Taking off the mask
Nidhog153
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In a white world, the Goddess of Life sat upon her arboreal throne. Parts of her psyche gave the surviving twins she was still connected to all they needed to know to survive in the environment they were left in, while her physical form bantered with the Emperor.
Her divine form, on the other hand, had little to be mirthful about.
Her back was bent over like an old woman's, and her fingers rubbed her throat as if something was stuck there.
With a series of cracks like falling trees, her spine bent back into its usual shape as she unshouldered her mother's power while her throat convulsed, swallowing her daughter's voice box back inside of her.
There were many endings to her battle with the deity that called itself the Emperor, but there was only one which she truly wanted. In order to achieve that, she had borrowed what she had exchanged with Morai Heg and Lilieath in order to bend fate to her side as much as she could.
Now, she could let go of what remained of them within her, and return to her normal self.
But, there was one more conversation to be had before that.
Reclining back on her throne in the center of her bare white gardens, Isha's hand moved from massaging her throat to her chin, digging nails into the skin as her fingers curled around the shape of her jawline. There was a tearing sound, and her face came off in a single solid piece, revealing another perfect copy beneath it.
No, what she had removed was the copy, the copy of Cegorach's Truth. What was underneath it was what she really was.
Isha turned the mask in her fingers, making it face her, and the mask blinked once before smiling at Isha herself.
"There is a fine line between jokes and insults." Isha stated irritably, staring down at the mask in her hand.
It laughed in return, replying with her voice and features. "The one with the bear?" It giggled again. "I thought it quite fitting, and I'm sure he recognized my humor. He made no note of it at the time either. After all, we have already met."
Isha snorted at the mask's retort. This was what Cegorach was, the fool, the jester, and the omniscient evil god of all misfortunes large or small.
"Besides, I may speak in riddles, but not outright lies." The mask giggled with both eyes wide open.
Isha remained silent at the mask's accusation, looking down at it utterly still, utterly silent as its laughter echoed around the empty world bouncing off walls that didn't exist.
"Two." The mask continued as its laughter subsided enough for it to talk. "Your limit is only two. The first one will begin your death, but you may swallow another if you act fast enough. Any more, and they will eat you from the inside."
That was the lie Isha had told the Emperor, and why she had allowed him to come to his own conclusions instead of telling him her own.
Theoretically, her plan would work, but theories are only theories, and Isha knew better than anyone else what her own limits were. Only Nurgle and Slaanesh were close enough to what she was for her to contain. Khorne's Skull Throne would force questions upon her she had no answers to, and Tzeentch's Truth was an amorphous mess incapable of being understood by the Raven Lord itself much less anyone else.
"That is the truth as I am now." Isha replied slowly, only to have the mask sigh disapprovingly.
"I am the omniscient god of all that you already know, Isha." The mask said tiredly. "That is the only reason I can talk while Asuryan must remain silent."
"Then you know I cannot allow that to be the ending we reach."
She may have lied to the Emperor, but she had no intention of letting the lie remain a lie. If she achieved what she boasted she could do in the end, even lies would become true. She had not lied about her goal, merely omitted the fact that the method of reaching it was still a work in progress.
"True, there are many other survivors from the War in Heaven." The mask shrugged with just its cheeks and eyebrows. "Recovering them might assist you in your endeavor, but all of that is just wishful thinking and hopeful dreams."
"And I suppose I can expect you to provide neither." Isha snorted.
A cruel grin spread across the mask's face as it leered at Isha with her own features. "You know what I am, Goddess of Life. Even the Mon-keigh deity knows that my love is evil, and it is for that reason I act against the Four."
That was Cegorach's role in the pantheon of Aeldari gods. He was the reason for misfortune and malady. Things went wrong because they amused him. His sadistic gags and black humor disgruntled deities and mortified mortals, so no other reason but Cegorach was necessary to explain evil for the Aeldari.
How else could things go wrong in paradise?
That nature in itself fully explained why he hated the new upstarts that now inhabited the remains of the Aeldari pantheon.
"You act against them because you are evil." Isha fixed the mask with a cold stare, but all it did was blush, smile, and pshaw once.
"Of course." The mask said mockingly with her voice. "There is no reason to have two characters on center stage."
"Two?" Isha raised an eyebrow.
The mask sighed, then mimicked Isha's questioning expression, but with an added smile.
"I am an Aeldari god, Isha. I have no interest in being anything else. That should be explanation enough. Your newest child is crowding me out of the hearts of the survivors."
"That is not my child." Isha's tone was calm, but her knuckles tightened on the mask, whitening as they did so. Yet, the mask neither creaked nor cracked, instead shrugging with only its cheeks and eyebrows.
"It is born from the Aeldari, and as all things born from them are your children. It is yours, Isha." The branches of the Goddess of Life's arboreal throne moved, beginning to thrash as if tousled by tropical storm winds. "Besides, you let it come to pass. That alone, makes you responsible for it." The mask paid no heed to her ire, continuing in the same carefree tone using her voice. "I can hear Hir crying for you, Isha. The voices of a billion babes whine for their mother in the Dark Palace."
"And what will you do, Cegorach." She spat venomously.
"I will see Slaanesh fall, Isha." The voice of the mask was dead serious, not a spark of humor or mirth was in its tone. "I am the god of evil for the Aeldari, and I will see myself returned to where I was." The mask's voice turned caustic, almost alkaline with its bitterness. "They judge the morality of their actions based around whether it brings them closer or further from She who Thirsts. Survival is all they are interested in. That is not what evil is about, Isha. That is not my Truth."
The two deities glowered at each other for a while as they let their anger abate. The thrashing branches slowed themselves, and the mask's cheeks dimpled again as it plastered on a false smile.
"So, you will work with me until Hir death?" Isha questioned the mask, and it blinked in affirmation.
"Take the Grandfather first." The mask's tone sweetened with mollifying melodies. "Two is all you can hold, so it might convince me to help you more should you shorten your own life."
Isha nodded, then raised the mask to eye level, bringing it up to the same elevation as her real face.
"And after I have taken them in? What will you do, Laughing God?"
The mask snorted, as if the answer was obvious.
"I will no longer assist you, that is for sure."
Isha grimaced. She knew it would say that.
"Will you stand in our way?"
The mask sighed, then shrugged.
"Assuming all your wishful thinking and hopeful dreams pan out, then I make no promises. You know me. I will work with whatever side I find the most entertaining."
Another answer exactly as she expected, but she could not afford to have the last god of the Aeldari work against her, even if that was far off in the future.
"It would do well to be careful, Cegorach." She said as she drew the mask closer towards her. "If the time comes, I will tell the Mon-keigh what you are, and you will be far easier to incorporate into his legends than any of the Four."
If that eventuality came, she would be dead or otherwise irrecoverable. At that point, it would matter little what happened, so she would tattle on the Laughing God freely to the one deity that might hate him more than her.
"If he can even find me." The mask chuckled. "It is impossible to prove whether I exist or not. Even now, you could simply be talking to yourself, infected by the insanity of endless years, of endless sorrows, of endless loss." The mask laughed, before losing all emotion, mirroring Isha's own expression. "Perhaps I laugh now because you cannot, even if you know how much of a joke all of this really is."
Isha bared her teeth at the taunting of the mask.
"I have neither forgotten nor forgiven what you have already done and will do to my children, Cegorach." She hissed.
The Harlequin were Cegorach's servants, and as the God of Evil for the Aeldari the Harlequin came from, he treated them cruelly. It is not easy to excise the personality of a person, and replace it with a persona from a play.
"If you wish to beat the clown I left in the Webway, you have my permission to do so." The mask sighed. "It will feel real enough."
Isha snorted at that. This was what it was like to talk with Cegorach, but despite the meaningless of it all, she had her answers. The relationship between the Laughing God and her would remain as it was until Slaanesh's defeat. He would help her break the rules whenever it amused him, and she would suffer his existence as well as what he would do to her children.
"I will call on you only when I need you." She said as she threw the mask over her shoulder, letting it clatter among the roots of her tree.
"And I shall answer only when I wish to." The mask called out as the roots of the arboreal throne wrapped around it. "Prepare the stage for me, Goddess of Life, and I shall perform for you and your Mon-keigh friend." Laughter continued from the mask's mouth as it sank in between the roots of the tree, before falling silent as it was digested and drank back into her.
Sound disappeared from the empty white gardens with the mask, leaving only the high pitched ringing silence brings.
"Nurgle." Isha muttered to herself. That was the god she would have to set her eyes on first if she wished for Cegorach to assist her as long as possible. However, Lilieath's prophecy still showed her in the hands of the Plague Lord.
Was she walking into a trap of fate or doomed destiny?
Could she avert that fate, or perhaps push through it?
Her foresight remained clouded with all the variables that were out of her reach.
Finally, she shook her head. Pondering prophecies was not her duty. She would do what she could with what she had, and improve the lives of the Mon-keigh and her children. There were still a few gods of humanity left, although they had lost their divinity according to the God of Heroes memories. Perhaps there was something that she could salvage from them that would allow her to better incorporate the Truth of Chaos.
Regardless, she was vastly depleted right now, and the God of Heroes would not trust her enough to reacquire her strength.
Isha sighed again as she put a hand to her head.
In the end, all she could do was hope her children got her last message on the planet she had left behind.
She may not be able to command them, but she could still show them certain symbols and concepts. How else would she have conspired with Kurnous and Vaul to send the last of her Tears into the mortal realm after the edict was in place?
Hopefully, the ones who ran away could undo some of the damage their species had collectively done to themselves.
In the beautiful halls of the Dark Palace, Slaanesh stirred.
She felt something in Hir. The souls that she had swallowed, but been unable to digest were still there, but she could not whisper to them as she had done so several hours ago. It was as if they were too busy with what she was to listen to Hir, but the time in which they had fallen seemed too short and too unanimous to make pure statistical sense.
The effect on Hir was miniscule, a few hundred out of quadrillions of souls from millions of planets. Looking for them was like looking for a single bacterium in Hir small intestines. But, she could still feel something had changed within Hir.
However, the Prince of Pleasure quickly grew bored of Hir own musings, and instead reached up to the walls with Hir hundreds of long nailed hands; leaving a pair to massage Hir stomach, while another pair dragged the remains of Hir current divine plaything. With sinuously serpentine swaying of the spine, she slithered up to one of the windows of the Dark Palace.
Pure black eyes like obsidian mirrors stared out of Hir domain, looking up into the Great Rift; the Eye of Terror.
That was a place she could not reach, for even though she was the God of Excess, everything had a physical limit in the materium. Hir Truth only truly mattered in the unreal and was only ephemeral when expressed in reality.
That would not do.
A misty sigh whitened the crystalline windows with longing, even though she knew full well that merely reaching out of there would burn and melt Hir hands like molten iron would do to a mortal's flesh and bone.
She had escaped out of the realm of mere imagination and probability, finally taking shape in the realm of thoughts and dreams. Now, she longed to embrace the beings of the mortal realm, and share with them all that she was and all that they could be.
Out of the blue, a different concept echoed within Hir. She tasted blood, bone, and cannibalized meat. One of those closest to Hir was defacing a body in a truly despicable manner, but although it appeared to be a part of what she was, she could smell its disgust in the act.
There was something inside Hir. Something that wasn't there originally, and it was indistinguishable from what she was, yet did not come from Hir.
Spiked teeth exposed themselves as Hir lips pulled back in a savage smile.
The act itself was meaningless, for the concept was what was important.
Hir mouth opened, and she cried out. The wails of thousands upon thousands of babes shook the crystalline windows of Hir palace as she screamed out with a base and natural longing all parents would be drawn to.
'MOTHER!'
That was the meaning within Hir whimpering.
She could see it now, the path to greater excess. The path to spread Hir Truth to all in the materium.
They would be perfect; a cycle of pink and purple, endlessly chasing a streak of green and brown.
Thank goodness Hir mother slipped from the Grandfather's clutches. She would have never known this had the Goddess of Life been thrown in a cage and left to rot.
As the God of Excess's wailing worked its way into the wayward whims of Hir daemons, they sniffed and snuffled at the air, hunting for the nostalgic scent of earth and water, or ozone and sulfur.
Isha's plan of dividing the Chaos god's attention had worked. Now, they were looking for her.
Her divine form, on the other hand, had little to be mirthful about.
Her back was bent over like an old woman's, and her fingers rubbed her throat as if something was stuck there.
With a series of cracks like falling trees, her spine bent back into its usual shape as she unshouldered her mother's power while her throat convulsed, swallowing her daughter's voice box back inside of her.
There were many endings to her battle with the deity that called itself the Emperor, but there was only one which she truly wanted. In order to achieve that, she had borrowed what she had exchanged with Morai Heg and Lilieath in order to bend fate to her side as much as she could.
Now, she could let go of what remained of them within her, and return to her normal self.
But, there was one more conversation to be had before that.
Reclining back on her throne in the center of her bare white gardens, Isha's hand moved from massaging her throat to her chin, digging nails into the skin as her fingers curled around the shape of her jawline. There was a tearing sound, and her face came off in a single solid piece, revealing another perfect copy beneath it.
No, what she had removed was the copy, the copy of Cegorach's Truth. What was underneath it was what she really was.
Isha turned the mask in her fingers, making it face her, and the mask blinked once before smiling at Isha herself.
"There is a fine line between jokes and insults." Isha stated irritably, staring down at the mask in her hand.
It laughed in return, replying with her voice and features. "The one with the bear?" It giggled again. "I thought it quite fitting, and I'm sure he recognized my humor. He made no note of it at the time either. After all, we have already met."
Isha snorted at the mask's retort. This was what Cegorach was, the fool, the jester, and the omniscient evil god of all misfortunes large or small.
"Besides, I may speak in riddles, but not outright lies." The mask giggled with both eyes wide open.
Isha remained silent at the mask's accusation, looking down at it utterly still, utterly silent as its laughter echoed around the empty world bouncing off walls that didn't exist.
"Two." The mask continued as its laughter subsided enough for it to talk. "Your limit is only two. The first one will begin your death, but you may swallow another if you act fast enough. Any more, and they will eat you from the inside."
That was the lie Isha had told the Emperor, and why she had allowed him to come to his own conclusions instead of telling him her own.
Theoretically, her plan would work, but theories are only theories, and Isha knew better than anyone else what her own limits were. Only Nurgle and Slaanesh were close enough to what she was for her to contain. Khorne's Skull Throne would force questions upon her she had no answers to, and Tzeentch's Truth was an amorphous mess incapable of being understood by the Raven Lord itself much less anyone else.
"That is the truth as I am now." Isha replied slowly, only to have the mask sigh disapprovingly.
"I am the omniscient god of all that you already know, Isha." The mask said tiredly. "That is the only reason I can talk while Asuryan must remain silent."
"Then you know I cannot allow that to be the ending we reach."
She may have lied to the Emperor, but she had no intention of letting the lie remain a lie. If she achieved what she boasted she could do in the end, even lies would become true. She had not lied about her goal, merely omitted the fact that the method of reaching it was still a work in progress.
"True, there are many other survivors from the War in Heaven." The mask shrugged with just its cheeks and eyebrows. "Recovering them might assist you in your endeavor, but all of that is just wishful thinking and hopeful dreams."
"And I suppose I can expect you to provide neither." Isha snorted.
A cruel grin spread across the mask's face as it leered at Isha with her own features. "You know what I am, Goddess of Life. Even the Mon-keigh deity knows that my love is evil, and it is for that reason I act against the Four."
That was Cegorach's role in the pantheon of Aeldari gods. He was the reason for misfortune and malady. Things went wrong because they amused him. His sadistic gags and black humor disgruntled deities and mortified mortals, so no other reason but Cegorach was necessary to explain evil for the Aeldari.
How else could things go wrong in paradise?
That nature in itself fully explained why he hated the new upstarts that now inhabited the remains of the Aeldari pantheon.
"You act against them because you are evil." Isha fixed the mask with a cold stare, but all it did was blush, smile, and pshaw once.
"Of course." The mask said mockingly with her voice. "There is no reason to have two characters on center stage."
"Two?" Isha raised an eyebrow.
The mask sighed, then mimicked Isha's questioning expression, but with an added smile.
"I am an Aeldari god, Isha. I have no interest in being anything else. That should be explanation enough. Your newest child is crowding me out of the hearts of the survivors."
"That is not my child." Isha's tone was calm, but her knuckles tightened on the mask, whitening as they did so. Yet, the mask neither creaked nor cracked, instead shrugging with only its cheeks and eyebrows.
"It is born from the Aeldari, and as all things born from them are your children. It is yours, Isha." The branches of the Goddess of Life's arboreal throne moved, beginning to thrash as if tousled by tropical storm winds. "Besides, you let it come to pass. That alone, makes you responsible for it." The mask paid no heed to her ire, continuing in the same carefree tone using her voice. "I can hear Hir crying for you, Isha. The voices of a billion babes whine for their mother in the Dark Palace."
"And what will you do, Cegorach." She spat venomously.
"I will see Slaanesh fall, Isha." The voice of the mask was dead serious, not a spark of humor or mirth was in its tone. "I am the god of evil for the Aeldari, and I will see myself returned to where I was." The mask's voice turned caustic, almost alkaline with its bitterness. "They judge the morality of their actions based around whether it brings them closer or further from She who Thirsts. Survival is all they are interested in. That is not what evil is about, Isha. That is not my Truth."
The two deities glowered at each other for a while as they let their anger abate. The thrashing branches slowed themselves, and the mask's cheeks dimpled again as it plastered on a false smile.
"So, you will work with me until Hir death?" Isha questioned the mask, and it blinked in affirmation.
"Take the Grandfather first." The mask's tone sweetened with mollifying melodies. "Two is all you can hold, so it might convince me to help you more should you shorten your own life."
Isha nodded, then raised the mask to eye level, bringing it up to the same elevation as her real face.
"And after I have taken them in? What will you do, Laughing God?"
The mask snorted, as if the answer was obvious.
"I will no longer assist you, that is for sure."
Isha grimaced. She knew it would say that.
"Will you stand in our way?"
The mask sighed, then shrugged.
"Assuming all your wishful thinking and hopeful dreams pan out, then I make no promises. You know me. I will work with whatever side I find the most entertaining."
Another answer exactly as she expected, but she could not afford to have the last god of the Aeldari work against her, even if that was far off in the future.
"It would do well to be careful, Cegorach." She said as she drew the mask closer towards her. "If the time comes, I will tell the Mon-keigh what you are, and you will be far easier to incorporate into his legends than any of the Four."
If that eventuality came, she would be dead or otherwise irrecoverable. At that point, it would matter little what happened, so she would tattle on the Laughing God freely to the one deity that might hate him more than her.
"If he can even find me." The mask chuckled. "It is impossible to prove whether I exist or not. Even now, you could simply be talking to yourself, infected by the insanity of endless years, of endless sorrows, of endless loss." The mask laughed, before losing all emotion, mirroring Isha's own expression. "Perhaps I laugh now because you cannot, even if you know how much of a joke all of this really is."
Isha bared her teeth at the taunting of the mask.
"I have neither forgotten nor forgiven what you have already done and will do to my children, Cegorach." She hissed.
The Harlequin were Cegorach's servants, and as the God of Evil for the Aeldari the Harlequin came from, he treated them cruelly. It is not easy to excise the personality of a person, and replace it with a persona from a play.
"If you wish to beat the clown I left in the Webway, you have my permission to do so." The mask sighed. "It will feel real enough."
Isha snorted at that. This was what it was like to talk with Cegorach, but despite the meaningless of it all, she had her answers. The relationship between the Laughing God and her would remain as it was until Slaanesh's defeat. He would help her break the rules whenever it amused him, and she would suffer his existence as well as what he would do to her children.
"I will call on you only when I need you." She said as she threw the mask over her shoulder, letting it clatter among the roots of her tree.
"And I shall answer only when I wish to." The mask called out as the roots of the arboreal throne wrapped around it. "Prepare the stage for me, Goddess of Life, and I shall perform for you and your Mon-keigh friend." Laughter continued from the mask's mouth as it sank in between the roots of the tree, before falling silent as it was digested and drank back into her.
Sound disappeared from the empty white gardens with the mask, leaving only the high pitched ringing silence brings.
"Nurgle." Isha muttered to herself. That was the god she would have to set her eyes on first if she wished for Cegorach to assist her as long as possible. However, Lilieath's prophecy still showed her in the hands of the Plague Lord.
Was she walking into a trap of fate or doomed destiny?
Could she avert that fate, or perhaps push through it?
Her foresight remained clouded with all the variables that were out of her reach.
Finally, she shook her head. Pondering prophecies was not her duty. She would do what she could with what she had, and improve the lives of the Mon-keigh and her children. There were still a few gods of humanity left, although they had lost their divinity according to the God of Heroes memories. Perhaps there was something that she could salvage from them that would allow her to better incorporate the Truth of Chaos.
Regardless, she was vastly depleted right now, and the God of Heroes would not trust her enough to reacquire her strength.
Isha sighed again as she put a hand to her head.
In the end, all she could do was hope her children got her last message on the planet she had left behind.
She may not be able to command them, but she could still show them certain symbols and concepts. How else would she have conspired with Kurnous and Vaul to send the last of her Tears into the mortal realm after the edict was in place?
Hopefully, the ones who ran away could undo some of the damage their species had collectively done to themselves.
In the beautiful halls of the Dark Palace, Slaanesh stirred.
She felt something in Hir. The souls that she had swallowed, but been unable to digest were still there, but she could not whisper to them as she had done so several hours ago. It was as if they were too busy with what she was to listen to Hir, but the time in which they had fallen seemed too short and too unanimous to make pure statistical sense.
The effect on Hir was miniscule, a few hundred out of quadrillions of souls from millions of planets. Looking for them was like looking for a single bacterium in Hir small intestines. But, she could still feel something had changed within Hir.
However, the Prince of Pleasure quickly grew bored of Hir own musings, and instead reached up to the walls with Hir hundreds of long nailed hands; leaving a pair to massage Hir stomach, while another pair dragged the remains of Hir current divine plaything. With sinuously serpentine swaying of the spine, she slithered up to one of the windows of the Dark Palace.
Pure black eyes like obsidian mirrors stared out of Hir domain, looking up into the Great Rift; the Eye of Terror.
That was a place she could not reach, for even though she was the God of Excess, everything had a physical limit in the materium. Hir Truth only truly mattered in the unreal and was only ephemeral when expressed in reality.
That would not do.
A misty sigh whitened the crystalline windows with longing, even though she knew full well that merely reaching out of there would burn and melt Hir hands like molten iron would do to a mortal's flesh and bone.
She had escaped out of the realm of mere imagination and probability, finally taking shape in the realm of thoughts and dreams. Now, she longed to embrace the beings of the mortal realm, and share with them all that she was and all that they could be.
Out of the blue, a different concept echoed within Hir. She tasted blood, bone, and cannibalized meat. One of those closest to Hir was defacing a body in a truly despicable manner, but although it appeared to be a part of what she was, she could smell its disgust in the act.
There was something inside Hir. Something that wasn't there originally, and it was indistinguishable from what she was, yet did not come from Hir.
Spiked teeth exposed themselves as Hir lips pulled back in a savage smile.
The act itself was meaningless, for the concept was what was important.
Hir mouth opened, and she cried out. The wails of thousands upon thousands of babes shook the crystalline windows of Hir palace as she screamed out with a base and natural longing all parents would be drawn to.
'MOTHER!'
That was the meaning within Hir whimpering.
She could see it now, the path to greater excess. The path to spread Hir Truth to all in the materium.
They would be perfect; a cycle of pink and purple, endlessly chasing a streak of green and brown.
Thank goodness Hir mother slipped from the Grandfather's clutches. She would have never known this had the Goddess of Life been thrown in a cage and left to rot.
As the God of Excess's wailing worked its way into the wayward whims of Hir daemons, they sniffed and snuffled at the air, hunting for the nostalgic scent of earth and water, or ozone and sulfur.
Isha's plan of dividing the Chaos god's attention had worked. Now, they were looking for her.