learning."

"Thank you," the boy breathed out, clearly relieved even as he bowed stiffly. "Lord Lung."



A whale falls into the depths.

A man collapses in the forest.

A great keening is heard.

An unsung dirge is played.

Life lost is mourned.

Mourned life is lost.

What is lost cannot be regained.

Great beings fall.

And lesser things thrive.

Where whales and men fall,

Worms find a feast.

Vultures land and give thanks.

Sharks spin and dance in joy.

Flies find their Eden.

Crustaceans will know plenty.

Fungal blooms sprout ahead of flowers.

The sea floor teems like a hive.

Here, where death has set, lies rot.

But far more than Death,

There is Life to be found,

In
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Tuesday brought with it tacos, and Tiana loved them! It turned out that being immune to poison meant she could eat the spiciest food without worrying about a tummyache. For some reason, she felt like enjoying something spicy enough to make her cry (even if she needed to pack her own peppers to get them there) made her think she was supposed to hurt later, but it never happened.

For a related reason, she was not allowed to choose the amounts of seasoning when helping to cook dinner. At least she got a week's worth of lasagna to herself!

"Hey, are those chiles?" someone asked while sitting near her. She looked like a slightly older girl with wavy blonde hair and blue-green eyes.

"Ghost peppers," Tiana answered around her current bite. The other girl's eyes widened.

"Aren't those the super hot ones?"

"Yup. I love 'em," Tiana answered before washing it down with some milk.

"Hey, Missy," a brunette girl said as she sat next to the blonde, a short-haired girl quickly parking right next to her. "Oh, hello. I think we've met. Tamara?"

"Tiana. Um, maybe? I'm new. Haven't made a lot of friends yet."

"Oh yeah, I did speak with you. Uh, this is Nami."

"Hello, Nami."

"Haaaahoooooo!"

"Nami doesn't really talk," the brunette explained. "I'm Dinah."

"Dinah? Oh, you got kidnapped!" Tiana remembered people discussing the mayor's niece and Sixshooter having to save her. "Was that fun?"

"What? No! And I didn't get kidnapped. They tried to, but they were stopped."

"Why would getting kidnapped be fun?" Missy asked her with a strange look.

"I don't know. I never been kidnapped before." Or at least, she didn't remember being kidnapped.

"Neither have I, but I know it can't be fun."

"Well, you're bigger, so I'll refer to you," Tiana decided before taking another bite of taco.

"How old are you?"

"Ten," she answered with her mouth full.

"Huh. You're younger than I thought." Missy shook her head. "Anyways, I was mostly curious about the peppers. I'm surprised they let you bring those to school."

"I'm good at hiding stuff."

"Aaaaahhhh!" Nami called out while pointing to the orange pepper she had cut up. "Aaahhhmmm."

"Hm, do you want a piece?" Dinah asked the girl, who nodded. "Uh, Tiana, could Nami have a piece of that pepper?"

"You know those are ghost peppers, right?" Missy asked them.

"The super deadly spicy ones?" Dinah asked in alarm.

"They're not deadly," Tiana objected to the slander. "Just really spicy. If she wants to try a piece, I gotta have the antidote ready."

The young girl understood that not everyone had the same kind of resistance that she did, so she kept something handy for the brave people who tried to follow her into the sun. She opened up her backpack and pulled a container out of her pocket space that held some freshly baked (but not so fresh as to raise suspicion) cookies.

"Orange cookies?" Missy asked.

"Orange cream cookies," Tiana clarified. "I used real orange juice and cream cheese to make them."

"Oh, that sounds pretty good, actually."

"Yeah, but let's make sure Nami's safe before having some," Tiana said as she cut off a small piece of paper, placed it on a napkin, and passed it down to the other girl. Nami eagerly ate it with a smile along with a forkful of her taco salad, seemingly fine for a few more bites, only to pause and stare forward for a long moment. Tiana was sure she saw the girl change colors for a second there.

Then a tea kettle-like whine escaped her as she looked around frantically.

"Milk, Nami, milk!" Dinah advised her. Nami tore open her own carton and chugged it down, while, at the same time, Tiana opened up her plastic box of cookies. The aroma hit everyone, and Tiana slid them down.

"They'll help!"

Nami looked at them with mild suspicion, but the milk only helped so much, so she grabbed a cookie and took a bite, her frantic motions slowing as she savored the sweetness with audible enjoyment. She swallowed and made one of the happiest laughs Tiana had ever heard.

"...Could I have a cookie?" Dinah asked.

"Go ahead."



Tiana felt herself drift away from the math lesson and looked out the window. There was a nice view of the driveway and the grassy medians that separated it from the road. Flowers were blooming in some of those patches, in lovely shades of purple, gold, orange, red, yellow, and blue. They were sparse at the moment, with many of the flowers still buds yet to fully bloom. However, a little fluttering thing caught her eye. A bird had hobbled from the road onto a median, one wing drooping.

Tiana pictured herself helping it. Scooping it up, setting the wing, and helping it to heal. She reached out to the window and set her fingers against the glass as she imagined it, but then a cat showed up. Three cats, actually. One adult and two half-grown kittens. Tiana could already guess what was about to happen, but even as she felt sorrow for the bird, she couldn't look away as the kittens prepared to pounce.

She continued to watch, mesmerized as the clumsy kittens gamboled toward the bird, who tried desperately to escape the predators. They paused in their approach, then padded up and batted at the bird with their paws, and a hunting lesson soon turned into a cruel playtime. The bird had no chance of escape, yet it wasn't being given a swift death either. Tiana wondered how long it would take before they finally killed it.

Death seemed to finally come when the bird made for a desperate leap and flap, only for its wing to visibly bend wrong. The action drove the kittens' predatory instincts, prompting them to leap with claws outstretched; however, one of them sank its teeth into the poor creature as they pulled it in. The bird went still after that, and the mother cat approached as her kittens chewed at the corpse, sniffing at it before pressing a paw and tearing it open.

As she was watching the kittens devour their prey, she heard a voice calling for her.

"Miss Manger," the teacher called out again, and she snapped to attention. The woman had a bit of a glower on her face, an undertone of concern just beneath it. "Miss Manger, are you well?" she asked in such a way that it could be taken as either accusation or consternation.

Tiana didn't like how it made her feel. Too familiar in a bad way. But Mrs. Weatherman was never really a mean teacher.

She needed a moment, though. She was beginning to feel... bad, in a way that she couldn't communicate.

"I think I need to go to the bathroom."



Safely hidden in the bathroom stall, Tiana double-checked that there was toilet paper in stock, then reached into a pocket with her power. She pulled back her hand and looked at what she had hidden there: a single-sided razor blade scraper. She shook a bit, but the numbness she felt drove her forward. She didn't want to feel like this. It reminded her. This helped her get away.

She took the razor between her finger tips and pressed it to the top of her forearm, almost at the elbow. Shivering, she felt a thrill of excitement as the pain of her skin cutting erupted within her, and then she slowly slid the blade down, bathing in the feeling. She'd heard people use words like 'euphoria,' 'sublime,' and 'bliss' in the past, and she wondered if those words described the sensation she felt when she did this. Yes, it hurt, obviously, but past that, it made Tatiana feel something else, and that feeling was good to her. She wanted it.

She hated being numb. Numbness was how she died. That's what Taylor said, anyway. Forced to take pills until she couldn't feel, then hit when she tried to refuse. Tiana had not been hit since she came back, but she'd been cut. Taylor's cuts didn't hurt when she worked on her implants. For a bit, Tiana didn't think she could feel pain anymore.

Then she tripped because of the rotten second step at the Hebert house and scraped her knee on a nail, and it stung. By that point, she had remembered some vague things, but the sting was so much clearer than any general, distant, distorted idea of a memory from her dead self. It hurt, but it brought with it a clarity: Tiana was alive! So even as Taylor fretted and got her a band-aid, and Danny rushed to finally replace the hazardous wooden board, she couldn't help but smile and feel happy. She wasn't a zombie with a dead body! She was alive!

As the razor made a fourth bloody line, she hissed inward before sighing. There was a bit of regret every time, but nothing overwhelmingly guilt-ridden. She knew people wouldn't like her doing this to herself. People cutting themselves was always seen as messed up, something that sad people did. Tiana wasn't really sad, though. She knew she didn't talk much, but she didn't really have much to say. Talking to some girls about baking at lunch today was the longest conversation she'd had since coming to school.

The excitement had faded, and now she was calm. Watching that bird die… It made her almost feel like a bad person, enjoying the scene of death like it was entertainment, but that wasn't what it was. It was just nature taking its course. Cats eat birds. Kittens have to learn to hunt. Injured birds die. The knowledge of someone taking an injured pigeon and squeezing its neck so that it would pass on more quickly was in her mind. Old memory: no faces, no places, just the vague outlines of something that had happened. Wanting something better for the bird was a good thing, but accepting it was too late was living in reality.

Tiana didn't bother making a fifth line. She was done for today.

She put the razor in her mouth, tasting her own blood, then grabbed some paper, wadded it up, and used it to wipe away most of her blood. The cuts were already healed, thanks to Taylor, not a scar in sight. No one would ever know, as long as she didn't tell anyone.


Making sure no one else was in the restroom, Tiana rushed to the sink and washed away the last bit of blood on her arm and cleaned up her razor before stuffing it back into her pocket dimension pocket. She double-checked for any lingering red or pink liquid on her person, then happily hummed as she made to leave, an older girl walking in as she left. The girl sniffed and looked around, but blood wasn't too surprising a scent in a girl's restroom.

She skipped back to class, handed the hall pass back to Mrs. Weatherman, and took her seat.



Wednesday was a big day for Nami. The old Strength agreed that she could have his Cape name if she could pass his test. What that test was, no one really knew, just that he was coming over to personally oversee it. Miss Piggot seemed angrily happy about the visit. Nami supposed she liked having Hero visitors, but didn't want to ruin her serious boss-lady look.

Miss Militia was there, as was Dinah/Forecast and Clockblocker. The old Hero came in by helicopter, stepping out in a red suit with blue lining and metal pauldrons, wrist guards, shin guards, and a military-style cap with an eagle emblem on top, a visor over his eyes and nose. A blue half-cape with a white inner lining and a five-pointed star on his chest completed the American look. The man was also big. Bigger than even Browbeat when he did his muscle thing.

"Welcome to the PRT ENE," Miss Militia greeted him, shaking his hand.

"Thank you kindly, ma'am. Now, where's the little one who thinks they're the next Strength?"

"That'd be the little, little one," Clockblocker indicated Nami before stepping forward and shaking his hand as well. "Clockblocker, sir. They wanted me around just in case."

"Safety, then? Just as like, we won't need it. And you?" he directed to Dinah.

"Forecast, sir," Dinah answered, taking his hand with some apprehension. "Um, I go to school with… Little Strength."

"Good to meet you, little miss. Ah, so you're the one," he said to Nami, who nodded and shook his hand as well. "Read the report. Aphasia. Never seen it myself, but I've worked with a lot of people in the past who had different issues. If you wanna tell me something, do what you need to get the message across."

"We've been showing her how to use emojis," Clock said, before realizing the grey hair under the hat was very prominent. "Uh, those little texting smiley pictures."

"Hm. Whatever works, then. Now, I've been told you have some of those state-of-the-art Brute rating testing devices on this old oil rig?"

"Yes, sir," Militia answered him before leading everyone to the elevator. "However, Young Strength isn't really a Brute. Her increased strength comes from a Breaker state."

"I'm sure we'll find the right way to run this quick little test of mine. You'll obviously have the right features if your bureaucrats are being cautious enough to send in a time-stopper to help oversee the test."

"Oh dang, you read up on me?" Clock asked as they reached the elevator.

"Your name is 'Clock-Blocker,'" Old Strength said, emphasizing the two halves of his Cape name. "It's rather on the nose. Also, you must have pulled something to get a name like that. Can't imagine someone like Piggot letting that slide."

Clock chuckled. "Yeah, they re-wrote how Wards get introduced thanks to me."

"We've been rehearsing," Dinah mentioned. "Miss Piggot… really emphasized that we're not supposed to talk until after we're introduced."

"Hm. Lessons have to be learned somehow." They stepped inside, and Militia pressed the button that would take them down to the Brute testing area. "Best change that name up when you graduate if you want to be taken seriously, young man."

"Keep it forever, then. Gotcha."

The man chuckled. Militia seemed surprised by that. Nami supposed she was expecting someone more serious, like Armsmaster or Piggot. Old Strength was standing straight and looked strong and serious, but it seemed like he could have fun, too. That was good.

The elevator stopped, and they walked down to the testing area that held all kinds of measuring devices. Nami had already gone through a few of them in the past few days, testing how well her strength held up under different conditions. Armsmaster explained how her power worked. When she went dark, she got denser, which made her harder to hurt and a lot stronger, but slow. When she went light, she was less dense, and that's why she could float. She didn't get weaker, though. Actually, despite being 'squishy', she was still hard to hurt because things bounced off of her more. Or she bounced off of them, like she was a rubber toy ball.

"So we got machines for lifting weight, pulling weight, pushing, holding, punching, kicking…" Clockblocker described. "Actually, the punching and kicking are the criss-crossed on some of them, and we've got more than one of those."

"How about this one?" Old Strength indicated a machine that reminded Nami of those things on TV that crushed cars.

"Atlas Meter. Lifting and holding," Miss Militia described it. "It has to be set with a safety benchmark, and can steadily increase pressure to find where someone's maximum holding capacity lies. She tested at… 9 point 25 tons," Militia read from the chart at the side.

"I bet we could beat that," he said with a smile. "Don't you think, little one?"

She remembered testing with the machine. It had pressed on her pretty hard, but she hadn't been trying her absolute hardest at the time. Arsmaster and Assault both told her to pace herself with the testing, so she did.

She nodded, sure that she could beat her two-day-old record.

"Set this thing to 9 and a half, if you would, Miss Militia."

The Blaster nodded and typed in some things into the Atlas Meter while picking up on the weight to set its minimum mark. Once it was done, she nodded to Old Strength.

"There we go."

Old Strength put one hand under the weight head and lifted it up without a single sign of strain. He then pushed it upon his fingers and started removing them one by one, only ever struggling when it was a single finger, which wobbled a bit before he dropped it back into his hand and lowered it.

"Whoa! Okay, you didn't just pick Strength for a name because it sounded cool," Clockblocker said as Militia reset the machine.

"No, I most certainly did, but it was also a message. I didn't want people to hear a name and just think of me as 'some superhero'. PRT and Protectorate were still an idea being shuffled around back then. Alexandria was already well-known, and super strength was the most obvious of 'hidden' powers, only seen when used. I wanted folks to know what they were getting into and think they understood it, just to be proven wrong."

"'You're fighting Strength himself,'" Miss Militia quoted, and Old Strength laughed.

"I'll let Vikare take the credit for that one. Man seemed to always know the right thing to say. Now, here's my test for the little Miss." He turned fully toward Nami and squatted down, coming to eye level with her, flipping up his visor to reveal brown eyes surrounded by age lines. "Listen closely, I want you to hold up this thing until you can't anymore. Now, so I'm clear," he quickly added before briefly pausing, "I'm not saying hold it up until you think you've done enough. I'm not asking for some arbitrary percentage. Hold it up until you absolutely can't. I'll only okay you getting my old name if you do that, understand?"

Hold it up until she absolutely could not hold it up anymore.

That was the test. It was so simple, but she felt something about it. Something deeper in the way he said those words.

She could see it. She didn't have the word for it, even behind the fuzzy wall where words tended to hide from her. But she knew what he meant.

She nodded.

"Good girl. Now, show me what you can do."

"You've got this," Dinah told her. "I know you can do it."

Nami smiled and stepped into the machine, crouching slightly as she held the weight with no extra pressure applied.

"Setting mark," Miss Militia announced. "And… on. Start lifting."

Nami stood straight and pushed up, fully extending her arms and feeling the weight slowly increase. At the same time, she felt her power deepen, and she felt herself trying to sink away but held fast.

So odd to learn that the entire time, it wasn't all in her head. From the moment she understood that she was different, she had thought those times when she could jump about the park's trees were flights of fancy. It turned out that she was closer to truly flying than she ever realized. They hadn't quite tested how far she could jump yet, but Armsmaster theorized that she could make herself less dense than the air, and in doing so, float for as long as she wanted. She could float into space if she tried. When she first realized she could, her knees shook, but it was such a beautiful thought!

But now was not the time for floating! Right now, she was focused on her test.

"Her hair's getting darker," Old Strength noted.

"Yeah, her power does this thing with her hair," Clock explained to him. "She gets darker hair when she goes heavy, and it turns blonde when she goes light."

"We might need a hat or hood for her costume," Miss Militia mused.

"Definitely a hood," Clock said. "Oh yeah, she did some drawings. She's actually pretty good, but Ladybird's… Well, anyways, if she has a hood, she can put it up or down, so hide it from enemies but show it for allies. Oh, we're past 4 tons. Wow, sometimes I forget how strong some Parahumans are."

Past 4, and she didn't feel any strain. Good.

She was definitely starting to sink, though. It already felt like they were a room away, even though they were right there. She refocused and shifted her hands slightly, getting into a better position.

Until she absolutely cannot.

Seconds ticked by, and she could feel the darkness gathering just outside of her periphery. It was pressing in, but she hadn't begun to sink just yet. And the pressure above her, held up by her hands, steadily increased.

"Eight," Clock started reading out loud. "Eight point three. Eight point six. Eight point… nine. Oh man, there it goes! Nine point five! You've beaten your record!"

"Let's not distract her with the numbers," Old Strength said, waving his hand.

Nami redoubled her focus. Right. She had a goal. The aim wasn't a number.

Until she absolutely cannot.

The pressure increased. She could feel herself straining, but she continued to hold out, because she could. Slowly, she felt herself draw back in her own mind, but kept her focus on the task steady. She began to sink in a controlled manner, guiding it down rather than letting herself be steered. The other four were growing distant, but that was okay. All she needed to worry about was the weight. The pressure. Her arms. Her legs. Her core. Holding it up.

Until she absolutely cannot.

For a long moment, she watched as everything else slipped away. Concerned faces grew distant. The walls were far out of reach. The darkness slipped over everything like a roll of fog, slowly encroaching on her. She let it. It didn't matter right now. Just her and the weight.

Until she absolutely cannot.

Something made a glint, but she put it out of mind. Words reached her. 'Darker than black'. Such a silly, fun concept. But maybe that's how she could describe her darkness, were she able to describe things. It certainly felt that way to her. A darkness without color. A darkness that swallowed night, words, thoughts, and even time. At least, it felt like it. Right now, the darkness could run rampant; she had a test to pass.

Until she absolutely cannot.

Her arms were starting to burn. Her core was beginning to feel sore. Her legs… They wanted to buckle. She needed to position herself better, but the weight…

Slowly, tediously, she pulled one foot across the rough mats at the bottom. She might have torn a few pieces of rubber off, sliding her foot inward like that, but she needed to do it to get into a position that she could hold for longer. The other followed soon after, and she could feel the slightest of shifts upward against the pressure and weight above her. Yes, good. She was locked in like this. She could hold it for even longer.

Until she absolutely cannot.

Sounds pushed through the darkness. People sounded afraid or upset. Probably the mat. She'd let them know she was sorry, but they'd understand. Assault said not to worry if she broke anything the other day, because that just meant it needed to be fixed anyway. The Atlas Meter could use a new mat, right? Something for later. Right now, she needed to make sure she held up this weight.

Until she absolutely can-

Ow!

Her left arm gave! It was just too much! And then the right arm! Down the weight came, pressing on Nami's neck and then her back. She tried to push it back up, but it was already over. The pressure increased, and her knees finally buckled. She shoved back up, maybe halting it for a second longer, but in the end, the machine won.

When she found she couldn't push it past the mark, she squatted down, pulling herself up from the darkness before pulling herself out of the machine. She felt a little light-headed, despite knowing she was still quite a ways in the dark. She saw Clockblocker had taken off his helmet and was staring at her, so she focused on him. Having someone to center herself on helped her pull herself forward more, until she finally realized he was trying to ask her something. She shook her head while closing her eyes, hoping to clear it, but everything was still somewhat darkened. She smacked her cheeks and shook her head again, then looked back at Clockblocker.

They tried to show her some simple things she could do to let them know what she meant, and she wanted to tell him she hadn't heard what he said. That was… Pat ear then make a flap with the hand. She raised her arm, looking at it for a moment, then reached over and patted the side of her head while looking dead at him, making sure to touch her ear. She then flapped it back and forth, and the boy took a breath.

Ah, good! He understood.

"I was asking if you were okay," he slowly said, sounding frustrated, which she tried not to let frustrate her in turn. "Are you okay?"

She nodded, and he sighed in relief. He was just worried about her, for some reason. Suddenly, she was hoisted out of her darkness as arms wrapped around her. Dinah was giving her a hug. She hugged her back and laughed.

"That could've gone badly," she barely heard Miss Militia say, and so she turned to look at her. "She might have strained herself."

"And she would have done it where you could have had her seen to with all the resources of the US government at your disposal," Old Strength told her, his big arms crossed. "And now that you know where her limits are, you can account for them outside. That's what testing facilities like this are for," he said while gesturing over the dozen or so machines in the room. "Figure it out where it's safest, so you can be safer on the field."

Nami thought that was pretty good advice, actually.

"You held up over 35 tons!" Dinah said as she released Nami from her hug. "But you… Your hair got super dark! Then you started growing black lines… You turned black! Like a silhouette!"

…She could do that?

"Your power goes way further than we thought," Clockblocker added. "35 point 26 before your arms gave, and you held up 35 point 42 with your back. Honestly, I started wondering if you were going to turn into a black hole or something for a second, and when you started moving, we thought the machine was groaning from the strain, but it was you! Your muscles sounded like some kind of machine!"

That sounded awesome! She hoped they recorded it. Oh, wait, these rooms always record when people are in them. She needed to ask for that video.

"Now, now, kids, you've got a lot of excitement for just seeing what your teammate can do," Old Strength told them, and the Wards looked at him expectantly. "But I do have something to say. Well done, Strength," he congratulated her while reaching a hand forward.

With a bright smile on her face, Strength reached and took it, shaking firmly. Then, she couldn't take it anymore. She laughed aloud, lunged forward, and hugged his waist. Old Strength let out a surprised 'off', but laughed as well as he patted her shoulder. She turned back around and hugged Dinah again, then went ahead and hugged Clockblocker as well, who yelped. After giving him a decent squeeze, she also gave one to Miss Militia, not wanting her to feel left out.

"I guess it's official then," the Heroine said while rubbing her hair. "You're Strength."

"So, what does that make you?" Clockblocker asked Old Strength. "Old Man Strength?"

Old Man Strength chuckled at that.

"Makes me retired, but I suppose it works for a callsign in emergencies. Feels like you never really hang up the cape for good, you just stop making a career out of it." He laughed again. "Ah, I've done this test five times, but never seen anyone actually go all the way before. The others just gave up when they thought they'd done enough, missing the point entirely. The young lady here really, truly understood what I meant."

Of course. It was so simple, after all. He said until she absolutely can't.

And that's what she did.



"We're what now?" Amy asked in confusion.

"Is this a weird way of announcing a pregnancy?" Vicky asked. "Hilarious if it is, by the way, Aunt Sarah."

"No, I'm serious," Lady Photon told them. "A young man and his mother came by the other day and explained that they didn't think that the PRT would be a good fit for them, so they've asked to join New Wave."

"Is this a good idea?" Carol asked while crossing her arms. "We've never really gotten new members before, aside from the kids. We never had a chance to see if the team could really expand."

"It's what we've wanted for years," Sarah explained to her sister. "Yes, it's… been a while. We're probably all used to New Wave being a family group, but that's not how we started. We were trying to bring accountability to Capes. And the Falsteins want that, too, but I'll let them explain themselves when we meet with them."

"You're already setting up a meeting?" Carol asked.

"How else will you get to know them?"

"I think it's a good idea to at least talk to them," Mark said, seemingly having a good day. "How old did you say the kid was?"

"Just a bit older than Eric. They might've met at school, now that I think about it."

"What're their powers?" Vicky decided to ask.

"Ah, well, Laura said she can make things change direction once they're moving," Sarah described to the gathered family. "Momentum manipulation, I think. Mason is a two-step healer. He can absorb non-living material and use it to heal and strengthen himself and others."

"Another healer? Brockton's getting a lot of those lately, huh?" Vicky said, nudging her sister. "Hey, Amy, maybe the two of you can team up with Revive and see if you can combine your talents."

"I'm not sure how," Amy said while raising an eyebrow. "Well, no, okay, if he can turn non-living material into something I can work with, it would make healing go a lot easier."

"One of your biggest issues is people not having enough to spare to fix everything, right?" Vicky further pointed out. "So he could, like, take some rocks, turn them into biomass, and you could use it to replace a missing leg."

"Wait," Eric spoke up. "If he can heal, too, then wouldn't that be redundant?"

"Powers usually have different limitations," Vicky explained. "Amy's limited by available biomass, but she can heal basically anything outside of the brain."

Carol looked at Amy oddly for some reason. No, Sarah could guess. Panacea could heal anything outside the brain, and her husband's affliction stemmed from the brain. Maybe Mason's power could work on it.

"So this guy might not be able to do as much?"

"Maybe. Or maybe it's less like healing and more like making the right pieces from scratch. Like, he can't seal up a cut, but he could put on a new leg."

"Then… how does the leg stay attached?" Eric wondered aloud.

"Hm, not sure," Vicky admitted with a shrug. "Guess we'll have to find out."

"We could meet with them, I suppose," Carol acquiesced. "Did you have a time and place in mind, or…"

"Ah, that's the great part!" Sarah told them with some excitement. "They have a totally open schedule. We could call them up now and have a meeting wherever."



Truth be told, Eric was kinda excited to meet with the new guy. Mason was a familiar-sounding name, but that's probably because there were three or four Masons at his school. At least there'd finally be a guy on the team. Well, his dad and uncle were on the team, he supposed, but they were old guys. And everyone always went on and on about his sister, his cousin, and his other cousin, all girls. More than once, he had to hold himself back from blowing up at someone talking about the girls in his family inappropriately, and it wasn't always the ones closer to their age.

He really wished the principal would let him punch people for saying Photon MILF. At least once. He really should have just one, so that people would learn to stop.

"Isn't this the park that the mayor's niece got attacked at?" Vicky asked as she floated down from the sky.

"Sure is!" a man selling greasy fried fare out of a food truck called out in answer, startling the flying brick. "Shot at the sleazebags, myself."

"You shot the ground," a Middle Eastern guy running a competing cart with one of those big spinning meats inside of a glass box called back to him.

"It was a warning shot."

"You have a gun?" Vicky asked with suspicion and consternation.

"I have a license. See, picture of it right there, above the menu."

"He barely passed."

"I'll get certified for mah Armsel yet, Neo! Oh, here's your change," he directed to a customer, passing the young black girl some coins with her chicken and fries.

"Hey, guys!" someone called out.

The Dallons and Pelhams saw the pair approaching, looking every bit like one would expect a mother and son to appear. The guy was waving excitedly as they approached, and immediately started shaking hands, while the woman was far more subdued in her greeting.

"Hiya, I'm Mason. I'm thinkin' Alchemy for the Hero name. Or maybe something based on it. Rubedo. Albedo. Not, uh, not the other one."

Definitely excited.

"So, Laura, Mason, this is Neil," Mom started introducing the family. "My sister, Carol. Her husband, Mark. And these are the kids, Vicky, Amy, and my son, Eric."

"I think I've seen you at school," Mason pointed out.

"Yeah, you look familiar," Eric admitted. They probably passed each other all the time but never interacted directly.

"Oh, and hey, it's nice to see you again!" he said to Amy, who raised an eyebrow.

'Oh shoot, don't be one of those guys.'

It was bad enough when his schoolmates drooled over Vicky or his sister, but they came up with totally original material for Amy.

"She can break my hip any day!" some dickwad said, like he would be able to get anywhere with anything. "She can always heal it right after!"

Why couldn't his family have kept the masks on? No, that might be worse because then they'd ask him for his opinion.

"Uh, oh!" Amy snapped her fingers. "Glass Boy!" she declared as she recognized the guy.

"Glass Boy?" Vicky asked.

"I was healing him when the first bombs hit," Amy explained.

"Freaked me out, not gonna lie. I mean, I just got stabbed because those dumb skinheads can't take no for an answer. But, like, it was extra stupid. Apparently, they didn't get the memo. I mean, we're not really practicing, but still! And I had just gotten over the car wreck!" he said really quickly, to the point Eric was wondering when he was going to take a breath. The guy was a bit of a motor-mouth.

"You were stabbed?" Aunt Carol asked in concern.

"Yep. Bunch of guys from high school or something, and one grown dude. They started telling me about how "white people need to stick together 'cuz minn-nor-atays and buba-daba," and I just kept going, 'Thanks, but no thanks,' and 'Not really interested,' and wondering if I should just get somewhere with more people before telling them something, until this one dude pulled out a knife. Now I thought he was just bluffing, because he's nervous as all heck and like, Grandda was a war vet, and he told me all kinda of stuff growing up about what it means to stab a guy. So I held my arms out and went, "What are you gonna do? Stab me?" And then he stabbed me."

Eric blinked. That was a lot to take in at one time.

"That…" his dad started, unable to find the words.

'Was ballsy and dumb?' Eric wanted to say.

"Mason's a smart boy, but sometimes his words get ahead of him," Laura explained.

"In my defense, we were in a very public place. Even the other skinheads got scared and ran off. Then mom called an ambulance." He paused and blinked. "Huh, probably can't get hurt from stabbing like that anymore. The knife'll get turned into what it stabbed." He smiled at Amy. "So hey, no need to worry 'bout me! In fact, I can help you out."

"Wait, so you…" Vicky began, looking at her sister, then Mason, and then smiling. "Oh, okay."

"Hm, what was that 'okay' about?" Amy asked.

"Noooothing."

'Aw man,' Eric thought as he realized what Vicky had noticed in the way Mason said that. 'Dude does have a crush on Amy.'

The grown-ups started talking about business stuff, with Laura mentioning somewhere along the way that money wasn't an issue for them, which seemed to make Aunt Carol happier, and the four teens decided to sample out the food, with Mason seeming familiar with the guys there.

"So, is this stuff kosher?" Vicky asked as she split a serving of kebab with Amy. Eric had never had the meat before, but he was eager to try it as he waited for his turn.

"I think he does it halal, which is close enough for horseshoes," Mason explained before looking back at the Middle Eastern guy, who nodded and shrugged. "It's what Papaw used to say."

"I got buttermilk and non-buttermilk," the southern-accented fried food cook said from his truck. "Separate fryers and everything. And the 'dogs are all beef."

"Malcolm's respectful like that."

They all took a seat, and Vicky had a thoughtful look on her face.

"So, at the hospital," she started. "If you don't wanna talk about it, that's fine."

"Oh no, it's cool," Mason said around a fry before swallowing. "I was freaking out at the time, 'cuz Panacea like, dropped for half a minute there, then she got back up, said something about the PRT, and just stumbled out. Mom was freaking out even harder. Had to explain to her I was okay once I realized there was glass in me and it wasn't hurting. Didn't even realize she got powers too until she dropped some stuff the next day and it went up instead of down."

"Right, that's what I wanted to talk about. I've been taking Parahuman Studies, and there's this theory about Parahuman proximity to Trigger Events, um, the thing that happens when you get your powers."

"You said half a minute?" Amy asked, eyebrow arched.

"Oh yeah, it freaked me out. I thought you were hurt or something, and I just got filled with glass, so like, more stabs, right after getting the other stab fixed. Thought I was gonna be known as 'The Pincushion What Saw Panacea Fall,' but then you got up, so it was fine. Well, I was still full of glass, which usually isn't fine, but I'm different now."

"Ah-hem, right, as I was saying," Vicky spoke up while clearing her throat when she found a spot. "There's been a pattern that sometimes emerges when a new Parahuman gets their powers close to an existing one. The obvious ones are second-generation kids like us. Eric's powers are like his parents', and mine are like a remix of pieces from Mom, Aunt Sarah, and Uncle Neil. Amy's was totally unique in comparison, but I think your power might've bounced off of hers if you can heal people like she can."

That seemed to get his other cousin's attention, making her go wide-eyed at the implication.

"Oh, uh, you… don't think… we're… related… do you?" Mason asked with such apprehension and uncharacteristic slowness that Eric could imagine him breaking into a sweat.

"Pfft, no, probably not! No, see, she was there, you were probably feeling really grateful, and she was using her power on you when you got yours, and now you can heal people like she can, with the extra coming from your original power expression."

"Oh. Oh! Okay, no, that makes sense! Yeah. Uh, actually, I can do a little more than just healing."

Mason then bent down and scooped up some stones before pressing them into his palm, where they were slowly absorbed into his skin.

"Takes a second," he explained. "Sharp and thin things go in faster, and I need pressure to… Okay. Don't freak out. Gonna get a leaf."

He turned his hand over, and then a thin piece of green sprouted from the top of his wrist, which slowly spread into a broad, spearhead-shaped leaf.

"I think I can do that kinda thing with other people, too, but, yaknow, not without their permission or something. And it works! I can feel it taking in sunlight and kinda… Not really breathing, but air's flowing through it in a kinda way. Thought about my costume having a lot of green, and maybe a leaf in one of those mortar and pestle things for the emblem, especially if I can use Alchemy as my name."

"You should be careful about that!" Amy quickly said, making the other teens turn to look at her. "I mean, there could be health issues with… giving yourself leaves or… changing your body like that."

"Oh yeah, good call, Amy. Can I call you Amy?" He suddenly looked worried, like he might have overstepped with the familiarity.

"...When we're out of costume, but when we're working, it's Panacea," she explained. "Firmly established personas help to keep work and home life separate," she droned, as though repeating an old line. Which, Eric had to admit, is what they were taught. He was only 'Shielder' when he was flying around trying to do some Hero stuff or answering questions about Hero stuff. The rest of the time, he was Eric.

"I getcha. Lemme just…" He focused, grabbed the leaf, then pulled it off and tossed it away.

"Is that a good idea?" Eric asked, watching it saunter in the slight breeze.

"It's just a dogwood leaf. Don't think I can make up lifeforms or anything like that. Just turn one thing that exists into another thing, but living. Well… Maybe I could? Never tried it. Doesn't seem safe to just do. Need a safe space for that so you guys can laser it if I accidentally make a doom 'shroom or something."

Eric chortled. 'Yeah, right. Doom 'shroom?'

Vicky laughed at the thought as well, but Amy just stared at the leaf a little longer.



Larissa hadn't gotten a lot of sleep this week. She sat up in her bed hours past when she'd normally wake up, and slowly made her way to the bathroom, the heaviness of Friday resting on her shoulders. When she'd cleaned up, she paused to look herself over in the mirror, primary hands brushing the scars on her cheeks.

'Grace said I had a resting bitch face,' she recalled, the once lost memories now merely blurry and muffled, but intelligible. 'Tanya called it a no-nonsense look. Stacy said I was still pretty.' She moved her hands away and took in the full view of her face.

'No one's calling this pretty,' she decided.

And yet, she'd gladly accept worse if those friends could be with her right now. She held up the secondary arms and recognized them. Hugs, pats, gentle grasps, handholding, and even a trio of punches had come to her from these arms. Tanya had every right to knock her on her ass that day, and they'd somehow become friends after that humbling moment. Stacy walked right in, and the four of them became a unit since that summer before 8th Grade.

Now they were gone. Grace was a murderer, and Larissa was a killer.

'Stace could've pulled us back together. Tanya would've known what to do.'

Insight got her the info. They were both dead. Just heads kept in an evidence freezer until the investigation was over, where they'd be turned over to their families. Part of Larissa wanted to grab them and take them to Revive, but she knew it wouldn't work. She had been 'fresh,' and she still needed a metaphorical kickstart to get this much back.

They didn't even have bodies left to attach them to. Only the arms on Larissa's shoulders. Arms that felt so heavy right now.

She'd give them up if it meant having her girls back. If she could have them back and let them meet the team, it would be…

A dream.

A dream that couldn't come true.

Tears spilled as she thought it over again, but she didn't stand there any longer. She needed to move. She needed to head outside today. She needed to make a call.

The block of info about who she was included contact numbers. Three of them she would find no use in using, unless Grace somehow held on to her old phone this whole time. But there was one she needed to call, just so that there could be a chance to make this one chapter of life close, or to maybe open another.

Larissa stared at her phone for a long moment before tapping in the number. The rings as the call went through almost sounded like bells tolling, but they had nothing on the constriction she felt seize her when the click of an answer went through, and a familiar voice spoke.

"Hello?"

"Hey… Mom."

"...L- Larissa? Larissa! God Almighty, is that- Is that you?! Larissa?!"

"Yeah, yeah, Mom, I… It's me. I'm sorry, I-" she tried to say through her mother's frantic, joyous meltdown. "A lot of stuff has happened, but…" She brought her knees up to her chin, four arms that were not always hers wrapping around her legs and pulling them tight. "I'm alive."
 

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