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31 - Only Exits
Chapter XXXI: Only Exits

Rain hammered against Anja's face like cold needles, each drop mixing with the blood that seeped from her torn palms. Somewhere along the road she'd broken into an empty toll-house and stolen a pair of boots and rough linen tunic—the quickest way to hide the shredded remnants of her clothes without losing time.

Her left hand was still a swollen mess—thumb bent, two fingers shattered. She seized a brief lull in the horse's stride to press the bones back into place, gritting her teeth at the grinding sensation. The makeshift splint she'd fashioned from torn cloth was already soaked through with rain and blood.

Every jolt of the horse's movement sent fresh agony shooting up her arms, but she couldn't slow. Through the storm's gray veil, Stohess's walls loomed like mountains. Steady wall‑lamps shimmered in roadside puddles—soft amber halos that mirrored the city's quiet vigilance.

The storm tasted wrong. Not just rain and mud, but a copper‑sweet film across her tongue—the same flavor that had filled her mouth in the forest when the thing that wore her brother's face and promised salvation. Even now, she felt it watching through the downpour, patient as rot.

Her mount slipped, hooves skidding on the mud. For a heartbeat she seemed to watch herself from above: a broken thing clinging to a terrified animal, racing toward a city that would spare her no mercy. No good choices—only exits. The thought arrived in a voice that might have been hers, or something else's.

Lightning split the sky, bleaching Stohess's walls for one brilliant second. In that flash she caught a purple flare arcing above the ramparts. Something was happening. Something big.

"Annie," she whispered through split, swollen lips. The name was prayer and promise at once. Was she too late? Whatever they had done to her friend—whatever Annie had done to others—none of it mattered now. She had to find her. She would, even if it meant feeding what was left of herself to the thing that lurked in her mind.

The horse surged forward, and Anja let the vow carry her toward the city's waiting chaos.


One hour earlier…

Annie watched Jean pace the small room, his notebook clutched in one hand as he scribbled down everything they'd seen at the warehouse. His movements were sharp, agitated—controlled desperation. They'd gathered in the room she shared with Hitch, though Annie had been packing her few belongings all morning, slipping them into her rucksack whenever Hitch wasn't looking.

The others hadn't noticed yet, too focused on the evidence they had haphazardly spread across the small table between them.

"We need someone who can help us," Jean said, his voice tight. "Commander Pyxis, maybe. Or someone in the Scouts, anyone who can actually do something." His fingers traced the edges of the shipping manifests, as if touching them might reveal where Marco had gone. "We don't know what happened to any of them—Marco, Dennis, Boris. They could be—"

"They could be what? Alive?" Annie interrupted, her voice flat. She knew exactly what happened to people who disappeared into facilities like that warehouse. The drainage tables, the crematorium... They hadn't found bodies because the entire operation was designed to ensure no bodies remained to find. "They're dead, and if we get involved, we'll end up like them."

"You—" Jean's face flushed, but he swallowed the retort. "You don't know that! You think we aren't in danger already? Think again, anyone could be next unless we do something."

"I agree with Jean, looking the other way won't fix anything. But I think we have more options..." Marlo said, producing a folded document. "I did some digging after we left. The warehouse—it's not just some MP facility. Turns out it's owned by the royal government directly, leased to the Military Police, listed as a 'storage facility' with an added clause for 'discretionary special logistics operations.'" He looked up at them. "This place... it goes all the way to the top. Which is exactly why we need to follow proper channels. I'm willing to bet Commander Dawk has no clue what is going down there. If we document everything, file reports through the correct chain of command—"

"Like Brandt did?" Annie's question hung in the air like a blade. She moved to her bed, straightening her sheets while sliding another folded shirt into her bag. The papers hidden in her jacket seemed to burn against her ribs—Brandt's investigation notes, what was left of them, the ones that had gotten so many people killed.

Jean's hands clenched around his notebook. "We are already neck deep in this shit... I don't care what you say, Marco is out there somewhere, and every second we waste—"

A sharp knock interrupted him. The door swung open to reveal a rain-soaked Hitch, who'd gone to check on their duty assignments.

Her usually tousled brown hair was flattened by the rain, clinging to her face in limp strands.

"Prisoner transfer arrives within the hour," she announced. "All hands to defensive positions, we have to gear up. Commander's orders."

The others began gathering their evidence, preparing to leave, but Hitch blocked Annie's path.

"We need to talk," Hitch said quietly, her usual carefree demeanor replaced by something else. "Alone."

After the others filed out, Hitch closed the door and leaned against it.

"What?"

"Planning to disappear again?" Hitch nodded toward the bed, where the outline of Annie's bag was barely visible.

Annie let the silence stretch for a moment before answering. "I'm taking a few days off." She moved toward the door, but Hitch didn't budge.

"I'm not stupid, Annie. You've been acting weirder than usual. Even before the masquerade. Now the warehouse, this prisoner transfer, you packing your things—something's happening. Something you know about."

Annie kept her expression neutral. "I don't know what you mean."

"Don't lie to me." Hitch's voice dropped lower. "Look, I'm not Jean or Marlo. I'm not going to charge off trying to save everyone. I value my life too much for that. But I can't rest easy if my roommate is keeping secrets that could get me killed."

For a moment, Annie considered telling her. Warning her to run, to get as far from Stohess as possible. But that would raise questions she couldn't answer. Instead, she moved past Hitch toward the door.

"There's nothing to tell," Annie said. "We should get ready."

Hitch caught her arm. "Annie, you owe me that much—"

"Let go." There was something in Annie's tone that made Hitch's hand drop immediately. "Whatever you think is happening, whatever you think I know—forget it. Keep your head down during the transfer. Don't ask questions. Don't investigate anything. Just... lay low."

She left Hitch standing there. In her pocket, her fingers found the cold metal of her ring. She slid it on without hesitation. Time was running out, and she had already decided—it had become too dangerous for her.

No good choices left, only exits.



Annie stood at her assigned position on the district's main thoroughfare, the repaired inner pocket of her jacket pressing against her ribs with each breath. The distant bell of the district clock tower tolled once—fifteen minutes until the transfer ended. She would leave then. Fifteen minutes that suddenly felt like a lifetime.

The alley she was assigned to watch opened a few paces behind her post—a narrow lane between tidy stone town-houses, flagstones slick with moisture yet otherwise undisturbed, feeding straight into the thoroughfare. Half-torn posters lauding the "Hero of Trost" clung to the nearest wall, drizzle streaking Anja's printed likeness into a ghostly smear.

Beyond the mouth of the lane, the cobblestones gleamed like dark mirrors. Nearby, Military Police officers adjusted their gear with awkward movements—no blades, only rifles and ODM. The authorization had come down barely an hour ago, outside normal protocol. Were they expecting trouble?

Movement registered in Annie's peripheral vision. She glanced upward. Hitch stood on the opposite rooftop, rifle cradled loosely, her gaze sweeping the street. Their eyes met. Hitch held it a heartbeat too long before turning away. Was that suspicion? Warning? Or just Hitch being Hitch? Annie's hands wanted to tremble. She clamped them tighter on her rifle.

A shout from the gate cracked through the damp air; Hitch pivoted east to cover the call, a wide stone chimney blocking her view of the alley mouth.

The convoy rumbled past. Through a gap in the middle wagon's canvas she glimpsed the prisoner—broad‑shouldered, head bowed, features lost to shadow. A prisoner from the Scouts transferred under this security? It had to be Eren. No one else warranted such measures.

"Annie."

Her whole body went rigid. She turned slowly, mechanically, to find a hooded figure in the alley. The hood fell: Armin, rain dripping from his cloak, stood half‑lit by a lamp.

"Good to see you," he said—brief smile, almost sad.

"I'm on duty." The words came out steady. Good; her voice still worked.

"This can't wait." He stepped closer, and Annie's mind registered a dozen details at once—the way his cloak fell suggested full gear beneath, how the alley's far exit was partially blocked, the careful distance he maintained. "That prisoner in the wagon—it's a decoy. One of our people volunteered to buy us time."

The words hit her in waves. Decoy. Of course.

"The Military Police plan to execute Eren without trial," Armin went on, voice low and urgent. "They're planning to move him to a black site. We're getting him out, but we need someone inside the MPs—someone who knows patrol routes and blind spots. Someone they won't suspect."

Exactly the kind of plan the Scouts would hatch: bold, desperate, logical. But why tell her? Why now? Her chest felt too tight, like her ribs were closing in.

No. She didn't want any of this. She wasn't going after him again; she'd made her choice already.

"Not my problem. Find someone else." She started to turn back toward the street.

"Please, Annie. Anja said you would help."

She stopped mid-step, the words hitting her like a physical blow.

For half a heartbeat Annie forgot to breathe. Anja—alive. Relief flooded so hard her knees threatened to fold.

"She's with us," Armin pressed, eyes glinting. "Said you were the only MP we could trust. She told us you'd understand."

Something warm bloomed in Annie's chest—Anja trusting her, even after everything. Needing her. The thoughts jostled, clashed—hope and doubt, rising all at once, but a cold, sharp dread pierced her gut, whispering that something was terribly wrong.

"Where is she?" The question came out raw, desperate. She couldn't help it.

"Waiting at the underground passage near the old chapel." Armin gestured south. "She wanted to come herself, but her injuries from the expedition slow her. We couldn't risk it. You know how stubborn she is."

Annie's mind went absolutely still.

Injuries. Slow her. Couldn't risk it.

No.

The word rang through her skull like a bell. No, no, no. She did know how stubborn Anja was. Stubborn enough to show up with broken bones. Stubborn enough to crawl if she couldn't walk. If Anja were really there, really part of this, she would have come. Would have looked Annie in the eye. Would have asked for this herself, even if they had to carry her.

Relief curdled into lead. Either Anja wasn't with them—or she couldn't choose to be.

"Her injuries," Annie heard herself say. "From the expedition."

"Yeah, she's still healing, but she's managing." Armin's words flowed smoothly, just a touch lighter than before. "You know Anja—she pretends it's nothing, but traveling is difficult for her right now."


Each syllable drove the spike deeper. He knew. Wherever Anja was, Armin knew she wasn't here.

Trap. This was a trap.

"I just need five minutes." The words came out calm, controlled. Inside, Annie was screaming. "To grab something from my quarters. Papers, credentials. We'll need them for the checkpoints."

Armin didn't argue.
A pause—calculation flickered behind those ocean‑blue eyes. Then he nodded.

"Makes sense. Remember, the old chapel's passage. We'll wait ten minutes, no more."

"Understood."

Annie turned and walked away. Steady steps. Normal pace. Don't run. Don't let him see. Ten steps. Fifteen. Around the corner.

A faint metallic click drifted from the rooftop behind her—too light for a rifle bolt, too deliberate for rain—and vanished into the hiss of drizzle.

Then she ran.

Her mask shattered the moment she was out of sight. Panic flooded her system hot, electric. Her cover was blown.

Annie's feet pounded against wet stone. Her ODM gear shifted with each stride, rifle clanking against gas canisters in a rhythm that broadcast her guilt. She couldn't use it now—she'd give herself away.

Everything she'd built here, every careful lie—gone. They knew. How much did they know? How long had they known?

And Anja—

What had they done to her? Where was she? Was she even—

No. Don't think about that now. Run.

A sob tried to claw its way up her throat. She swallowed it down, forced her legs to pump harder. The barracks were three blocks away. Her bag, then the gates. She could make it. She had to make it.


The rain had picked up again, turning the world into a blur of gray shapes and refracted light. Streets deserted—the MPs were all on decoy duty. Idiot. She should have seen it sooner. The absence of people sent alarm bells screaming through her skull.

A puddle splashed behind her—too heavy for raindrops. She didn't look back.

The barracks loomed ahead. Annie forced herself to slow at the entrance, nodding casually to the gate guard hunched over his reports.

"Forgot something in my room," she said, words sliding out smooth despite her hammering heart. "Back in five."

He waved her through without a glance. Annie took the stairs two at a time, wet boots squeaking against worn boards, rifle bumping her hip. Second floor. Third. Her hallway stretched ahead, absurdly empty—

Click—scrape. Roof tiles shifting? Or something else?

She reached her door. One hand gripped the knob.


The covered wagon rolled to a stop in the courtyard, wheels grinding against wet cobblestones with a finality that made Jean's shoulders tense. He stood with the other MPs, rifle held at the ready.

The Scout Regiment soldiers who'd accompanied the transport dismounted with practiced ease. Three of them—one tall and blond, with the bearing of someone used to being obeyed; a shorter man whose sharp gaze scanned the courtyard like a blade, favoring one leg slightly as he landed; and a third who remained close by the transport. All three stood still, hands visible, following protocol to the letter.

So why did everything feel wrong?

"Open it," Commander Dawk ordered, voice clipped.

Jean stepped forward with another MP. The canvas tarp was heavy with rain. As they peeled it back the prisoner sat hunched in chains, head bowed low.

Jean's eyes followed the figure's frame: the shoulders, the posture, the hair—

Something didn't line up.

He blinked, heart skipping.

The prisoner looked up. Not Eren. Not even close. The resemblance vanished under scrutiny. Whoever this was, it wasn't him.

His breath caught, but before he could speak, a commotion burst at the courtyard entrance. A soldier sprinted in, nearly slipping on the slick stones.

"Commander! Emergency report!"


Annie's door hung half ajar when the whisper reached her— steel cable retracting somewhere in the building's depths. ODM gear spooling up. The sound was soft, almost lost in the rain's percussion, but unmistakable.

"Annie."

The voice came from the far end of the hallway. She turned slowly, to find Mikasa standing there, fully geared, her red scarf dark with rain. Water dripped from her cloak in silent beads, each drop impossibly loud in the hush. Her palms cupped the hilts of her blades, dark eyes fixed on Annie.

"Mikasa." Annie kept her tone light, easing half a step back toward her room. "I was just heading to the old chapel. Something wrong?"

Mikasa's expression didn't change. No pretense, no games. "Come with us. No one has to get hurt."

Annie's free hand slid to the sling, two fingers resting on the buckle as if merely steadying her rifle. Behind Mikasa, she caught movement—more shapes materializing from the stairwell.

"No one has to get hurt, huh?" The words scraped out flat, controlled, cracking beneath. "Funny, coming from you."


"The Scouts—they're chasing someone through the streets! Multiple units in pursuit! They're attacking us!"

The shift in atmosphere was immediate. Rifles lifted, fingers tensed. The MPs bristled, confused and on edge. The three Scouts didn't move—but Jean noticed the short one's eyes flicking between barrels, calculating odds.

"Send reinforcements," Commander Dawk snapped. "Secure the district immediately!"

He wheeled on the tall Scout, fury mounting. "Erwin, what in the hell is going on?!"

"Nile," the man answered—measured, unshaken, his voice cutting cleanly. "Send those reinforcements with blades. They'll need anti-titan steel."


Mikasa's eyes flicked past her shoulder—more behind, they'd cut off her retreat.

Click. Annie's thumb eased back the rifle's hammer, the sound soft but surgical—

"We know about the expedition," a Scout called. "About what you did. About Anja—"

Stock snapped to shoulder, muzzle leveled, trigger pulled. The shot tore into the wall beside them, exploding brick and wood in a burst of splinters and smoke.

Time contracted—rain hissed against the roof, her heartbeat thundered, and every muscle in Annie's body answered an unspoken order to survive.

Move.

Annie's heel kicked her door wide as she dove backward into the room. No time to think. Bag—bed—grabbed. She twisted toward the window.

Breach open, spent shell out, fresh round in—reflex.

Mikasa burst through the doorway like a storm given form, blades whistling through air where Annie's head had been a heartbeat before. She brought her rifle up crosswise, catching the strike, metal rang against metal. The force drove her back, boots sliding on wet floorboards.

"Where is she?" Annie snarled, the words tearing from her throat before she could stop them. "What did you do to her?"

Mikasa's expression hardened further, if that was possible. "Surrender and find out."


"There are no titans in Wall Sina!" Commander Dawk's voice cracked like a whip, rising above the rain. "Your men are rampaging through the city—and you're talking about titan blades?!"

"Not yet," Smith replied, tone neutral as stone. "But that's about to change. We're here to capture one."

Jean's head swam. A titan? So far inside the walls? Impossible.

"Enough!" The Commander's voice cracked like a whip. "I don't know what delusion you're operating under, but this ends now. Secure the prisoner. Detain these three!"

The MPs surged forward, rifles raised.

The short Scout stepped slightly ahead, voice low and cold. "Lower your weapons. Before you do something you'll regret."

A few MPs faltered—hesitating, uncertain—but none stood down.

Smith's voice followed, quiet but ironclad. "We're wasting time. You'll have bigger problems than us very soon."

Jean's thoughts were still tangled—until the MP beside him hissed, "Hey. Snap out of it. The prisoner—"

He blinked. His voice came out strangled, but firm enough to cut through the rain. "Commander — Sir—the prisoner isn't Eren Jaeger."

All eyes turned to him. Silence.

Commander Dawk's gaze flicked to the prisoner, realization dawning—and then the sky above the distant rooftops flashed violet. A purple flare arced upward, hanging in the rain like a wound in the gray clouds.

Smith's expression never changed, but something in his eyes suggested this was exactly what he'd been waiting for. "As I said, Nile. Bigger problems."


Annie pivoted, using Mikasa's momentum against her, and slammed the rifle butt into her ribs. Mikasa grunted but no collapse, one blade sweeping low. Annie jumped back, felt the window glass against her spine. No room left to retreat.

The other Scouts were crowding the doorway now. In seconds, they'd overwhelm her through sheer numbers.

Annie made her choice.

She spun and dove through a burst of glass and rain.

For a moment, she was flying—three stories of empty air, rain slashing at her face, the ground rushing up with fatal promise. Her fingers found the ODM triggers by instinct, cables firing toward the building across the street. The anchors bit into brick and her fall became a swing, arc carrying her in a wide curve as glass shards glittered in her wake.

Behind her, Mikasa followed without hesitation.

Mikasa moved through the air as if physics were optional. Annie's hands worked frantically—breach open, cartridge out, new round in, breach closed—all while swinging through the air. She fired backward one-handed, more to force Mikasa to dodge than with any hope of hitting. The shot went wide, striking a chimney in a spray of red dust.

She angled toward the southern gates—Scouts were already there, herding her like wolves. Every time she adjusted course, they were there, forcing her back.

They were steering her toward the market square.

Reload. Swing. Dodge. Reload.

Her movements became mechanical, muscle memory taking over as her mind raced. It was simple but slow—one shot, reload, one shot, reload. Each time she had to break her momentum, giving Mikasa precious inches.

"Annie, stop!" Armin's voice carried from her left—urgent, pleading.

She almost laughed at that. It had already ended badly. The moment they'd used Anja's name as bait, the moment they'd revealed they knew—it had all ended.

Her left cable didn't retract properly, gear grinding. The malfunction cost her precious speed. Mikasa's blade passed so close Annie felt it part the air beside her ear.

Annie landed hard on the market square's cobblestones, rolling to absorb the impact. Her hands were already working—breach, cartridge, close—last round. When she came up, they were all surrounding her. Scouts dropping from buildings like spiders, forming a closing circle.

Her finger hovered over the trigger, too many targets, nowhere to aim that would matter.

She steadied herself, assessing. Empty space in every direction. Too far to reach any building before they'd cut her down.

Eren touched down behind Mikasa. Of course. They'd brought him here too.

"Annie, it's over!" Armin stepped forward, hands spread peacefully. "I know you don't want this. Out there, in the forest—you didn't kill us, it does't have to end that way. We're not your enemy."

Her eyes flicked down to her ring. The rifle didn't waver.

"I thought I could keep going. Even for a little while. Be who they needed me to be… and still be something else."

"Told myself it didn't matter. That if I stayed in control, I—"

She blinked hard. Rain or tears—it didn't matter now.

"But she got caught in the middle."

A breath.

"Because of me."

Her voice flattened.

"You were always the enemy. I just wanted to pretend you weren't."

Another pause—longer now.

"I failed to be a warrior. I failed her, too."

Eren stepped forward, his voice raw.

"Then why didn't you stop?!"

His fists clenched, rain running down his arms. He wasn't just shouting—he was pleading.

"You let her fight for you. Why did you let her throw everything away?"

He met her eyes. For just a second, there was grief behind the rage.

"Did you really even care at all?!"

Annie's hands trembled. Not much. But enough. The rifle stayed up. Barely.

"She's still alive," Armin said, voice low.

Her eyes snapped to him.

"For now."

He took a slow, measured step forward, hands raised higher.

"She told me who you were. She thought she could reach you. That none of this had to happen. That no one else had to die."

His voice dropped further.

"She believed in you, Annie."

A pause—then the final thrust.

"I want to believe her too. Was she wrong?"

Mikasa said nothing. She didn't need to. Her stare was a judgment—and a sentence.

Annie's lips parted, but no words came out. She looked at Armin—then past him. Her jaw clenched. Her rifle dipped an inch.

"Believed…"

A whisper. Then sharper:

"You don't know anything. None of you do."

A breath. Shaking.

"You're all the same."

"Talk about saving lives—but you take the ones who try. You break them until they can't even speak."

"This world doesn't want peace. It just wants killers in the right uniform."

"She thought I was different. That I could be different."

A pause. Her breath caught.

"She was wrong."

"I'm done pretending."

She stared directly at Armin.

"You wanted a monster."

And to all of them—

"You'll get one."

Her finger moved to the trigger. Mikasa shifted instantly, placing herself between Annie and Eren. Armin raised his hands higher, real alarm in his eyes now.

She saw the moment Armin realized what was about to happen. Someone moved behind her—trying to grab her while she was distracted. The rifle fired, the shot going wide as hands seized her arms.

Too late.

Annie's hand moved in a blur, her ring's hidden blade slicing deep into her thumb. Blood welled instantly. Thunder cracked overhead, but it wasn't from the storm.

Lightning split the world in half.

The transformation hit like a bomb, golden light erupting from Annie's position. The Scout who'd grabbed her—along with three others too close to escape—were instantly vaporized by the explosive force. The closest survivors were blown backward like leaves, cobblestones cracking in a spiderweb pattern beneath the point of impact. Steam billowed up in a massive column, and through it, something huge began to take shape.

When the steam cleared, the Female Titan stood in the market square, fourteen meters of corded muscle and focused intent. Rain sluiced off her form in sheets as she looked down at the scattered Scouts—some motionless, others struggling to rise, a few simply gone.

For a moment, nobody moved.

Then Eren's roar answered hers, and the battle for Stohess began in earnest.


The gates of Stohess loomed before Anja like the mouth of hell. Guards scattered in every direction, their shouts of "Titans! There are titans inside!" cutting through the storm. She didn't slow the horse, didn't hesitate. The animal's sides heaved with exhaustion, foam flying from its mouth, but she drove it forward into the chaos.

People flooded the streets—civilians fleeing in blind panic, Military Police struggling against the human tide. Near the gate, a young MP, probably around her age, stood frozen in place. Her brown, wavy hair clung in wet strands to her face, rain streaming down as hands grabbed at her uniform, shouting demands. The girl didn't respond, didn't even blink. Just stared into distance.

Anja barely registered her before a woman stumbled directly into her path, arms full of belongings. She yanked the reins hard left—hooves skidded on wet stone. They barely missed the woman, but the motion sent fresh agony lancing through her broken fingers.

Above the screaming crowd, she saw them.

Two titans locked in combat, their massive forms demolishing buildings with each exchange. Eren's titan—she recognized the burning green eyes, the wild dark hair—threw a punch that Annie's Female Titan deflected, the impact sending debris raining down on fleeing civilians. Annie moved with grace, every motion calculated, while Eren fought like a rabid animal.

Her heart clenched.

The horse finally collapsed near an old chapel, its legs giving out completely. Anja rolled off its back, landing hard on cobblestones awash with rain and worse. Her broken fingers screamed protest as she pushed herself up, scanning the chaos.

There—a Scout's body crushed beneath fallen masonry, gear intact. The sight hit her like a physical blow. Another life snuffed out in an instant. Just like in the forest. Just like in Trost. The dead woman's eyes stared at nothing, rain pooling in their sockets. Her cloak was torn but salvageable, the Wings of Freedom still visible beneath the mud and blood.

Anja's hands shook as she worked. She couldn't think about who this woman might have been. Couldn't afford to. The cloak settled heavy on her shoulders as she buckled the ODM gear around herself. The weight felt wrong on her body, but it would have to do.

Her grip was slipping—fingers raw and trembling. She tore a strip of cloth from the inside hem of the cloak, fastened it around each hand and handle in a quick loop. Crude, but enough to hold.

She fired her anchors and launched into the air.


Rage. Pure, crystalline rage that burned away everything else.

Annie moved on instinct, a life of training taking over. Eren came at her again, all fury and no technique, telegraphing his moves like a child. She ducked the wild swing, snapped a hardened elbow up beneath his chin—bone splintered, teeth flew, his titan's jaw dangling loose. Before the steam even billowed she slid inside his guard and drove her knee into his ribs with a crack that echoed off the surrounding buildings. He went down, destroying a bakery beneath his weight.

Scouts were everywhere. Cables shot past her head, blades flashing. One managed to score a hit on her shoulder before she could harden the skin, steam hissing from the wound as it began to heal. Another went for her ankles. Like gnats, individually harmless but collectively threatening to bring her down through sheer numbers.

She grabbed one out of the air—didn't look at their face, couldn't afford to—and flung them into a building. The wet crunch told her they wouldn't be getting up. One less problem.

Eren was already rising, his titan's jaw hanging from her last strike, steam pouring from the damage. He didn't know when to quit.

She could fight him, but not forever—every heartbeat here narrowed her odds.

BOOM.

She barely had time to register the sound as something pierced her ankles—cables, but different from standard ODM. The same type they'd used in the forest. A frantic Scout with glasses was shouting orders, more cables shooting out to secure her limbs.

Annie snarled, reaching down to tear at the restraints. Eren took the opening, slamming into her with his full weight. They went down together, crushing buildings and anyone too slow to escape. His broken jaw couldn't bite, but he used his body to pin her, hands scrabbling for her nape.

She bucked against him, trying to throw him off, but more cables kept coming. She tried to crystal-coat her nape, but her hardening was stretched thin from her elbow strike—too slow.

Through the chaos, she spotted a figure approaching at incredible speed—red scarf streaming behind her like a banner. Mikasa, angling for the killing strike.

This was it. Trapped and executed like an animal while—

A figure in a Scout cloak intercepted Mikasa mid-flight, blades meeting with a sound like breaking bells.


The impact jarred through Anja's entire body, but she'd done it, barely managed to block Mikasa— In the same motion, she twisted, her second blade slashing through the tendons of Eren's titan fingers. The grip loosened just enough for Annie to wrench free, her titan rolling away from Eren's grasp.

Anja landed hard on a rooftop, legs nearly buckling. Mikasa touched down across from her, and for a moment they just stared at each other. Rain washed the steaming blood from Anja's cloak, the Wings of Freedom on its back a mockery of everything she'd just done.

"Mikasa, we don't have to fight, please..." Anja said, lowering her blades despite how her broken fingers screamed.

Mikasa's expression was carved from stone. "Why would I listen to you?"

There was no point arguing. No point explaining. Anja adjusted her grip on the blades, trying to compensate for her injuries.

Please. I don't want to hurt her. Don't make me hurt—

Mikasa moved.

The first exchange nearly ended it. A blade whistled past Anja's throat by millimeters, only a desperate backward lunge saving her. The second strike came before she could fully recover, forcing a parry with hands that could barely hold steel.

They had done this a hundred times in training—wooden swords, bruises instead of blood. Even then Mikasa had been faster and stronger, and Anja too stubborn to yield.

"You're not walking away from this," Mikasa said, her blades moving faster than Anja could follow. "Not after what you've done."

Steel met flesh.

Three fingers spun away from Anja's right hand like red petals.

Always making the same mistakes... I never stood a chance against her.

The pain was so absolute it circled back around to numbness. Anja stared at her mutilated hand—her thumb and an already-broken index remained, still twisted; the other three were simply gone, blood pulsing with every heartbeat.

Mikasa took a step forward, blades raised. "This ends here."

Anja didn't move.

She didn't even flinch.

For a heartbeat, she accepted it.

Behind them, a massive crash. Eren's titan had fallen, steam rising from its still form. Mikasa's head turned—concern flickering across her features.

The Female Titan loomed, climbing to her feet.

Anja took her chance. Her right hand barely functioned, each twitch sending shocks up her arm—the opening was there. She fired an anchor into Annie's shoulder; the recoil nearly tore the grip from her broken fingers. Her body lurched forward—off-balance, half-falling, vision tunneling.

Mikasa turned too late. Anja slammed into her midair with raw momentum, both boots striking Mikasa's chest more by accident than aim. The impact sent them spinning—Mikasa thrown back to the rooftop, Anja dragged in a jagged arc toward the titan. Her anchor line jerked tight—pain flared—but she didn't stop.

She hit Annie's shoulder hard, boots skidding against steaming flesh, and climbed.

Rain fell in sheets. Smoke curled from ruptured buildings. But for a single breath, the world narrowed.

Annie's titan turned her head slightly—just enough to see her. Through the boiling steam and the howl of the wind, their eyes met.

No hesitation.

She turned, broke into a sprint for the wall, every step scattering debris and screaming bodies. Anja clung tight, her good left hand tangled in coarse golden strands, the other pressing against her ribs to stanch the blood.

Mikasa recovered quickly, giving chase. Her anchors fired with deadly precision, closing the distance in a blink. Annie was almost to the wall, hands reaching for purchase to climb, when Mikasa would overtake them.

Anja twisted herself around, heart pounding, and fumbled for the trigger. Her hand spasmed—but she managed it.

Her blade snapped down, catching one of Mikasa's cables. Steel parted with a shriek. The severed line recoiled violently, and Mikasa was sent veering off-course, forced to land on a distant rooftop out of reach.

Their eyes met across the gap—cold fury on Mikasa's face—she could not catch up now.

Annie's titan fingers punched into the stone, dragging them up the wall in lurching bursts. Below, the sounds of shouting, collapsing masonry, and distant gunfire bled together into chaos.

She'd reached Annie. The relief came sharp and breathless—but it soured just as quickly.

Behind them, Stohess bore the cost: a trail of destruction and death carved through one of humanity's safest refuges.

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Note: Thanks for reading! Hope you enjoyed this one.
 
32 - Permitted to Move
Chapter XXXII: Permitted to Move


The noose hung slack against Eren's throat, rough hemp scraping skin already rubbed raw by shackles. Water dripped from the gallows beam above, cold against the back of his neck. The storm had passed, leaving the air sharp and bright, sunlight breaking through torn clouds to illuminate the devastation below.

He stood at the platform's edge, wrists bound tight behind him, staring out at Stohess as it bled smoke into the pale afternoon sky. The crowd below writhed like a single furious animal—hundreds of faces contorted with hate, their voices merging into a roar that made the wooden platform tremble under his boots.

A stone struck his shoulder, jolting him sideways. Another slammed into his ribs, doubling him over with a grunt. MPs flanked him, hands on rifles, but none moved to stop the barrage. Why would they?

Steam hissed faintly where blood welled from torn skin.

Through gaps in the seething crowd, he glimpsed the charred husk of what had been a bakery that morning. Rubble lay scattered across the street, beams blackened, windows blown out. Amid the debris, a woman knelt, cradling something small and still. Her scream carried even through the mob's fury, a ragged, wordless sound that twisted his chest.

We did this. His teeth ground together. Annie and I.

"Murderer!"

"Monster!"

He closed his eyes against the words, against the truth in them. When he opened them again, only rage remained—rage and a hot, pulsing frustration that burned through the ache of his bruises.

They didn't understand. None of them understood what was at stake.

They were allowing them to escape— What could happen then? No wall would stand. No city.

He had tried to tell them. Tried to scream the truth at every guard who shoved him down dark hallways, every soldier who spat in his face. He tried now, voice hoarse and breaking.

"She's out there!" His words were swallowed by the crowd's roar. "They're getting away! You're wasting—"

A rock hit his temple, flashing the world white. Warm blood trickled down his cheek, catching in the rope's coarse fibers.

Below him, an officer in a stiff cloak checked a pocket watch impassively, ignoring the screaming masses, ignoring his ragged words.

Another stone. Another scream. The rope creaked as it was pulled taut behind him, settling against his windpipe.

Somewhere in the crowd—soldiers forcing their way forward, shouting—but Eren couldn't focus. His vision swam with blood and fury and the certainty that humanity was making its final, stupid mistake.

Through a gaping fracture in the outer wall, the roar of the crowd carried in sharp and clear.

"Kill the Titan! Hang him!"

The chant rose making the ruined structure tremble with each syllable.

At the top landing, two Military Police guards blocked the shattered doorway, rifles lowered to bar their path.

"Halt." The first guard's voice cut sharp. "State your business."

"We have to get through!" Jean tried to pass, but the soldiers shoved him back.

"Back off, son."

Marlo coughed out words between ragged breaths. "Please—Commander Dawk needs to hear—"

The second guard grabbed his arm, twisting until Marlo grunted in pain.

"Commander!" Jean shouted past them. "It's about Annie Leonhart!"

The rifle butt cracked against his jaw. Jean's head snapped sideways, copper flooding his mouth. Through the ringing in his ears, he heard a voice.

"Wait."

The guards froze. Beyond them, Nile Dawk stood by a shattered window, his uniform damp with rain and sweat. Dark circles shadowed his eyes. Eyes fixed on Jean.

"What did you say?"

Jean spat blood, words thick. "Annie Leonhart. She's the Female Titan."

Marlo found his voice, still trembling in the guard's grip. "I saw her transform, Commander. Others saw it too. The Scouts—they weren't lying."

"How can you prove it?" His voice was rough, frayed at the edges.

Jean stepped forward, ignoring the guards shifting behind them, his voice tight and desperate. "Check her quarters, sir. There's signs of fighting. Just this morning we saw her packing everything to flee before the Scouts cornered her. She's escaped. They were right—they were chasing a spy."

Nile's jaw clenched so tightly the tendons stood out in his neck. For a long moment, he just stared at them, chest heaving beneath his cloak.

Outside, the shouts from the crowd rose and fell, hoarse voices slamming against the stone walls, demanding blood.

An aide stepped forward, visibly uncertain. His eyes flicked between Jean and Marlo then the Commander.

"Sir…" the aide said cautiously. "Your orders?"

The Commander didn't answer. His gaze drifted past them, out the shattered window, down to the scaffold.

He stayed like that for a beat. Two.

Then a breath. Slow. Controlled. Barely.

"Stop the execution," he said, voice hoarse. "Tell them to stand down. It's suspended until further notice."

The aide then saluted and rushed out.

Jean exhaled hard, only then realizing he'd been holding his breath. Beside him, Marlo sagged as though his bones had gone soft.

"Get me Erwin Smith," Nile ordered, the words clipped, low, thrumming with tension. "Bring him here. Now."

His knuckles whitened against the fractured stone of the windowsill, eyes locked on the noose.

Nile's boots echoed sharply against stone as he led the three shackled Scouts through the undercroft archives. Their chains clanked with each uneven step. His head throbbed—forty-seven dead. Titans inside the walls. The 'Hero of Trost' and of his own MPs a spy, traitors...

The world had collapsed in under a day.

"You wanted the cadet files," Nile muttered, voice brittle. "Here."

He yanked open the drawer with more force than needed. "104th Cadet Corps. That's every file we have of the recruits from Wall Maria. Including Leonhart."

Erwin stepped forward to take them. His chains rattled. Nile grabbed his wrist.

"You knew, didn't you?" The words scraped out. "About Leonhart."

A beat.

"Yes." Erwin didn't blink.

Nile's fist struck him across the jaw. The crack echoed like a rifle shot in the archive's stone chamber. Erwin staggered a half-step back, blood blooming at the corner of his mouth.

"That's for the forty-seven," Nile said, breathing hard. "You let this city become a battleground. You could've warned me."

Erwin wiped the blood with the back of his hand, then met Nile's eyes.

"Would you have believed me?"

Silence. Heavy, bitter silence.

Nile's hand fell away. He didn't answer.

Erwin took the files and began flipping through them, passing pages to Hange and the others.

"Most of these are incomplete—probably lost when Maria fell," Hange muttered. "But look—Leonhart. Braun. Hoover. All from the same border settlement. No surviving family. No background checks."

Levi's eyes narrowed. "Sons of bitches never give us a rest. We should move now—before they get the chance to run."

Nile's head snapped up. "You're assuming they haven't already. How do you know they're not halfway to the next wall by now?"

"I don't. But after the expedition failed, I started connecting the pieces. Wolf was isolated—yet the enemy still knew exactly where to strike. Someone else had passed along our plans. So I recalled the recruits to headquarters and they're being quietly monitored."

A beat. Nile's jaw tightened.

Erwin didn't flinch "Which means they're contained—for now. If Braun and Hoover are what we suspect…"

A knock. Urgent.

"Commander," called a soldier from beyond the door. "Report just came in—Leonhart and Wolf were seen heading southwest. Wall Rose."

Hange's eyes widened. "That's in the direction of headquarters…"

Nile froze. His mind raced.

Erwin's voice followed, quiet and resolute. "We can still stop this. Set a trap. But we have to act—now."

For a moment, Nile said nothing. His eyes drifted to the charcoal sketch pinned to the edge of his desk—a titan's face half-exposed in Wall Sina. Beside it: casualty reports, Kirstein's warehouse file. A stack of nightmares, growing by the hour.

Then—without a word—he stepped forward and unlocked Erwin's shackles. Then Hange's. Then Levi's.

"Don't make me regret this," he muttered, eyes lingering on Erwin.

He turned to the soldier by the door. "Get them their gear. Any MP who volunteers rides with them. Now."

The man saluted and ran.

"You're not coming?" Hange asked.

Nile shook his head. "Someone has to hold this together. Explain things to the Premier. Contain the press. The mob's still screaming for Jaeger's head—and I'm about to let him walk out the door."

The others began moving.

"Erwin," Nile said, voice rough, cracked at the edge.

Erwin paused at the threshold.

"Just stop them. Before whatever they unleash makes this look like a mercy."

Erwin nodded once, then shut the door behind them.

Nile stood alone, staring down at the sketch pinned to his desk—the face of a titan embedded in the wall, unmoving. Watching.

They had already seen three—exposed by the damage Leonhart and Wolf had left behind.

They'd been living with monsters. Not just outside the walls… but inside them, all along.

And the people still had no idea.

His hands wouldn't stop shaking.

God help us all.


Annie's titan form stumbled, steam venting from joints that can no longer hold. The rhythmic thunder of footfalls became erratic, then stopped. They were in farmland now, far enough from Stohess that the walls were just a smudge on the horizon.

The Female Titan dropped to one knee, then both. Steam billowed up in great clouds as the titan began to dissolve. Anja's grip loosened involuntarily - the flesh beneath her fingers losing substance, muscle fibers unraveling into vapor.

She slid down the evaporating shoulder, landing hard in mud. Her legs gave way, and she caught herself on her left hand the right useless clinging to her side.

Through the steam, she could barely catch a glimpse of her.

She emerged from the nape. Blonde hair plastered to her skull.

Anja's mind stopped.

The steam cleared in wisps, revealing Annie, her body detaching from the weakened flesh with ease, skin peeling away in places like silk. She descended the steaming corpse in one fluid motion.

Anja didn't move. Stayed in the mud, half-submerged, lungs stuck on the inhale.

Annie wouldn't look at her.

Burned sinew framed her face like remnants of a mask—red tendrils clung to her jaw, her cheeks, the sharp slope beneath her eyes. The shape of her titan still marked her, etched in raw muscle that hadn't fully receded.

"Annie…"

The name scraped out of her throat. Annie's hand twitched, half-reaching toward her, then froze in the air. Retreated.

Say something. Say anything.

"I… Please tell me what they said about you is wrong… Please, I know you didn't want to hurt anyone… Please."

Still, Annie wouldn't meet her eyes. Her face turned away, shoulders hunched.

"No… No. You didn't…"

The words came out warped, as if spoken underwater. This wasn't real. Couldn't be.

"Tell me why?!"

Her body moved before thought—left hand seizing Annie's collar. The right hand twitched uselessly, phantom fingers digging into air. The momentum knocked them both down, Anja landing on top, breath heaving, her fist shaking Annie violently.

"Why?!"

Each word tore its way out like broken glass.

"You betrayed us!"

Her fist connected with Annie's jaw—barely—but pain shot up her arm anyway. She didn't stop. Couldn't. Her body remembered something primal,rage, grief, abandonment.

But already the blows were faltering. Her strength going. Her body, broken.

Annie didn't fight back. Didn't even raise a hand. Just let the hits come silently.

"Fight back!" Anja screamed.

"I'm sorry." A single tear clung to Annie's cheek, trembling there before falling. Then another. Soon they streaked through the grime and burn scars, a quiet, uncontrolled surrender.

"I'm so sorry." Steam curled faintly from where her skin had begun to mend.

Anja's shouts collapsed into choking sobs. Her hand dropped against Annie's chest, fingers trembling.

"You don't get to do this," Anja whispered, voice raw. She grabbed Annie's face with her good hand and forced eye contact.

"Tell me at least you had a reason. Say something. Did I—was it all just…"

A lie?

She couldn't finish it. Couldn't form the shape of the words around what she'd lost.

Annie's reply came brittle, half-swallowed. "There's no good reason."

Worse than silence.

"I'm not from inside the walls," she said, and her voice gained strength by losing hope. "I came here with a mission. We… we had to break the walls."

A beat. No apology. Just the shape of history reasserting itself.

"I didn't know you when Shiganshina fell. I didn't think about the families, the lives crushed. I couldn't afford to. I just wanted to go home."

Shiganshina.

The name detonated in her mind like a flare. Her mother. Heinrik. The earth shaking. The light. The dust. The screams.

Annie had been there.

Her mind reeled—tried to construct some lie to shield itself—but the ground beneath it had already given way.

She was part of it.
She helped make that happen.


Her hand slipped from Annie's face. Not sharply—just weakened, lost. As if her body, on its own, needed space to process the blow.

Anja didn't feel her limbs anymore. Just the pressure behind her ribs, the slow inward collapse.

"You were there…" she said, but her lips barely moved.
"You did that."

Who was this?

Was she ever her? Was any of it real?


"I should've stayed away from you," Annie said, eyes fixed on the sky. "I let myself… I let myself care when I had no right."

Her voice was cracking now. Fraying.

"I didn't want this. Any of this. I just wanted it to end. But I couldn't…"

Anja wasn't hearing her anymore. Not really. Her mutilated hand hovered in her sightline.

When had that happened?

She couldn't remember. Couldn't even feel it properly. Only the ghost‑ache, the trembling in her core that spread outward.

"I'm sorry," Annie said, barely audible. "For lying. For letting you get hurt. For not keeping you safe from all this."

Anja was staring at the ground, but not seeing it.

"What have I done?" she murmured.

What have we…

In the corner of Anja's vision, barely visible through tears, Heinrik or it, she couldn't tell, sat on a broken fence. Watching.

You know don't you?

Mikasa's blade—cold, merciless. Armin's eyes, unreadable as he walked her into a trap. Eren's fury. Hange's disappointment.

Monster. Traitor. Murderer.

They were right.

They'd always been right.


"There's nothing left now…"

The words barely escaped her, a whisper pulled from the bottom of her heart. Her eye blurred with tears.

She collapsed into herself like wet cloth, limbs folding in as if her strings had been cut. Body shaking. Sobs tearing through her chest. Each one stabbed her broken ribs. Everything inside her was shrapnel.

She didn't hear Annie move—only felt it. A soft shift in the mud. Then a knee settling beside her. A hand hovered, uncertain. Then two arms—hesitant, unsteady—gently draped around her shoulders like a blanket being placed, not worn.

Anja flinched—just once. A full-body spasm. But it ended as quickly as it came. She didn't pull 't.

Her limbs remained limp, collapsed in the mud. Her brain registered only fragments,warmth. Familiarity. Hands she remembered from what felt like another life.

"I know," Annie whispered. "There's no explanation that makes this right. No reason that justifies any of it."

Then—slowly, carefully—her arms began to shift. Not squeezing, not clinging. Just moving around Anja's torso in increments. Like trying to lift a shattered doll without letting any pieces fall apart. She eased Anja's upper body from the mud, just enough to stop her from drowning in it, then let her settle against her chest.

Her hold tightened by degrees, not enough to restrain. Not even close.

"I never wanted you to get hurt," she said, voice fraying. "It's all my fault."

Some small, buried instinct in Anja tried to protest—No, you chose this, didn't you? But the words drowned before they surfaced.

"I'm here now," Annie said, almost silent. "You're not alone."

Anja didn't answer. Couldn't. But her body responded anyway—leaning into the hold, letting her weight sag into Annie's shoulder. Letting herself tremble. Letting the sobs return, quieter now.

What else was there?

"We'll figure this out," Annie said, so softly the wind almost stole it away. "Somehow. I promise."

For a time, there was nothing but the weakening rain. It lessened to a drizzle, then to a fine mist that settled on their skin like a shroud. The world had shrunk to this muddy patch of earth.

Anja's sobs had subsided, leaving only the hollow, shuddering breaths of their aftermath. Her mind, for the first time in days, felt terrifyingly quiet. It was silent. All those bad memories were distant echoes. There was only the cold seeping in from the mud below and the small patch of warmth where she was held.

It was Annie who stirred first, a slow shift of her weight. Not to pull away, but to look up at the sky. The clouds were breaking. Tears washing mud and blood from their skin, Annie's hands stayed steady—anchoring her to something that hadn't shattered yet.


Upstairs, Sasha sat at a table by the window, forehead pressed to the glass, watching clouds drift over the too-quiet courtyard. Beside her, a quiet game of chess between Reiner and Bertholdt played out—the soft clack of pieces marking time. Across the room, Ymir sprawled across two chairs while Christa perched beside her, murmuring something that made Ymir smirk. A few other recruits lingered nearby, talking in low voices or nodding off—but no one paid Sasha any mind.

A letter sat folded in her pocket.

She wasn't sure if she'd send it. Or if she'd go herself.

She'd already told Connie's family what happened. Months ago, when Trost was still smoke and rubble, she'd made the trip. Told them he died a hero. That it was quick. A mercy. She didn't mention the blood. How he...

She'd gone back a few times. They were close, just a ways south.
Close enough to be convenient. Too close to forget.

His little brother Martin had Connie's grin. His sister Sunny always asked when "Miss Sasha" would visit again. And every time, it scraped something raw.

Maybe she'd stop by again. Just check in.
But the thought of seeing their faces... it was like bracing for a wound.
They made her smile. And that smile made her want to cry.

She hadn't visited her own family. Not in years.

Her village wasn't far either—but it never felt close.

They remembered too much.
The weird hunter's daughter. The one who spoke funny. Who hoarded food during the famine and never said sorry.

She hadn't forgotten either. The flood of refugees after Maria fell. The storehouses running dry. The game in the forest vanishing like smoke.

People got desperate. Some stole traps. Others stole meat. A few just stared at her family's cabin like they were counting how long they'd last.

Hunger teaches you things.
To move quiet. To eat fast.
To eat whenever you can.
To hide food where no one else can smell it.

The ache of it never really left.
Neither did the way the others looked at her. Like she was wrong.

The day she left for the military, plenty made it clear she wasn't welcome to return.

"You planning to fog up that whole window?"

Sasha turned. Ymir was reclining in a lazy sprawl, legs hooked over the chair beside her, Christa still balanced close.

"Just thinkin'."

"Dangerous habit." Ymir stretched like a cat. "Speaking of dangerous, what do you think those two are whispering about?" She nodded toward the veterans near the door. "Henning's been making eyes at Lynne all week."

"Ymir!" Christa swatted her arm. "They're discussing patrol routes."

"Sure," Ymir said dryly, smirking. "Definitely patrol routes. That's why he keeps brushing her elbow."

Reiner looked up from the chessboard.

"Don't you think it's strange?"

Bertholdt glanced at him, concern flickering.

"What, Henning's hopeless crush?" Ymir asked. "She could stand there in uniform doing nothing and still turn heads."

"No, I mean…" Reiner's frown deepened. "We've been stuck here with nothing to do. No drills. No orders. But they're fully geared. Like they're waiting for something."

Bertholdt slid a piece across the board. "Maybe they're just on edge. After what happened in the expedition."

Reiner shook his head. "The Survey Corps doesn't do cautious. Not like this."

Ymir leaned in slightly, voice dropping to a whisper. "You know, you're right. It does feel off. The way they're watching us, the way no one says why…"

She paused, her eyes wide with mock seriousness.

"…They're probably afraid one of us is gonna turn into a titan and eat the rest."

She burst out laughing.

"—oof!" Christa elbowed her, giggling. "Someone's gonna take you seriously."

Reiner's jaw twitched. Bertholdt didn't look up from the board.

Christa turned to Reiner, trying to reset the tone. "Maybe they're giving us a break because we're new?"

Reiner didn't smile. "Before this, they had us training like our lives depended on it. Now nothing? Just sitting around? Doesn't feel like a break."

Christa's smile faltered. "Well… when you put it that way…but I…"

Sasha turned back to the window, only half-listening. Her family's land was just an hour's ride north. Her father would be checking trap lines about now. Her mother preserving vegetables for winter.

Connie's folks were probably tending the fields. Stockpiling for winter…

A low sound cut through her thoughts. Rhythmic. Heavy. Familiar in the worst way.

"Was that your stomach?" Ymir asked. "Because I swear, Sasha, we just—"

"Shh." Sasha pressed harder against the glass.

There it was again. Not thunder. Not her.

Footsteps.

Massive ones. Many.

Her hunter's instincts screamed before her mind caught up.

"Titans." The word barely made it past Sasha's lips.

Reiner turned toward her, puzzled. "What?"

"Titans!"

Sasha's voice cracked across the room like a whip. Everyone flinched.

A veteran leaning against the far wall looked up, frowning. "Hey, relax Braus. That's not funny—"

The door burst open, slamming back against the wall. Miche filled the frame, winded and grim. The stink of horse sweat clung to him—and something else beneath it. Fear.

"Multiple titans approaching from the south."

For a heartbeat, no one moved.

Then—

"Shit!"

"That's impossible—"

"How many?" asked the short-haired woman already moving across the room.

"Too many," Miche snapped. "Everyone outside. Mount up. Now!"

The woman didn't wait for acknowledgment—she was already pounding down the stairs. "I'll get Petra!"

Chairs scraped back. Boots hit stone. Ymir yanked Christa to her feet.

"Are you insane?" she barked. "We don't even have our gear!"

"No time," Miche shouted. "They'll be here in minutes."

Sasha's breath caught in her throat. "My family—they're just north of here. I need to warn them!"

But even as she said it, her mind jumped ahead. South.

Connie's village was south.


They spilled out into the courtyard. Horses were already being saddled, reins thrown loose as soldiers moved on instinct. Orders rang through the air.

Squad Leader Miche vaulted onto his horse. "Listen up!" he bellowed. "Once we're clear of the base, we split into four groups. Each group covers nearby settlements. Recruits pair with veterans. Warn the civilians send them toward Wall Sina. Do not engage the enemy!"

No one waited. The gate yawned open. Boots hit stirrups. In a rush of motion and muscle, they galloped out—tight formation, wheels kicking dust and disbelief into the air. Some glanced back only once, eyes wide, faces pale. The world had shifted.

As they rode, Miche shouted again—voice carrying above the thunder of hooves.

"If anyone knows the lay of the land—speak now!"

Sasha tugged hard on her reins and leaned forward. "Sir! I know the area well. But—" she hesitated, "Please, let me head south. Toward Ragako. I know people there. I have to make sure they're safe."

Miche gave a sharp nod. "Fine. But the villages in the titans' path come first. Once they're clear, you can go."

The woman with the close-cropped hair—pulled up alongside Miche, squinting toward the tree line. "They're moving faster than expected. If they angle east, they'll cut us off."

Miche narrowed his eyes. "Damn it."

He scanned the formation.

"We split now! Four groups—spread out. Don't bunch up, don't stop, remember my not engage! Just warn the towns and keep moving!"

Miche turned his horse toward the advancing titans.

"I'll buy you some time!"

"Sir!" someone called. "Going alone's suicide!"

Miche didn't look back. "I gave you an order. GO!"

They broke in all directions—hooves pounding against dirt as the soldiers split into separate groups, fanning out toward nearby villages.

Two riders pulled up alongside Sasha, falling into pace. Reiner on one side, Bertholdt on the other.

"South's where they're coming from, isn't it?" Reiner asked, voice level.

Sasha nodded once..

"Family?"

She shook her head. "Connie's. His family lives there."

Reiner's eyes scanned the treeline ahead. "Then we're going with you."

Bertholdt gave a small nod. "You can count on us."

Sasha rode harder, wind stinging her face, chest heavy with everything unsaid.

She'd get there. She had to.

Somewhere behind them, another group veered off toward the north.

"Is he gonna be alright?" a voice asked—one of the recruits near Nanaba.

Gelgar's answer came without pause. "That man's second only to Captain Levi. He's not dying today."

But Sasha saw the look exchanged between the veterans—tight, grim, wordless.

They meant what they said.
But they weren't sure.

As the thundering of hooves stretched out ahead, Sasha stole a glance toward the horizon.

Please, she prayed, let some of them make it. Let Connie's family have run. Let my father have seen them coming.


Miche's blades sang through titan flesh. Steam hissed around him as the second one fell, its carcass collapsing near the perimeter. He'd dismounted earlier, using the trees and the walls around HQ for height and leverage. It had worked—so far.

A few titans still lingered nearby—scattered, slow. One paced just beyond the clearing below, another pawed idly at the base of the watchtower. None had a line to reach him.

He drew a sharp breath, eyes sweeping the treeline.

That should be enough. Most of the groups would be in the clear by now.

Time to move. Regroup before nightfall.

Once the civilians were safe, the next task was clear.

Find the breach.

Movement.

His eyes snapped to it.

That titan again.

Seventeen meters. Fur-covered. Arms too long.

It lumbered between corpses without attacking—didn't feel like the others. Didn't move like them either.

The thing paused mid-stride. Head tilted. Watching.

Miche's grip tightened.

Just another abnormal. Big. Strange. He could avoid it. He just had to make it back.

He whistled sharply.

His horse turned at once, trotting toward him.

Miche was already calculating the route back when the Beast moved.

Fast. Too fast. The horse screamed as massive fingers closed around it like a child grabbing a toy. The titan turned towards him.

What—

He barely leapt aside before his mount was hurled like a cannonball. It clipped his leg mid-air—something snapped—and the rooftop vanished beneath him. He slammed into the ground, breath gone, pain knifing through his thigh. The world tilted. He was still reeling when shadow fell over him.

A small titan had closed the distance. Its hand clamped around his leg like a vise—then came the teeth. He screamed—pure panic, raw and useless—but just as suddenly, the pressure stopped.

"Wait."

The word rumbled from that beastly titan's throat. Deep. Articulate. Impossible.

He froze. Pain fogged his vision. Had he imagined it? A titan… speaking?

It smiled with too-human satisfaction.

The beast hunched before him, eyeing him with an uncanny curiousity.

The small titan's jaw clamped down again. Agony tore through his leg—

"You must not have heard me," the Beast said calmly. "I told you to wait."

Its hand closed around the offending titan's head—and crushed it like rotten fruit. Blood sprayed in a wide arc across the grass. The body collapsed backward as Miche dropped to the ground, his legs a mangled ruin. Red spilled over a patch of violet wildflowers, petals snapping under his weight.

He stared upward, dazed, into yellow eyes gleaming with uncanny focus.

"May I ask," the Beast said, its voice almost curious, "what is that weapon of yours?"

It gestured lazily toward Miche's waist.

"That thing that allows you to fly."

Miche tried to speak, but nothing came out—

The Beast tilted its head. "Perhaps you are too frightened to formulate a response?"

Its gaze shifted lower, toward the blades scattered on the grass. One of its long fingers traced the air above them.

"I noticed you also use swords."

It crouched slightly, it's fingers descending over him.

"Fascinating,"

Miche's breath caught as the Beast's hand hovered near his face. But it didn't strike. Instead, it grasped the metal of his gear, plucking it from him with a mechanical click.

"Suppose I'll just take it back with me."

It rose and began to walk away. The ground trembled under its retreating steps.

Miche's hand twitched.

He reached for his swords.

I have to stop it. I can't let that thing reach anyone else.

He let out a ragged scream—more instinct than strategy.

Behind him, the Beast paused. Without turning, it spoke again.

"Ah, right. You're permitted to move now."

The still titans responded instantly.

They surged.

Miche swung once—twice—cutting flesh, screaming as he did. But it was hopeless. One caught his arm. Another gripped his back. His blades slipped from his hands.

For a breathless moment, he thrashed.

Then the fear hit him—raw and absolute.

His voice cracked as he cried out, "Please—stop!"

Screams tore through the trees—then fell silent.

Blood soaked the ground, seeping into crushed wildflowers. The violet petals wilted, drowning in red.


Anja knelt beside a cluster of violet wildflowers. Some were strangely withered, their petals black at the edges, as if burned by invisible fire. She touched one gently with her left hand, watched it crumble between her fingers.

Across from her, the shadow of Heinrik stood half-veiled in the treeline—silent, motionless. He mimicked her gesture, crouching as if to touch the same dying bloom. She didn't acknowledge him.

"Anja?"

Annie's voice was soft, careful. Like she was afraid Anja might break again if pressed too hard.

"I'm coming."

Annie stood a few paces off. Despite the exhaustion, despite everything, they hadn't stopped moving. Now, they both wore their cloaks drawn close, hoods low. Both had removed their insignias.

"It's safe to move," Annie said. "Patrol just passed. I'm sure they won't circle back for at least an hour."

There was no fear in her tone. Just certainty—like she knew exactly how long they had.
Anja didn't ask.

They walked together, Annie deliberately matching Anja's slower pace. The silence between them wasn't empty—it was dense. Full of things neither knew how to say.

"We're making good time," Annie said quietly. "Won't be long before we reach the wall."

Anja gave a faint nod, eyes forward. Nothing in her posture invited more.

Annie hesitated, then asked, "Are you okay?"

Her gaze flicked to Anja's bandaged hand, guilt bleeding through her expression.

"Yeah." Anja tried for a smile. "Don't worry about it. Stopped bleeding hours ago."

They resumed walking, but the atmosphere had shifted. Lighter somehow.

"Annie?"

"Hmm?"

"What does the sea look like?"

Annie actually smiled—small but genuine. "Where did that come from?"

"I just... Well you said you come from outside… Armin used to talk about it all the time said it was somewhere out there. This huge body of water with no walls, no borders. It sounded like freedom."

Annie's expression softened further. "It's big. Bigger than you can imagine. Stretches past the horizon and keeps going."

Anja's voice was quiet, uncertain. "What color is it?"

"It depends." Annie seemed to consider. "Sometimes green like... like spring grass. Sometimes gray. Where I'm from, it's deep blue. So deep sometimes it looks black."

Anja's eye was distant, it felt hard to picture but... "Sounds beautiful."

"It is. Cold, though. Colder than you'd expect." Annie's voice warmed. "But the sand is warm. Gets between your toes. And the sound... waves just keep coming. Never stops. It's... It sounds peaceful."

"You miss it?"

"I... I haven't thought about it... But… Yeah, I think so."

They walked in companionable quiet for a moment before Anja spoke again, softer.

"I don't know if I should go with you. What if—"

"Hey." Annie stopped again, reaching out to touch Anja's shoulder carefully. "You're coming with me. That's final."

"But your people—"

"Let me worry about that. When we get there, just let me do the talking."
She offered a faint smile—steady, but her fingers tensed slightly at her side. "Trust me. It'll be fine."

Anja nodded, something loosening in her chest. "You've been trying to get back to your dad all this time, haven't you?"

Annie didn't answer, but her shoulders dipped—just slightly.

Anja's hand drifted to her throat before she even noticed. Fingers touched bare skin, and only then did she realize what she was reaching for.

"Your pendant," Annie said. "Where is it?"

Anja's fingertips lingered on her collarbone. "They took it. Said they needed to study it. Hange thought maybe it was connected to..." She gestured vaguely at herself. "Whatever's wrong with me."

Annie's jaw tightened, but she didn't slow her pace. "It was your brother's."

"Yeah." The word came out small. "Stupid, but I keep reaching for it. Like he's still…"

"It's not stupid." Annie's gaze dropped for a second as her fingers brushed the ring on her hand—simple, worn, clearly well-handled. "I do the same."

They kept walking, the silence no longer awkward but weighted with something unspoken.

Then Annie reached into her pack. "I almost forgot."

She pulled out a ring—silver-toned, worn at the edges, with a faint etching of two crossed keys nearly smoothed away.

"This... someone gave this to me in Stohess. Doctor Weiss. He said you'd need it. I think... maybe it was from your family." She hesitated. "I was going to send it to you, but… never got the chance."

Anja blinked. "My family? Who—?"

"I don't know. He just said you should have it." Annie took Anja's good hand and placed the ring gently in her palm. "Maybe he thought it'd help."

Anja turned it over. The metal felt old. Familiar, somehow. But there were no markings she could read. Just the faint trace of time.

"I don't have a chain," Annie said, rummaging in her pack. "Can I see it again for a second?"

Anja handed it back without a word. Annie found a leather cord, threaded the ring through it, then offered it to Anja.

"Here," she said simply.

Anja slipped it over her head, the ring resting just above her collarbone.

"It's not the same," Annie added. "But..."

The ring settled lightly against Anja's chest.

Anja's voice came soft. "Thank you."

"Don't." Annie didn't look away. Her eyes held Anja's, steady but heavy. "You can thank me once you're safe. Not for this."

Annie's fingers tightened around hers for just a moment. When she looked back, her eyes were bright.

"Come on," she said softly. "We should keep moving. The sea is still a long way out."

They walked on together, the ring warm against Anja's chest. For a few moments, she almost forgot they were fugitives. It felt like peace—fragile, borrowed, but real. Just two girls walking south, talking about the ocean, carrying small kindnesses into the growing dark.

Behind them, the withered flowers crumbled in the wind.

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Note: Hey guys! Thank you for your patience. I know it's been a while but the story never left my mind. As always, I appreciate every reader still walking this road with Anja. Hope you enjoyed the chapter!
 
33 - A Cage of Living Bars New
Chapter XXXIII: A Cage of Living Bars


The fields lay quiet beneath a pale gray sky. Wind moved through the grass, but nothing else stirred—no birds, no insects, no distant barking. Only hooves thudding soft in the dirt, tack creaking.

Petra kept her right hand steady on the reins and used her left forearm to brace the leather against the saddle horn. The strap bit against the bandaged stump. She forced her shoulders down, kept her posture straight. Her gear felt clumsy, only the grip on her right hip answered now, its trigger tension still unfamiliar.

Miche's orders had been plain: warn, guide, retreat. Don't engage unless you have to. Don't waste blades, don't waste gas. There was no resupply waiting, only what they carried and whatever they could scavenge from abandoned homes.

She found herself counting. One flare on her. Two on Lynne. Gelgar had extra rounds for the signal gun. Everyone still had canteens. Their horses were still under them.

For now.

They'd warned a few towns on their way south, spotted titans only from a distance—slow silhouettes on the plains, too far to hear. They hadn't been chased. Pure chance.

Every minute of this quiet made her wonder how many had already slipped inside Wall Rose.

"It's too damn quiet…" Gelgar muttered.

Sasha Braus rode point, posture rigid. The girl claimed she knew the back roads, but Petra saw the desperation in her shoulders. Braus had been steering them toward Ragako from the start, begging to check on the family of a dead recruit.

"Sasha," Petra called, voice scratching her dry throat. "How far?"

"Past the hill." Sasha didn't look back.

Soon they crested the low ridge and the village came into view.

Three houses at the northern edge had been crushed inward, roofs caved like eggshells. A wooden watchtower lay scattered across the road in pieces no larger than a child's fist. Massive circular depressions pockmarked the main street, filled with yesterday's rainwater that reflected the gray sky like dead eyes.

No bodies. No signs of struggle beyond the raw destruction itself.

Gelgar reined in beside her. "They came through here. Don't get sloppy."

"I don't see any from here…" Lynne's voice was tight.

"All right," Gelgar said, pitching his voice to carry. "Open up the formation. Don't rush in. Remember we're—"

Sasha snapped her reins and surged ahead.

"Braus!" Petra lifted her hand on instinct.

The girl didn't look back.

"I'm going after her." Gelgar kicked his horse into a gallop. Two recruits followed—Braun and Hoover.

Behind Petra, the recruits' mounts sidestepped nervously, mirroring riders who kept looking to Petra's back for the next command.

"Stay back in the field." Petra said, her voice dropping to a flat, command. "No one enters until we signal. If something comes out, you don't chase. You fire red and fall back. Understand?"

The recruit nodded too fast. "Yes, ma'am."

"Good. I'm not losing anyone else today." She spurred her horse toward the village. "Lynne. With me."


The silence was worse inside. A cart stood half-turned in the lane, one wheel broken. Tools lay scattered in yards. An axe wedged into a chopping block, clean and unused.

Her stump brushed the empty space on her left hip. The harness sat wrong without the left grip—usable, but always pulling her off-center.

At a glance, the place looked deserted. A home near the square had been stepped through, roof collapsed, walls bowed outward. The massive footprints led deeper into the village, then scattered, as if the titans had wandered aimlessly before moving on.

No trampled bodies. No smashed carts with human remains.

It looked like the villagers had simply vanished—or been taken so completely there was nothing left.

Clack.

A sound from behind a house. The metallic clack snapped her focus. Her blade cleared its sheath before the echo died.

A low growl vibrated through the air.

She moved around the corner, blade lowered.

Just a dog.

It was tethered to a post near the smithy—thin and scruffy, thick gray coat dust-matted. Its snout was long and sharp with a pale white smear over one eye. It threw its weight against the rope, collar digging into its neck, choking itself in a frenzy to escape.

But it wasn't growling at her. It faced the back of the village, hackles raised, pulling away as if trying to break its own neck to get away from whatever lay deeper in the settlement.

"Shh... easy..." Petra murmured.

She approached carefully. The animal didn't even look at her. Its amber eyes were rolled back in terror, fixed on something unseen.

She cut the rope with a quick slice. The dog didn't linger. It tore past her, claws scrabbling at the dirt, and bolted.

Petra watched it go. The village behind her had gotten quieter.

She followed the direction it had been staring. Past empty yards. Past doors left swinging in the gentle wind. Past a child's toy cart overturned in the dust.

At the end of the lane sat a barn with a sagging roofline. A stable beside it.

She heard nervous stamping from the stable. Hooves clattering against wood.

Petra reached the stable door first. Eight horses shifted in their stalls, ears pinned back, eyes showing white. Their water troughs were almost dry.

"They left their horses?"

The voice behind her made her spin, blade coming up.

Lynne. Weapons drawn, moving quietly. "My side was clear. Place looks empty."

"I found livestock," Petra said. "Horses, eight of them."

Lynne counted the stalls under her breath. "Don't think this place would have much more."

The horses pressed to the far wall of each stall, trembling.

"Poor things," Lynne murmured. "They're terrified."

Lynne took a step toward the barn door, voice dropping to a whisper. "Think someone's still here?"

Petra moved past her. "If people ran, they'd take horses first. Cover me."

As they approached, a smell leaked through the cracks in the wood. It hit her like a physical blow—not the coppery smell of blood, but something sweeter, thicker. The smell of fruit left to rot in the sun, mixed with the sharp sting of something metallic.

Petra pushed the door open.

Carrion birds exploded from the rafters, wings hammering as they fled. For a heartbeat the inside looked normal—sacks, crates, tools—then her eyes adjusted.

"Ugh," Lynne muttered, waving her hand. "What's that stench?"

Light filtered through gaps in the roof, illuminating dust motes hanging stagnant in the air. The floor was a graveyard of small things.

Rats and sparrows lay in heaps near the blackened grain sacks.

Petra took a step closer, boot crunching on something brittle.

The carcasses were wrong.

A rat lay near her boot—stiff, rigor mortis long set, but bloated. Thick, black, viscous fluid leaked from its eyes and mouth, pooling in the dirt. Not blood. Like tar. It shimmered in the low light, oily and dead.

"In my town," Lynne's voice came through, muffled, "we put poison down around stores before winter." She nudged a rat with her boot. It rolled, too light. "I think they overdid it... by a lot."

"No flies. No maggots," Lynne said, fighting her gag reflex. "Should be crawling."

Petra stopped breathing. The scent dragged her backward.

Oluo's cry as Gunther fell. His blade cutting into Anja's shoulder.

"Traitor!"

The wet tearing of flesh. Anja pinning Oluo down. Her teeth finding his throat. And that black liquid... seeping from Anja's mouth into his wounds, mixing with the red, turning the forest floor into a nightmare.


The smell inside the barn wasn't just rot.

It was the smell of her.

The room spun. The black puddles seemed to widen, reaching for her boots.

She barely made it outside before she retched, bending double, heaving bile onto the dry earth.

"Petra!" Lynne's hand was on her shoulder.

"Don't touch the corpses!" Petra gasped, wiping her mouth, stumbling away from the barn. "Don't touch anything in there!"

Lynne stepped out behind her, face pale. "Relax, I wasn't planning on it. Come on, we need to clear-"

A scream tore through the village.

Sasha.



They found Sasha at the far edge of Ragako, kneeling in the dirt before a cottage that had been crushed inward. Braun crouched beside her. Hoover stood back, staring at the dirt between his boots.

A titan lay sprawled over the wreckage.

Small. Its limbs wasted—atrophied sticks of bone wrapped in pale skin. It lay on its back, pinned by the roof beams, arms splayed helplessly. Blonde hair matted to its scalp. Mouth hung open, saliva stringing from slack lips.

It was staring at the girl.

"What happened?" Petra's voice was a rasp. She kept her distance, blade ready.

"They're gone," Sasha choked out. "Connie's family... everyone..."

"Hey, we don't know that," Braun said, voice steady, gentle. But Petra saw his hand resting on Sasha's shoulder, fingers digging in too hard, knuckles white. "There are no bodies, Sasha. They probably left."

Petra circled the creature slowly. One beam ran through its thigh. No blood, just slick tissue and thin steam leaking off the wound.

"I don't think it can walk. How did it even get here?"

Gelgar's voice came from behind. "Could be an abnormal, or it got pinned after it fell in. Either way, don't get close."

Petra stared at the titan's belly, thin as stretched cloth. It didn't look like it could eat anything.

Its eyes glistened. Wet. Almost human.

It opened its mouth.

The sound was wet, gurgled, like rocks grinding together at the bottom of a well. The jaw worked uselessly, cartilage clicking, tongue lolling heavy and thick.

Guh... ah...

"Did it just..." Gelgar's hand locked onto his grip. The color vanished from his face. "Is it trying to talk?"

Nobody moved. The sound hung in the air — that wet, grinding, almost-shape of a word — and nobody moved.

"We're losing daylight," Petra said. Her voice came out wrong. She said it again. "We're losing daylight here. Let's move."

Gelgar shifted his weight. "Right... We're halfway to the wall. Let's move before it gets dark. Everyone mount up."

"Come on, Sasha. We're leaving." Petra grabbed Sasha's arm and hauled her up.

"But-" Sasha's eyes were wild. "If they're moving north... I have to check my village. My family is to the north."

"We can't. Mission goes first, Braus. We still have towns to warn, and we have to locate the breach. Another team is warning the northern sector."

"But my family-"

"We're soldiers!" Petra's voice snapped across the ruined street like a whip. She saw Braun flinch, a crack in his composure that vanished as quickly as it appeared. "It's our duty. Everyone behind us is counting on us to do our job. We don't get to stop. Not now."

Sasha wiped her face with the back of her hand. Nodded once. Didn't speak.

Braun helped her onto her horse. Hoover was already walking toward the mounts, shoulders tight.

Petra turned her horse.

The titan was still watching them. Mouth hung open in a silent scream.

A tear rolled down its cheek.


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They'd been moving for more than a day now.

Anja knew because she'd watched two sunrises blur into existence through an eye that wouldn't quite focus anymore. The first from a roadside ditch where they'd pressed themselves flat against cold mud while a patrol passed. The second from inside a culvert that smelled like rust and death, Annie's hand clamped over her mouth to muffle her ragged breathing.

They'd tried to circle back toward Trost twice. Both times, Annie had pulled them away at the last moment, reading something in the patrol patterns that Anja's exhausted mind couldn't process.

Annie's hand dipped into her backpack. She pulled out a small notebook wrapped in cloth, edges softened from being opened too many times. She flipped it open without stopping, thumb sliding down tight lines of pencil—times, routes, changes marked in short, ugly shorthand.

Anja caught a glimpse of crude maps, a few names crossed out hard enough to tear the paper.

Annie snapped it shut the moment Anja looked too long.

"Too many," Annie whispered. "And they're not moving like search parties. They're moving like they're waiting for us to walk into a trap."

So they'd kept moving. South and west. Staying off roads. Sleeping in snatches that felt more like drowning than rest.

They kept their cloaks, the cloth plain green where insignias should have been. Annie was down to a hoodie over boots and trousers; Anja had stolen layers and no jacket. The harness sat under it all, stripped to quiet essentials: no blades, no loose metal, just gas and hooks to make it over the wall.

Her clothes still smelled like drainage ditch mud and something fouler, something chemical that made Anja's stomach turn when the wind shifted wrong. Her boots squelched with every step, leather softening and splitting at the seams.

Annie wasn't looking any better. Shadows under her eyes dark enough to be bruises. Hair matted with sweat and dirt. But she moved with the same efficiency she always had, scanning treelines, counting minutes between patrols with a precision that Anja found both comforting and terrifying.

Had she done this before, run like this?

The thought came and she walked through it. Later. She could think about what that meant later.

Right now, she just had to keep moving forward.

The hills leveled out near a treeline, revealing rooftops below. Faded planks. Small fences. A tilted well near the center. No smoke. No movement.

Annie crouched beside her behind a low ridge, scanning through the long grass. "No soldiers. No one on watch."

Anja tried to focus on the village, but the edges of her vision kept swimming. The horizon bowed. She blinked, and the treeline snapped back into rigid, violent focus.

"Through the wheat," Annie said. "Low. Let the stalks hide you."

Anja nodded. Started to stand.

The ground swerved sideways.

Annie's hand caught her elbow, steadying her. "Easy."

"I'm fine."

Annie's grip tightened. "When's the last time you slept?"

"I'm fine," she repeated.

Annie's gaze flicked from Anja's trembling knees to the sweat beading at her hairline, lingering on the dirty bandage over her missing eye.

"Come on," Annie said finally. "If you go down, I'll drag you. Don't make me."

They moved down the slope, keeping to the wheat rows. Left. Right. Left. She counted the boot-falls, locking out the burn in her lungs

The wheat changed as they pushed through it. First yellowed, then gray, then brittle and brown underfoot. Near the village edge, entire rows had withered—stalks curled inward, blackened at the base in uneven patches that spread like rot.

Anja brushed one of the dead stalks. It crumbled between her fingers, leaving a faint slickness on her fingertips, like sap gone bad.

"Blight?" she whispered.

Annie spared a quick glance at the dead crops. "Keep moving."


The village streets told a clearer story. Doors stood wide open, creaking softly in the wind. Deep wheel-ruts marked the road where carts had been loaded and driven away in haste. The ruts weren't random—two parallel grooves, deep and straight, as if the carts had lined up and rolled out one after another.

And there were tracks beside them: many footprints, packed close, mostly in the same direction.

No signs of violence.

Just absence.

"Everyone's gone," Annie said quietly. "Not long ago."

"You think they ran because of us?" Anja's voice was a dry rasp that barely carried over the wind.

"No." Annie scanned the empty windows, the open doors. "They would have left someone behind. A watch. Something." She paused. "This is something else." Annie nodded toward the wheel ruts. "Those carts didn't flee. They left in a line."

They moved through the square, checking corners. The well stood untouched, bucket secured. A market stall had been stripped, only spoiled vegetables remained, their smell cloying in the still air.

No insects. That's what was missing. No flies on the rotting food. No bees in the wildflowers growing through cracks in the cobblestones.

Just silence and a faint smell of decay.

They found a larger house at the edge of the square—two stories, shutters painted blue, a carved lintel over the door that suggested wealth or at least comfort. The door stood ajar.

Annie pushed it open slowly, listening. She raised a hand to her lips, then slipped inside.

Anja followed.

Dust hung in shafts of afternoon light. A table set for a meal that never came. The hearth cold, though ashes still filled it. Whoever lived here had left in a hurry, but not in panic—the chairs were pushed in neatly, dishes stacked beside the sink.

Annie moved to the shelves, checking jars, testing weight. Always practical.

Anja stood in the middle of the room. Her legs trembled faintly. She locked her knees to hide it, teeth grinding.

"Sit down," Annie said without looking.

"I'm fine."

"You're shaking." Annie turned, holding a jar of something pickled. "Sit."

Anja found a chair. The chair groaned. Her locked joints gave way the second her weight hit the wood.

Annie set a hard roll on the table. "Eat. Try to rest."

Heinrik's voice slid in close, amused.

Back to your old habits. Slip through a door, take what isn't yours, run before the bill comes due.

The bread was stale, dense as a stone. Anja bit into it anyway. Her stomach cramped around it, suddenly aware of how empty it had been. She chewed slowly, forcing herself not to wolf it down, while Annie packed supplies into a canvas bag—grain, dried vegetables, salt.

Anja watched her work. Despite the tiredness in her face, there was no wasted movement.

How long have you been prepared for this?

The question sat heavy in her throat, but she didn't ask.

"Let me see your hand."

Anja looked down at her right hand. The stumps where three fingers used to be, wrapped in cloth that hadn't been changed in... she couldn't remember how long.

Annie crossed to her, crouched, took the hand gently between both of hers. Started unwrapping the bandage.

The cloth stuck to the wounds. Anja hissed as Annie peeled it away carefully, revealing—

Smooth skin.

No scab. No redness. Just… sealed over, pink and smooth, like weeks had passed.

Annie's hands went very still.

She stared at the stumps for a long moment. Then, slowly, she traced the edge of one stump with her thumb. Testing. Checking for inflammation.

Nothing.

"It's only been two days."

Annie's voice was quiet, but there was an edge to it Anja hadn't heard before. Not quite fear. Something sharper.

"You can't let anyone see that." It wasn't a warning—it was an order, clipped and immediate.

Her eyes flicked to Anja's face, then away. "If my people notice it, they won't kill you."

A beat.

"They'll cage you."

Annie swallowed, jaw tight. "And if they decide you're not worth keeping—" A pause, controlled. "Let me handle it. But you need to give them something. Anything. Don't give them a reason to think you're useless."

"I'll keep it wrapped. No one has to see it." Anja pulled her hand back, curling the remaining fingers into her palm. "I heal fast, you know that. And… I won't give them a reason."

"Not like this." Annie's eyes met hers, and there was something in them Anja couldn't name. Fear, maybe. Or recognition. "Anja, this isn't—"

"It doesn't matter." Anja stood abruptly, chair scraping. "I'm fine. We should get a move on before—"

"What did they do to you?"

The question hung in the air between them.

Annie hadn't moved from her crouch. She looked up at Anja with an expression that made something crack in Anja's chest, like she was looking at something broken and trying to figure out if it could be fixed.

"What did they do?" Annie asked again, quieter.

Anja turned away. Focused on the cold hearth, the scattered ash, anything but Annie's eyes.

In the corner of the room, Heinrik stood watching. Closer than usual. Close enough that she could see the individual threads in his uniform, the stubble on his jaw he'd never quite managed to shave smooth.

Look at me, it whispered.

"They did what they had to," Anja said, voice flat. Hollow.

"Anja—"

"They had to make sure I wouldn't hurt anyone else." The words came faster now, tumbling out before she could stop them. "And they were right. Things went wrong anyway. So whatever they did wasn't enough, was it?"

Silence.

Annie stood slowly, following Anja's gaze. She looked to the corner, saw nothing.

She set another roll on the table. A jar of pickled vegetables. "Have some more. You need it."

Anja took the food. Bit into the bread without tasting it. Felt Heinrik's gaze like a hand on the back of her neck, patient and unrelenting.

She can't help you, he whispered. But I can. You don't belong with them.

She didn't look. Wouldn't give him the satisfaction.

The air in the room thickened, pressing against the back of her skull until her teeth ached.


The town's stable was empty. Gates open, hay scattered across the floor. No horses.

"We keep moving, then," Annie said.

They followed the road south for speed, keeping to the treeline. The clouds had thickened, turning the light gray and flat. Anja focused on the rhythm of walking—left, right, left, right—and tried not to think about how much farther they had to go.

"What's it like?" she asked after a while.

Annie glanced at her. "What?"

"Your home. Where you grew up."

For a long moment, Annie didn't answer. Just kept walking.

"Growing up, there wasn't much to see," she said finally. "Lots of walls."

"Like here?"

"No. Nothing like here." Annie's voice was distant, like she was remembering something she'd tried to forget. "Much shorter. But everywhere. Around the streets. Around the buildings. Around us." She hesitated, like she'd already said too much.

"You learn the sound of gates when they open." she added. "Chains. Metal on metal. The kind of noise that means you're allowed to breathe again."

"When you said there were no titans where you're from…" Anja kept her voice low. "I didn't imagine it would be like that. Why lock yourselves up if you could live free?"

"In a way..." Annie's jaw tightened. "They're just scared of different monsters."

Anja absorbed that, tried to picture it—a place of walls within walls, fear layered on fear.

"Did you get to leave often?"

"Only when they needed us for something." The flatness in Annie's voice didn't invite a response.

"Then we were useful. Then they opened the gates. But it wasn't all bad."

After a beat, she added, almost grudging: "They sold sweet bread on the street. Warm. Real sugar."

A short, raspy exhale escaped Anja's throat. A smile threatened the corner of her mouth, fracturing the tension.

Annie's shoulders loosened by a fraction.

They walked without speaking for a while. The road curved around a hill, and the valley opened below them—fields stretching toward the gray line of Wall Rose in the distance.

Annie stopped.

Anja nearly walked into her. "What—"

"Don't move."

Anja followed Annie's gaze.

Across the valley. Near the horizon.

Shapes against the sky. Tall. Moving.

Titans.

Anja's breath caught. Her mind stuttered, trying to process what she was seeing.

Inside Wall Rose?

"That's not possible," she whispered.

"I'm seeing it too."

Anja counted them. Five. Six. More cresting the far ridge. And they weren't wandering aimlessly. They moved in a line, following each other like soldiers marching toward a destination.

But they weren't chasing anyone. No fleeing figures ahead of them. Just movement, coordinated, purposeful.

"They're just... walking?" Anja said slowly.

Annie's jaw was clenched so tight Anja could see the muscle jumping.

Then Anja saw it.

Among the distant shapes was a different titan—low to the ground, moving on four legs. It kept pace with the others, and something rode its back, a frame carrying cargo she couldn't make out from this distance.

"Look at that one." She squinted. "It's… carrying something."

"That's—"

Annie stopped. Her grip tightened on Anja's arm. "Move."

"Annie? What's going on?"

"Before they see us." Annie pulled her toward the trees.

"They can't see me. You know that."

"But they can see me." Annie's voice had gone flat, urgent. "And whoever's directing them isn't blind the way they are. Move."

They ran.

Anja stumbled after her, dragging air into burning lungs. The treeline swallowed them and they kept going, through brush, over roots, around boulders, until the village was far behind and the titans were just shapes on the horizon.

Annie finally slowed near a creek bed. Checked behind them. Listened.

Nothing followed.

Anja leaned against a tree, chest heaving. Her hands shook. The bread she'd eaten sat like lead in her stomach.

"The wall's close," Annie said, still scanning the treeline. "We might make it there before dark."

Tired. So tired.

Don't you want to go home?


The voice wore Heinrik's shape, but it wasn't him. The disguise was thin, wrong at the edges, like a familiar face spoken with someone else's mouth.

Do you trust her? Really trust her? After what she has done to us. To you?

Anja opened her eye. Pushed off the tree.

Annie's brow pinched. Her hand hovered an inch from Anja's shoulder before dropping.

"I'm okay," Anja said.

Annie didn't look convinced. But she nodded and turned south again.

Anja followed Annie through the trees.

You will only get her killed just like you get everyone killed.

The voice was getting harder to ignore.

But Anja kept walking.

Because the alternative was worse.

And Annie was here. Real. Breathing. Matching her pace.

The voice kept at her anyway, needling at every step, looking for a place to sink its teeth.

At least she wasn't alone.

Yet,
it whispered.

Anja didn't answer.

But she felt Heinrik walking beside her, just out of sight.







The wall's shadow stretched across the fields like a stain that swallowed what light was left.

Petra rode as it crept over the grass, consuming the road inch by inch as the sun slid down behind Wall Rose. No smoke. No dust. Just the wall, enormous and indifferent, and the same quiet that had been riding her nerves since morning.

They'd lost numbers as the day wore on. Some recruits had been sent back with messages—too green, too shaken, not worth dying in the dark. Barely a handful volunteered to keep going, refusing to turn around when the wall was this close and the breach still hadn't been found.

Now it was a thin column. Petra. Gelgar. Lynne. And the recruits who still had enough nerve to keep their reins steady.

Sasha was still with them, riding like the horse could outrun what she'd seen. Petra let her. Hope kept people upright longer than orders ever did.

Petra kept looking for the obvious: collapsed stone, rubble spilling outward. Anything that made sense of the panic and the patrols and the empty towns.

There was nothing.

No damage along the wall line. No signs of a titan pushing through. Just the same high face of stone and the narrow strip of ground beneath it, untouched.

Gelgar rode up alongside her. His jaw worked once, like he was grinding down a thought. "If there's a hole, it's not in this sector."

Petra didn't let the question hang. "There has to be. Or we find what everyone missed."

Her stump throbbed under the bandage. The strap on the saddle bit. She shifted her weight and forced her shoulders down, forced the same posture she'd worn under Levi's eyes. Stand straight. Don't show it. If you sag, they sag.

Night crept in fast once the sun dipped. The air cooled. The fields turned the color of ash.

"At least they don't move at night," Gelgar said. It was meant as comfort.

Petra didn't believe in comfort anymore.

They rode the base of the wall until the road curved and the terrain broke into low hills. The wall's shadow lifted off them for a moment, and the last light showed a cluster of figures ahead—horses, cloaks, someone raising a hand in signal.

"Nanaba," Gelgar said, relief sharp enough to sound like anger. He leaned forward and kicked his horse into a faster trot.

As they closed the distance, Petra recognized her stance before she saw the face—Nanaba, sitting her horse like she'd been born in a saddle, eyes scanning the treeline as if the dark might leap.

Nanaba's gaze flicked over Petra's group, counting. It paused at Sasha, at Braun and Hoover, at Petra's bandage. "Everyone okay?"

Hennig rode up from Nanaba's flank, shooting a hand up in greeting. "Good to see everyone's still kicking."

Behind him, a freckled girl with sharp eyes swung down from her horse with a grunt, rolling her shoulder like she'd slept wrong.

"Ymir?" one of the recruits—Braun—blurted, disbelief cutting through the fatigue.

"Miss me?" she shot back, and it almost sounded like normal.

Another voice, quieter. "Where's Christa?"

Nanaba's mouth tightened. "Not here. She's riding to Sina with our report."

Petra nodded once. "You find anything on your end?"

"We passed through a village that was destroyed by titans. We've been riding the wall for hours. No breach."

Nanaba kept her eyes forward. "We came up to the wall north of here. Met a Garrison patrol riding down from Klorva. They'd already inspected their stretch—nothing."

A brief pause.

"They turned back to double-check. We continued south along the wall."

Her expression didn't change. "Same result."

"Then where the hell are they coming from?" Lynne's voice cracked on the final word, her grip strangling the reins.

The freckled girl, Ymir, was watching her, eyes fixed on her bandaged stump. Petra ignored it.

Nanaba looked past them at the wall, then toward the hills. "No idea, but we won't find anything in the dark either. We passed an old tower not far from here. Some castle ruins." She nodded toward the slope.

Gelgar hesitated. "I guess we could hole up there for the night."

"It's for the best," Nanaba confirmed. "We wait out the night. Regroup. Move at first light—maybe reinforcements will arrive by then. The courier I sent to Ehrmich should be there by now."

Petra looked at the hills. The outline of something jagged stood against the dim sky now lit by a pale moon—made of stone, broken, but it would be enough to catch breath.

Petra spurred her horse toward the slope. "Then what are we waiting for?"

Nanaba's eyes held hers for a beat. Then she nodded once. Approval, or simply recognition of necessity.

They turned their horses toward the hill.

The wall loomed behind them.






Ruins rose from the hillside like broken teeth.

Anja spotted them first—stone walls silhouetted against the darkening sky, a tower that had somehow stayed standing while everything around it crumbled.

"We could rest there," she said, voice rough.

Annie glanced at the ruins. Her eyes traced the tower. "No. Too open. If anyone's operating in this area, that's the first place they'd post a lookout. Or already have."

"But we've been walking for—"

"The wall's close." Annie kept moving, angle set toward the darker line of trees. "The canopy will hide us. We rest in cover, tomorrow we'll climb before the sun comes up."

Anja looked at the tower again. It looked solid enough. Safe. A place to stop.

But Annie didn't slow.

She sighed—too tired to argue.

She's brought us this far…

She followed Annie into the forest.



The forest swallowed them whole. The canopy locked together overhead, choking out the moonlight entirely and trapping the damp cold against the earth. It was pitch black, forcing them to navigate by touch and memory until the trees broke, revealing a small, natural clearing illuminated by a single shaft of pale moonlight.

A faint click—stone on stone—somewhere behind them.

Anja turned her head.

Nothing. Just trunks. Just shadow.

Annie didn't react. Either she hadn't heard it, or she had and decided it didn't matter.

They pushed deeper until the ground dipped and fallen logs formed a low, natural barrier. Annie stopped there, finally, and dropped into a crouch like a switch had been flipped.

"Here," she said. "We rest for a few hours. Then we move."

Anja hit the dirt against one of the logs, lacking the strength to even ease herself down. She watched Annie gather dry moss for padding, arrange their meager supplies.

Anja's thumb found the ring at her chest without thinking. She turned it once. Crossed keys, cold against her skin.

Annie settled across from her, back against a tree, face half shadowed. "Get some sleep. I'll keep watch."

"You need to rest too."

"I will. After you."

Anja closed her eye. The forest floor vanished, instantly replaced by a frictionless, heavy dark.

Almost home, Heinrik whispered. Almost there.

She didn't know what home he meant anymore.



The vibration through the dirt woke her.

The forest was no longer quiet. A low, massive shifting of weight echoed from the dark perimeter. Wood groaned under pressure, and the damp earth compressed with synchronized thuds.

Across from her, Annie was already alert.

Anja barely breathed.

"Annie?"

Annie lifted two fingers then pressed them to her own lips.

Quiet.

Anja swallowed. Her throat felt too loud.

She followed Annie's stare. The clearing had shrunk.

At first, she saw nothing. Just tree trunks. Just darkness.

Then the massive shapes peeled away from the bark and stepped out of the shadows, breaking into the edge of the moonlight.

Titans.

They stood between the trees like statues. Five. Six. More, forming a tight ring around the clearing.

Watching. Waiting.

Anja's hand snapped to her hip. Her fingers dug into the empty sheath, grasping at air.

Maybe, if we are fast enough, we could—

Annie's hand snapped out and caught her wrist.

Don't.

Annie mouthed the word. But her grip said it for her—hard and urgent, like she was holding her down against the edge of a cliff.

The titans had stopped moving. No heads turning. No mouths opening. No sudden wet breath.

Just stillness.

This is wrong. What are they waiting for?

Anja's mind tried to assemble logic out of it, failed, tried again.

And then she understood.

They were surrounded. Inside a cage of living bars.

She brought you here, the voice whispered. She knew.

Anja's lips moved around air. What do we do?

But Annie didn't answer.

Her eyes weren't on the titans. They were fixed on something beyond them. Something moving through the trees with unhurried steps.

Not a titan.

A man emerged from the shadows like he belonged there—tall, lean, moonlight catching the circular glass of his spectacles. Blonde hair. A neat beard. Mid-twenties, maybe. Hands buried in the pockets of his coat.

The titans didn't even spare him a glance. He moved past them like he'd just walked past a room full of furniture.

He stopped at the edge of the clearing. A smile crossed his lips.

"Annie," he said, voice warm and familiar, like greeting an old friend. "It's been a while."

Annie's breath hitched. The blood drained from her face, leaving her features rigid, her eyes locked on the man like an animal caught in a snare.

Annie's hand was still on Anja's wrist, grip so tight it hurt.

Annie's lips moved. The sound came out broken, strangled—like something being forced through a closing throat.

"Zeke."

"Look at you," the man said, adjusting his glasses. "It's been exactly five years. You've had a rough time of it, haven't you?"

His gaze slid to Anja—curious, measuring her briefly—then back to Annie.

"Made a new friend? How uncharacteristic of you."

Anja tried to pull away, but Annie held fast.

"Don't," Annie breathed. It was barely sound. "Don't run."

The next word scraped out of her like it hurt.

"Please."

Anja stopped pulling. Annie rarely said please. Had never begged.

Zeke tilted his head. He looked them over with the mild curiosity of a man inspecting livestock.

He took a step closer.

Annie didn't reach for her gear. Her posture slumped, the tension draining entirely out of her shoulders.

"You look exhausted, Annie." Zeke said, almost conversational.

"Come on. We have a lot to discuss, and I'd rather do it somewhere more comfortable than a forest floor."

He extended his hand toward Annie.

His smile didn't change.

"It's time to come home."



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Note: Hey! It's been a while. Life pulled me into other things for a bit but I haven't abandoned the story. Thanks for sticking around and I hope you enjoyed the chapter! More is coming.
 
34 - Dead Weight New
Chapter XXXIV: Dead Weight

Christa rode with the reins loose in one hand, Nanaba's sealed report tucked into the saddlebag where it pressed against her thigh with every stride. She kept her eyes forward, tried not to think.

But the road was quiet, and quiet was where the thinking lived.

The girl was eight at most—dirty-blonde hair, blue eyes gone dry—slumped against the far wall with both hands locked around an axe handle. Her neck was a bloody ruin. Her mother was spread across the floor between her and the door, and the girl's dress was soaked through.

They'd been too late. The titan had already moved on, and the girl had just sat there slowly bleeding out as it ate her mother, waiting for someone to help. No one had.

She knelt and closed the girl's eyes. The skin still warm.

Ymir pulled her out. Hands on her shoulders, turning her toward the door.


All she could remember was her words, before she was sent away.

Move. Don't stop. Don't turn this into an excuse to die.

So she kept riding. And the girl's face stayed lodged in her gut.

She almost didn't see the horse.

It stood off the road in the tall grass, saddled and riderless, reins trailing. Its flank was streaked with blood. The saddle had shifted, girth half-loosened.

Past the horse, a man lay in the road. Long dark coat fanning out behind him in the mud, as he crawled, fingers gouging trenches in the wet earth. One hand was clamped to his side, and between his fingers she could see it — a crescent-shaped tear through the coat and the flesh beneath. Ragged. Deep. Teeth marks.

Don't stop.

She pulled back on the reins. Her horse planted its hooves and skidded, and she was out of the saddle before the animal settled. She dropped to her knees beside him, pulling the medic pouch from the saddlebag by touch.

"Don't move. I can help."

The man's eyes rolled toward her. White-rimmed. Losing focus. Blood filled his mouth. He grabbed her wrist — hard, desperate — and tried to force a word past the gurgling in his throat.

"Wai—"

A shot like thunder came from behind her.

The grip on her wrist went dead. His hand dropped into the mud, and the effort left his face all at once.

Her hands stayed where they were — pressed to a wound that didn't matter anymore. Her ears ringing.

She looked up.

A tall man stood three paces away, lowering a pistol that trailed a thin ribbon of smoke. Wide-brimmed hat pulled low, long coat crusted stiff with gore that wasn't his. Behind him, three riders sat their horses on the road — battered, pale, watching the southern horizon like something was still behind them.

"Can't haul dead weight." He didn't look at her. He stepped over the body and crouched, checking the dead man's coat pockets. Took something small — a folded paper — and straightened.

"Titan got his liver, sweetheart. He was dead the minute we hit the road. I just saved him the wait."

He turned toward his horse, already done with her.

"Scram, kid. Road's not—"

He stopped.

He'd stooped to pick up her medic pouch from the grass, but his hand stayed in the air. His grey eyes moved over her face, and the idle amusement dropped out of them.

He lowered his hand.

"Huh." The grin that crossed his face had nothing warm in it. "Now that's funny."

The farmhouse. Lantern light and frost on the grass and the men who had come in the dark. Her mother's hand shoving her away — not to protect her, just to put distance between them so the men wouldn't think they were related. The blade drawn quick across her mother's throat. The spray that hit her face while she stood with her arms at her sides and listened to the choked gurgles.

And the tall man in the hat who had looked down at her exactly the way this one was looking at her now.

She lunged for her stirrup.

He was faster. He dropped from his idle stance into motion so fluid it barely registered as movement, and his hand locked around her upper arm like a shackle.

He wrenched her away from the horse. Her teeth cracked together.

"Let go—"

She clawed at his glove, drove her knee toward his thigh. He absorbed it without shifting his weight.

"Rod Reiss's little accident." His voice was low. His eyes went to one of his riders. "Spent two days tracking the freak through the mud and she slips me in a titan stampede. And what do I trip over instead?"

He looked down at her.

Her legs had stopped working. Rod Reiss. He had told her to forget that name, to leave behind hers. Told her to live quietly, under a different one.

"My father?"

The man in the hat clicked his tongue. "Bad luck, runt."

He hauled her off her feet and threw her face-down across the front of his saddle. The horn drove into her stomach. Before she could draw breath, rope cinched around her wrists and bit into the leather, lashing her to the saddle. A rag followed — wadded and shoved between her teeth, tied at the back of her skull.

He mounted up behind her.

"Move out!"

He kicked the horse into a gallop.

Historia twisted her neck, cheek grinding against the wet leather. The road unwound behind her. She could see the dead man shrinking in the mud, and beyond him her own horse standing riderless in the grass — and somewhere on that horse, growing smaller with every stride, Nanaba's report. The sealed orders. The message that was supposed to reach Ehrmich and bring reinforcements to the people counting on her.

I'm sorry, Ymir.

She'd stopped anyway—because Christa Lenz couldn't ride past a man dying in the road.





The wind found every crack in the castle's old walls and made itself at home.

Ymir stood by the gap where a window had been, arms crossed, staring out at the trees and the wall's outline.

She'd told her not to go. The road's long. Send someone else.

But Christa had stepped forward before anyone asked. Of course she had, just like when she joined the Scouts. Hand up, voice steady, already volunteering for the ride to Ehrmich like it was a privilege.

Nanaba had waved it through. She'll be fine, the road east was clear when we came through. Barely saw a titan between here and Dauper.

Which should have been a comfort. Wasn't.

Behind her, the lower keep had settled into something that almost passed for rest. Petra had posted Lynne on watch, and the recruits had spread across the stone floor around a fire that Hennig had coaxed out of broken furniture and dry moss. The smoke collected against the ceiling and made the air taste like a chimney.

Nanaba sat against the far wall, sharpening a blade with slow, methodical strokes.

Gelgar came down from the upper stair with a crate balanced on his shoulder. He dropped it near the fire with a thud that made two recruits flinch.

"Found some supplies. The bandits holed up here probably left everything behind when they saw titans. There's blankets, candles, some food."

Gelgar crouched, pried the lid, and pulled out a dark bottle. He held it up to the firelight, squinting. "Can't read this damn label."

He popped the cork and sniffed. His eyebrows went up. "That's alcohol."

"Then put it down," Petra said from across the fire. "We're on watch."

"I'll save it for later." Gelgar set the bottle aside, close enough to reach.

Hennig leaned over. "Think it's from Sina? Never seen that label."

"How should I know? Stuff gets moved around."

Nanaba's blade slowed. "Bandits don't abandon a place like this unless titans are close... " The steel resumed its quiet scrape. "Strange, though. We didn't see any on the ride here."

"Maybe they moved through already," Hennig said. "Headed deeper in."

"Or they're concentrated somewhere else," Gelgar said. "Some sector we haven't reached, here's hoping the bastards leave us a good night's sleep at least."

Petra said nothing. Her hand rested on her knee, fingers still.

Sasha sat near the edge of the firelight, knees drawn to her chest, arms wrapped around them. She hadn't eaten. Reiner sat beside her — close but not touching. He'd draped a blanket across her shoulders from the supplies.

"Try to get some rest," Reiner said. "Even an hour."

Sasha didn't respond. Her eyes were on the fire.

"That titan in Ragako," she said quietly. "The one that was stuck."

"What about it?"

"It looked at me. When we were leaving. I think… It looked right at me and it was crying. It was trying to talk too."

Hennig stopped fussing with the fire. Nanaba's blade went still for half a stroke before it started again.

Petra's hand had moved to her blade grip. She didn't speak.

"Titans don't cry," Reiner said. His voice was steady. Gentle. "And they don't talk either. You were exhausted, Sasha. The mind fills in what it wants to see."

"I know what I saw."

"I believe you saw something." He put his hand on her shoulder. "But you'd been riding for hours without food, looking for people you kne—" A pause, barely there. "— know. The brain does strange things under that kind of stress."

"Really?" Ymir pushed off the wall. She couldn't take it — the silence, the firelight, the pretense that any of this was normal. "If titans cry, Sasha, what—do they laugh too? Have birthdays? Maybe try asking the next one you find how its day's been."

Sasha flinched. Reiner's eyes snapped to her.
"Ymir." His voice was even. "Lay off."

"Oh, give me a break." Ymir shot back. "Think sitting there talking her down like that fixes anything?"

"Enough," Petra's voice was sharp.

"Is it? Because from where I'm standing, we're sitting in a pile of rocks in the middle of titan country, and everyone's acting like if we're quiet enough they won't find us." She spread her arms. "We rode the wall all day and found nothing. Nanaba just said it herself — we didn't see a single titan on the way here. So, where are they coming from? Raining out of the sky?"

"I said enough." Petra didn't raise her voice, but something in her tone carried the weight of rank. "Nobody here has forgotten where we are. Running blind in the dark gets people killed. The plan doesn't change."

Ymir held her stare for a beat.

Then she looked away. Clicked her tongue.

"Sure. Rest in the haunted castle while the world burns. Inspiring."

Reiner watched her a moment, expression flat. Then he sat beside Sasha again.

"Ignore her," he said quietly. "She runs her mouth when she's nervous. "

That landed wrong because it was true.

She turned her back on the fire. Standing still felt like agreeing to wait, and waiting felt like giving up.

"I think I saw some rooms downstairs worth checking," she said, already moving toward the stairwell. "If there were supplies up here, might be more below."

"Take a light," Nanaba said without looking up.

Ymir picked up a candle from a crate and held the wick to the nearest flame until it caught. The small light barely cut the dark of the stairwell.

She descended, and the voices above faded to murmurs.





The titans parted like curtains.

They stepped backward in unison — no signal, no sound — and opened a corridor through the trees.

Anja watched them move like dogs called to heel.

The man walked ahead, hands in his pockets. Annie followed a few paces behind, head down, shoulders drawn.

Let me handle it, Annie had told her. Don't give them a reason to think you're useless.

So Anja walked. Mouth shut. Eyes down. Left hand wrapped around the ring at her neck, the crossed keys biting into her palm.

The trees eventually thinned. Firelight bled through the undergrowth, and the forest opened into a clearing.

A military camp. Tents in clean rows, supply crates stacked under tarps. People moved between the fires —unbothered by the titans at the perimeter. Men straightened as he walked past, eyes sliding away from him first. They wore uniforms Anja had never seen: muted white, high-collared, with black boots. The rifles slung across their backs were different too — shorter, the metalwork finer.

One of the soldiers looked up as they passed. His hand drifted to his sidearm. He rested his fingers there, tracking Anja the way you'd track a stray dog near your food. He and another stepped back, giving her a wider berth than necessary.

Nobody spoke. A few stared. One spat.

She smelled cooking meat and her stomach clenched. Annie's hand found her elbow —steering her forward.

They bypassed the central fires and moved toward a larger tent set apart near the tree line. Before they reached it, something shifted in the dark to the left — low, massive, and breathing.

Anja stopped.

The four-legged titan. The one they'd seen in the distance. Up close it was worse — flat-backed, strapped with heavy cargo harnesses, its face long and slack, chin resting on crossed forelimbs like a dog by a hearth.

Its eyes were open. They tracked Anja with a heavy, tired intelligence.

Then its jaw opened.

"Annie."

Anja's hand tightened on the ring so hard the cord bit into the back of her neck. The voice had come from inside the titan's mouth. It was deep, resonant and slow.

"You're late," it said.

Annie stopped. "Pieck. It's been a long time." She raised her right hand — her posture stiff, abbreviated. Some kind of formal gesture Anja didn't recognize.

"Too long." The massive head tilted. The eyes — brown, heavy-lidded — slid off Annie and settled on Anja. "And who is this?"

"A guest," Zeke said, stepping between them. He adjusted his glasses, firelight catching the lenses. "Don't overwhelm her, Pieck. She's had a rough trip."

The talking titan made a low sound — almost a hum — and settled its chin back onto its forelimbs. The eyes stayed on Anja for another beat before drifting shut.

Zeke gestured toward the command tent. "Inside, Annie. We have a lot to discuss."

Annie ducked through the flap. Anja followed, and the canvas fell shut behind them — cutting off the firelight, the camp noise, the breathing of the thing outside.

The interior was lit by a single lantern hanging from the center pole. A table built from crates and planking dominated the space, covered in maps—coastlines she'd never seen, marked in symbols she couldn't read. The air smelled of tobacco and lamp oil.

He draped his coat over a chair and leaned on the table, eyes on Annie.

"Five years," he said. "I'll be honest, Annie. We saw the breach, but after we received no contact... we prepared for the worst."

"I understand, sir."

"Marcel was supposed to be leading your unit, where is he?"

Annie's breath hitched, barely. "We lost him before we reached the outer wall. A titan caught us off guard during the approach. There was nothing we could do."

Zeke was quiet for a moment. His thumb traced the edge of the table.

"A titan," he repeated, and let the word hang. "Marcel was the most experienced among you."

"It happened fast. We were in the open."

Zeke studied her. The silence stretched long enough that Anja could hear the lantern wick hissing.

"That is a significant loss," he said finally. His voice carried no inflection — not sympathy, not accusation. "And the Jaw?"

"We searched. The area was crawling with titans — we couldn't stay without risking the mission entirely." Annie's voice held steady. "We made the decision to proceed to the wall without it."

Zeke regarded her for a long moment: "And the others?"

Annie's eyes didn't move toward Anja. "Alive. Operational. Still embedded within the island's military."

Still embedded.

The words snagged. Others. More of them. Inside. Annie had said we had to break the walls — she'd never said who we was. Anja's mind pulled toward faces, names, and flinched away before it got there.

Not now.

"Good." He stroked his beard. "Your objective?"

"Unidentified." Annie's voice went clipped. "The plan to flush out the Coordinate didn't work. We pursued a secondary avenue by joining their military. It didn't yield results."

"And your cover?"

"Compromised. I had to extract."

"How?"

Annie paused. "The island military identified me as a shifter. They set a trap. I had to fight my way out."

"A trap." Zeke's fingers drew slow circles across the map. "Which means they were watching you before you realized it. How long?"

"I don't know."

"That's not an answer I can bring back to command, Annie."

"It's the one I have, sir." Annie held his gaze. Then she reached into her backpack and produced the small cloth-wrapped notebook — the one Anja had seen her consult on the road. "But this might help. Patrol routes. Guard rotations. Troop strengths. Supply lines. Five years of observation, encoded. I can translate it for command."

Zeke looked at the notebook.

He took it, turned it once in his hand, and set it on the table beside the maps.

"A failed operation, then."

"An incomplete one."

Zeke's eyebrows rose a fraction. Then he looked at Anja.

It was the first time he'd directed his full attention at her. His eyes moved over her face — the bandage over her missing eye, the way she held her right hand tucked inside her cloak.

"Your companion," Zeke said. "I am going to make a logical leap and assume she is not the Coordinate we've been searching for."

"No, sir."

"She looks like she's been through something unpleasant."

"She was held by the island's military," Annie said. "Interrogated. She helped me escape when I extracted."

"I see." Zeke's eyes stayed on Annie. "And you brought her with you because..."

"She has value." Annie stepped closer, putting herself marginally between Anja and Zeke. "Anja was embedded in a military unit with a boy. We confirmed he can transform. He's the closest lead we have on the Coordinate. She trained closely with him. She knows how they move and guard him."

Anja listened. A boy. He can transform. How they move him, how they guard him.

Her fingers went white around the ring.

Annie had never told her. In all the time they'd spent running, she had never once said why she'd really come here. Who she'd come here for. Her attack on the expedition, now it all made sense.

Annie had come here to take him.


Not the entity's whispers. Something worse. Something that was entirely her own.

She told you to trust her, the thing wearing Heinrik's face murmured. And you did.

Zeke was watching her face. Whatever he saw, he filed away.

"Is that so?" he said slowly. He turned back to Annie. "Does this boy have a name?"

Annie paused. The pause was just a fraction too long.

"Eren Jaeger."

Something stilled in Zeke's face. His hand stopped on the table. The lantern hissed in the silence.
Then he blinked, and the mask returned. He walked a slow circuit of the tent, hands clasped behind his back.

"Interesting…" he said, quieter.

Anja didn't understand. She watched him pace and tried to read the shift, but whatever had passed through him was buried now.

"You've done well, Annie," Zeke said, stopping by the tent flap. He didn't look at her. "Losing Marcel and the Jaw was a blow. The state of this operation is regrettable. But you survived five years behind enemy lines, and you've brought back actionable intelligence. That counts for something."

"Thank you, Warchief."

"We had some complications of our own getting here, you know?" Zeke lifted the flap and looked out at the dark. "Bad terrain south of the wall. Had to avoid dead patches, clusters of titans around them."

He said it offhandedly, almost to himself, and let the flap drop.

"Now. There's a ruined structure, an old castle, a few kilometers northeast. Stone walls, partially collapsed. We've noticed a group of island soldiers has moved in."

Annie stiffened.

"I've got titans in the area if containment becomes necessary," Zeke continued. "But I need a proper assessment before deciding anything. Pieck is fast, but she doesn't know how these people fight. Their equipment — those anchor-and-cable rigs they use — I need someone who understands their tactics."

He turned to Annie.

"Go with Pieck. Observe. Report back."

The air in the tent went taut.

Annie's jaw tightened. Her eyes flickered — a single, fast glance sideways at Anja, barely a movement — then back to Zeke.

"Warchief." Annie's voice was controlled, but thin. "I should complete my debrief first. The intelligence on Jaeger is time-sensitive, and there are operational details that—"

"The intelligence will keep." Zeke didn't raise his voice. "Your friend isn't going anywhere, and besides, she looks like she could use a fire and something warm to drink."

He smiled, pleasant, practiced.

"Is there a problem, Annie?"

Annie closed her mouth. Anja watched the fight go out of her — not all at once, but in stages, like a structure collapsing floor by floor. First the shoulders. Then the eyes, which went cold and distant.

"No, sir. No problem."

She turned and walked toward the tent flap. She didn't look at Anja. She didn't slow down. She pushed through the canvas and was gone, and the flap swung shut behind her, the lantern flame guttered once in the draft and steadied.

Anja's hand was still locked around the ring. Her knuckles ached.

"Have you ever had coffee, Anja?"

She stared at him clueless.

Zeke glanced back, read her face, and something like amusement crossed his.

"You'll enjoy it," he said. "I've yet to meet someone who hasn't."




The cellar smelled like damp stone and years of nothing.

Ymir had been down here long enough that the candle had burned to half its length. The flame guttered every time the wind found the grate overhead, throwing the walls in and out of shadow.

She'd worked through most of the room by now. Shelves cut into the rock held the usual debris of abandonment. Against the far wall she'd found a few things worth keeping: a coil of rope that still had some life in it, a dented pot that she'd set near the stairs.

One shelf held something that made her pause: a small hand grinder, iron and wood, with a crank handle and a hopper on top. She turned it over. Coffee grinder. She hadn't seen one in what felt like a lifetime ago. It was in good shape too, no rust on the mechanism, the wood barely weathered. Must have been well-made to last this long here.

She set it aside.

In the far corner, half-buried under a tarp, she found a crate shoved flush against the wall. She dragged it out and looked for an edge to work.

She went back to the shelves and found a small kitchen knife wedged behind a jar, the wooden handle cracked. Good enough.

She jammed the blade under the crate lid and wrenched. The wood splintered.

Inside, rough cloth packages were stacked tight against each other, coarse fabric cinched with twine. She pulled one loose and started working at the knot.

Heavy boots on the stairs.

Ymir set the package down and leaned back against the crate, the kitchen knife resting across her knee, her smirk already in place.

"You shouldn't wander down here alone," Reiner said. He ducked under the low lintel and stepped into the cellar. "It's pitch black. You'll break an ankle."

"Sneaking up on a girl in the dark, Reiner? Didn't peg you for the type to like women."

He let out a short huff, crossing his arms. "Yeah, and I didn't peg you for the type to like men. Hard to believe you'd volunteer for a sweep. Especially since Christa isn't here to impress."

"Oh, I'm just like that, full of surprises."

Reiner stepped inside and pushed, closing the door behind him. The latch clicked softly.

"Sasha's asleep," he said. "Took a while after your little performance."

"Good. Sleep's better for her than that talk you gave her."

"Maybe." He rubbed the back of his neck. "Look — what you said up there, about the wall and the breach. Sasha's already falling apart. The last thing she needs is someone asking questions nobody can answer."

"So, you came down here just to say that? She's a big girl, you can stop acting like her knight in shining armor."

"Not as funny as you think you are, Ymir. You should read the room. Everyone's running on fumes. You start talking about where the titans are coming from and how none of it makes sense, and the people up there who are barely holding it together stop holding it together."

Ymir exhaled a short, harsh breath through her nose. She turned her back on him, picking up the knife. "Right. Better to keep them calm and stupid."

"If it keeps everyone alive tonight, that's enough. We have enough to worry about as it is."

The silence sat between them for a beat.

Ymir turned back to the crate and picked up the package she'd been working on. She cut the twine and pulled the cloth apart. Inside, tin cans were packed in rows small, the labels coated in grime.

She pulled one free and held it close to the candle, wiping the surface with her thumb. Angular characters, stamped clean into the metal.

"Now this is worth bringing up," she said. She read the label after she managed to clean it. "Herring. Not my favorite, but food's food."

She tossed the can to Reiner. He caught it one-handed.

"Canned food, huh?" he said.

"Don't be picky."

Reiner looked down at the tin.

His thumb moved across the label. Then it stopped.

The silence changed.

Ymir's hand was still in the air from the toss. The smirk was still on her face.

Then the echo of her own voice reached her. Herring. She'd read it. Out loud. Hadn't even paused.

The smirk died.

"Ymir," Reiner said softly.

He lifted his head.

The golden eyes that looked back at her had nothing behind them she recognized.

"These letters." He held the can up. "I can't read any of it."

He took a step forward.

"This says herring?"

The candle guttered. The shadows jumped.

"You are able to…Read this language? Ymir… You're--"

"It was a joke, Reiner." The words came too fast. "I don't know what it says. I made it up."

Reiner's mouth closed.

The confusion that had fractured his voice a second ago vanished, replaced by a stillness that was sudden, heavy. He didn't blink. He just stood there, by the door, his thumb resting over the script.

"I made it up," Ymir repeated. Her back hit the stone wall.

"There is only one place in the world that prints this label," Reiner whispered.

"And it isn't inside these walls."





The ground trembled once — a deep, shifting compression outside the tent, like something massive rising to its feet. The talking titan. Then heavy footfalls, receding.

Anja stood where she'd been standing since they entered. Hands at her sides. The ring pressed against her collarbone through the cord, and she held it with her left hand because it was the only thing in here that belonged to her.

Zeke moved to a small metal stove in the corner. Beside it, a stack of cans, with labels printed in characters she couldn't read. Two open and empty, scraped clean. A third sat unopened, same dull metal, the same foreign script.

He picked up a hand grinder, tipped dark beans into it, and began cranking with an easy rhythm. His back was to her.

"How long since you've eaten a proper meal?" he asked.

"I don't remember."

"That's too long." He tapped the grounds into a metal filter, set it over a ceramic pot, and reached for the kettle. Both hands occupied. Unhurried. The kettle tilted, water hissing through the grounds, and he stood there watching it drip as if they had all the time in the world.

Anja's nails bit into her palm. She could feel her own pulse in her jaw where the teeth were missing. This man controlled titans. This man's people had broken the walls.

"What will happen to Annie?" she asked.

"Annie is a Warrior. She'll be treated as one." He lifted the filter away. "Five years behind enemy lines is a long time. The debrief will be thorough, but she survived. That goes a long way."

He paused with the pot in his hand.

"And she brought you here. Which was... an interesting choice on her part."

"She said I had value." Her voice came out thinner than she wanted.

Zeke poured coffee into two cups, his back still to her. He set the pot down, reached for a small silver spoon, and stirred one cup twice, then the other four times before setting the spoon down. "So, you trained alongside Eren. I take it you know him personally then."

"Yes."

"A friend?"

Anja didn't answer. Her nails dug deeper.

Zeke picked up both cups and turned around. He crossed the tent and held one out to her.

"Drink. You're shivering."

She was. She took it with her left hand. The ceramic burned.

He leaned against the table and sipped from his own cup, studying her over the rim. Patient. Unhurried.




Sasha couldn't sleep.

She lay on the cold stone with her vest bunched under her head, her skirt twisted around her legs. Staring at the ceiling where firelight made shapes that looked like nothing. Around her, the others had settled into an uneasy quiet. Petra sat against the wall with her eyes closed. Nanaba's blade had gone still. Gelgar cradled a bottle against his chest.

Her stomach hurt. Not the usual hunger — deeper, the kind that food couldn't fix. Her father's face kept surfacing. The way he'd look up from his bow when she came through the door.

She didn't know if he was alive.

She sat up. Moving was better than lying still.

She paced the fire once, twice.

Ymir had gone downstairs a while ago. Mentioned something about rooms worth checking, that there might be more supplies. She hadn't come back.

If she'd found food down there and was keeping it to herself, Sasha was going to kill her.

She moved toward the spiral staircase. Bertholdt sat at the top back against the wall, long legs stretched across the opening, one hand still loosely gripping his knee. His chin had dropped to his chest.

Sasha studied him for a moment. His breathing was slow. Even.

She stepped over his legs, weight on the balls of her feet, careful not to wake him.

The stairs curved, narrowed. The stone was cold under her palms as she steadied herself against the wall. Somewhere below, candlelight bled faintly up the stairwell — warm and flickering.

Then voices. Faint at first. Then clearer as the stairwell leveled out into a short corridor. Candlelight threw jittering shadows across the stone ahead. The cellar door was nearly shut — a thin gap, enough for the light and the voices to bleed through.

"—doesn't matter what I am." Ymir. Low, clipped. Nothing casual in it. "What matters is what you are. Because we both know I'm not the only one in this cellar who can read that label."





"You're protecting him," Zeke said. Not a question. He set his cup on the table and folded his arms. "I understand that. Loyalty is admirable."

"I don't know what you want."

"Fair. Then let me be direct. If this boy is a shifter, then the people running your military will treat him as a weapon, one they don't understand and can't control. They'll put him in a uniform and march him toward whatever problem needs solving until his body gives out or his term runs out. Thirteen years. That's how long a shifter lives when they become one, Anja. Did you know that?"

She didn't answer. She didn't know if it was true — Annie never mentioned it. Only that it sounded like the kind of truth nobody bothered to tell you until it was too late.

"I'm not here to hurt him. I'm here to get him out before this island eats him alive." Zeke's voice carried a reasonable tone. "I need you to think about something. You should know better than me, you were held by the island's military. I assume your current state to be the result of their interrogation methods?" His eyes moved over her face — the swollen jaw, the missing eye, the bruises.

Anja said nothing.

"This boy — your friend — the people who hold him understand nothing about what he carries. What do you think happens to him? Do you think they'll treat him gently?" Zeke set his cup on the table. "What they did to you is child's play compared to what they will do to him. They'll study him. Restrain him. Push him until something breaks, and then push some more until he has nothing else to give. They'll tell themselves it's necessary. They'll tell themselves it's for the greater good."

The words hit a place she'd tried to wall off. The collar around her neck in the dungeon. Hange's framework. The chains.

They did what they had to.

Her own words. The hollow ones she'd given Annie.

"You already know I'm right," Zeke said quietly. "We are the only ones who can help him."

Anja's hand shook. Coffee rippled in the cup.

"But I can't help someone I can't find. And I can't find him without understanding who he is."

The silence stretched. Zeke let it work. Then, quieter:

"Annie staked her life to bring you here. Was she wrong to?"





Sasha slowed. Her hand found the wall.

"Careful." Reiner. Barely above a whisper. The warmth she knew from his voice was gone. "You don't know what you're talking about."

"No? Then why did you close the door? Why are you standing between me and the only exit?" A beat. "You knew what those characters were the second you saw them. You didn't freeze because you couldn't read them. You froze because I could."

Silence.

"Who sent you?" Reiner's voice had dropped to something cold. "How long have you been here?"

"Long enough. And nobody sent me. I've been surviving on this island for a long time. I don't answer to anyone."

"That's not an answer."

"It's the only one you're getting. But here's one for free — I don't care about your reason for being here. I don't care who you report to or what you came here to do. I have one thing I care about, and she's not here."

Sasha pressed herself flat against the wall. Her legs wanted to run and her body wouldn't let them — the way her body froze when the woods went wrong.

Report to. What you came here to do.

She didn't understand. But her body did.

"Here's how this works," Ymir continued. Her voice had steadied. "You have secrets. I have secrets. If I talk, you're finished. If you talk, so am I. Neither of us wants that. So we walk upstairs, we sit by the fire, and none of this ever happened."

"And I'm supposed to trust that?"

"You're supposed to understand that I have something to lose. Same as you. That's better than trust."





"He's from Shiganshina," she said.

Zeke waited.

Her hand was steady now. It shouldn't have been — she wanted to throw the cup at his head, wanted to scream, wanted to be anywhere but here holding a drink she'd been given. The Scouts. This man pretending to care about someone he'd never met. All cut from the same damn cloth. And Annie had—

But her hand was steady and the coffee was still, she couldn't even make the surface tremble.

Underneath all of it sat the truth she couldn't get around: They had done those things to her. And they would do them to Eren.

Maybe… Just maybe…

She closed her eye with a shaky breath.

"He lost his mother when the wall fell," Anja said. "His father disappeared the same day. A doctor."

"A doctor." Zeke picked up the small silver spoon, turning it slowly between his fingers.

"Yes."

"And the father's name?"

Anja's jaw tightened. She could feel herself at the edge of something. Annie's voice in her head: Don't give them a reason to think you're useless.

"I don't see how that matters."

"It matters because I need to understand who gave this boy his power. Titans don't appear from nowhere. Someone made him what he is. A doctor who vanished the day the wall fell — it could be vital information." Zeke's voice stayed even.

Anja said nothing.

"I'm not asking you to betray your friend. I'm asking you to help me understand what was done to him. There's a difference."

The ring hung like a weight against her throat.

"Grisha," she said. "His name was Grisha Jaeger."

The spoon slipped from Zeke's fingers and hit the ground. The sound was small and sharp — metal on packed dirt, it cut through the tent like a crack in glass. He didn't pick it up. His hand stayed frozen where the spoon had been.



A long pause. Reiner's voice, quieter.

"If you step out of line. If you try to put me at risk. If you say one word to anyone—"

"You'll do what? Kill me? Try explaining that to the armed soldiers upstairs."

Another silence. Heavier than the last.

"Clean slate," Reiner said. The words came out ground flat. "Tonight doesn't exist."

"Tonight doesn't exist," Ymir repeated.

The back of her neck, her forearms — every hair standing the way they did before the boar charged.

She took a step backward.

Her heel caught the edge of a flagstone.

The scrape was tiny. A half-inch of boot leather on rock.

Sasha froze. One foot on the step behind her, one below, hand flat against the wall.



The composed lean against the table, the folded arms, the mild interest — all of it was gone. What was underneath looked nothing like a commander.

The lantern hissed.

Then he crouched. Picked up the spoon. Set it on the table.

"Apologies," he said. His voice was level. Almost. "Clumsy of me."

He turned away. Walked to the stove. Stood there with his back to her, one hand on the metal frame, his head slightly bowed.

"Grisha Jaeger…" he said quietly.

"You know the name."

He didn't answer that. When he turned back, the mask was in place again, but it fit differently now. Tighter.

"Drink," he said. "It'll get cold."

Anja raised the cup and drank. The liquid was hot enough to scald and bitter in a way she'd never tasted. She coughed sharp, involuntary and pressed the back of her hand to her mouth.

"An acquired taste," Zeke said. "Like most things worth having."

He picked up his own cup. Sipped. Watched her.

The interrogator was gone. He regarded her the way you'd regard a finished equation.

"You've been very helpful."

"What happens now?"

He took another sip. "I'll have a word when Annie gets back."

The tent was quiet. The lantern flame burned steady. Outside, the camp sounds continued — low voices, the crackle of fires.

Anja drank again. The bitterness was easier the second time. Her head throbbed. A dull, spreading pressure behind her eye.

"Can I ask you something?" Zeke said. He set his cup down, and his voice had dropped to something almost gentle. "This war — the titans, the walls, all of it. Do you think it ends well? For anyone?"

Anja looked at him.

"I don't think about how it ends."

"No." Something crossed his face. "I suppose you wouldn't. War is a terrible thing, one big, stupid, never ending cycle."

Anja's hands were cold. The cup in her grip had stopped feeling hot. Her shoulders had gone cold. Not the air — something settling inward, spreading down through her arms. She clenched her jaw against the shivering.

"I almost envy you," Zeke said. "Out here, behind these walls, you never had to see the full picture. Never had to carry it." A beat. "But then, I suppose it doesn't matter. You're caught in the same cycle as the rest of us. You just didn't know it."

He turned back to his maps and began rolling one of them carefully, his hands steady, his attention elsewhere.

"Finish your coffee," he said.

His voice carried the soft, distant tone— his eyes already looking past her, looking at something much further away.

"It'll all be over soon enough."





The cellar door swung open.

"Sasha?" Reiner filled the doorway. And there it was — his usual warmth sliding back on like a coat. "That you?"

She made herself move. Stepped down into the corridor and through the doorway, pulling a smile onto her face.

"Sorry. Couldn't sleep. Ymir went down here lookin' for supplies a while back and hadn't come up, so I thought—"

"Oh, we found some canned stuff." Reiner held up a tin, easy, relaxed. "Can't read the label, though. Probably nothing."

Her stomach tightened. Ymir's voice echoed — we both know you can read that label.

Ymir leaned against the far wall behind him, arms crossed, face blank. A kitchen knife rested on the crate beside her.

"Oh. Great." Sasha heard how thin her voice sounded. "I'll just — go tell the others, then."

"It's not worth mentioning." He set the can down. "Just junk."

"Right. Well." Sasha took a step back toward the stairs. "I'll just head back up."

She turned.

Soft footsteps on stone behind her. Careful. Recent.

Bertholdt was standing on the bottom step, blocking the narrow stairwell.

His hair was pressed flat on one side. His eyes were half-lidded, still catching up with the rest of him. But his jaw was tight and his weight had already shifted.

"Bertholdt," Sasha said. "I was just heading up."

He didn't move. His throat worked. His eyes went past her to Reiner.

"Sasha." Reiner's voice behind her. Closer than before. "How much did you hear?"

"I-I just got here. I told you—"

"Bertholdt." One word. Clipped. The warmth gone. "The stairs."

Bertholdt's eyes were wet. But he shifted his weight, widened his stance, and the stairwell behind him went from narrow to sealed.

"I didn't hear anything," Sasha said. Her voice was climbing. "I don't know what you're—"

"It's okay." Reiner was right behind her. "It's alright, Sasha. Just stay here a minute. We need to talk."

Her weight dropped. Her shoulders pivoted toward the gap between Bertholdt and the wall — like a hunter calculating the sprint, the angle, the half-second to squeeze past and scream.

Reiner saw her shoulders turn.

His hand clamped over her mouth and wrenched her backward off her feet.







Anja coughed black onto the dirt and the cup fell from her hand.

She heard it break. She heard Zeke say something. The words didn't reach her — they came from far away, muffled, as if she'd been shoved underwater.

Her knees hit the ground.

The crawling in her stomach had become a roar. It surged upward through her chest, her throat, her skull —every nerve fired at once. She could hear the blood in her own veins. She could hear the lantern flame consuming its wick. She could hear the heartbeat of the man standing six feet away, beating faster than his face suggested.

Her hands pressed into the dirt. Black fluid dripped from her lips in long, thick strings.

"But…" Zeke had stepped back. One step. "I didn't scream..."

Anja tried to speak. Her jaw wouldn't close. The hinge had gone loose, the muscles slack, and when she opened her mouth wider something in the joint popped like a knuckle cracking.

Heinrik stood in the corner of the tent.

The thing that wore him. It stood with its hands at its sides watching her with her brother's face, and for the first time, it wasn't speaking. It wasn't whispering.

It was smiling.

Her right hand spasmed. The healed stumps of her missing fingers split open along the knuckles. Not bleeding. Unfolding. The skin peeled back and something hard pushed through from underneath — ridged, sharp, slicked black and steaming, growing fast.

No sound came when she screamed. Her throat was full.

Annie. Annie's face in the forest. Sasha laughing with her mouth full. Armin drawing shapes in the air with his hands. Eren on the wall at Trost, fist raised. Mikasa pulling the scarf over her mouth against the cold. Connie. Heinrik. Her mother.

The faces came fast, overlapping, blurring — and behind them all, patient and still, his smile widened.

Stop this. Stop — it hurts — stopstopstop please stop pleasehelp pleasehelpAnnie I—


Her spine arched.

I




Zeke threw himself backward. He hit the table, knocked it sideways, maps scattering across the dirt. Black fluid erupted from the tears in her tunic, spraying the canvas walls behind her.

He didn't shout. Nothing in his understanding of titans accounted for what he was seeing.

His spinal fluid was a key without a lock until he turned it. He had not turned it. The key had turned itself.

The tent pole buckled. Something massive was reshaping itself inside the collapsing canvas — too many limbs, too many joints, the shapes wrong. A calcified spike tore through the roof and kept going, ten feet, fifteen, dragging the canvas up before the fabric shredded and fell away.

Zeke was already outside. He'd gone through the tent flap at a dead sprint, boots sliding in the mud.

The camp had come apart. Soldiers scrambled from their tents half-dressed, rifles up, barking orders. One man fired into the collapsing canvas and the shot went nowhere. Another was running — not toward the threat but away from it, toward the tree line, his weapon abandoned in the mud.

His tent imploded.

It didn't fall — it was torn apart from the inside, the heavy canvas ripping like paper, support poles snapping and spinning into the dark. What stood in the wreckage was not a titan. It was something else. Something pale and dark and angular, still spreading, still growing across the surface of a body that hadn't finished deciding what shape it was.

Smoke seemed to pour off it. But what hit them was cold.

Zeke steadied himself. His hands were shaking. He looked at the thing, and he looked at the soldiers around him — some firing, some frozen, one screaming something about devils — and made a decision.

He raised his hand toward the treeline. Two of his Titans — four-meter class, standing sentry at the perimeter — locked onto the gesture and launched forward, sprinting through the mud, jaws wide.

They hit the wreckage and buried themselves in it. Teeth on flesh. Biting, tearing, the mindless feeding frenzy of titans doing what titans were made to do.

One second. Two.

A sound cut through the camp — high, metallic, like steel being torn lengthwise. The ground shook.

A limb came out of the dark. A titan's arm — a chunk of steaming flesh — spinning end over end through the air. It hit the mud three feet from Zeke and skidded, fingers still twitching.

The second titan came out next. Headless. It was still running, legs pumping, arms swinging, stumbling through the mud in a blind sprint with nothing above the neck but a steaming stump. It crashed through a row of supply tents, scattering crates and men, and ran three more steps before the legs buckled and it went down.

The camp went silent.

The fires guttered in a wind that smelled like rot and copper. The vapor spread low across the ground like fog, swallowing the firelight.

And in the dark, points of red opened. Two. Then two more. Then more — scattered across something massive, looking down at the camp with eyes that had no right to exist.

Zeke stood in the mud with a titan's severed arm steaming at his feet. Behind him, a soldier was whimpering. Another had dropped to his knees.

The Warchief stared up at the thing he had made, and had no plan.



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