Slayer Anderson
Orthodox Heretic
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Okay, that's good... I glad you're not in that state of mind for a while, although I believe its a good thing that you never got to that stage, as I hope you do too.I will take your reaction as a compliment that the writing conveyed some emotion.
Okay? No.
Going to blow my brains out? Nah haven't been able to for a long while and I'm far better then I have been at my lowest.
It definitely conveyed some serious emotion and spiked my heart-rate, especially given that I was once in another internet-based RP where someone posted that he was seriously considering suicide. Thankfully, someone talked him down, but... I think it was close.
I suppose it's a pretty IC reaction for you, then... I hope things keep getting better for you and that your experience in the RP helps at least a little.My demons, are familiar if worse in ways since my injury and I'm not saving lives anymore. However I'm learning to be okay. It's a fucking journey ( one day I will probably write a very sad book about my life).
Still, I think it's a fair reaction to suddenly losing everything and everyone I ever cared about with no idea how or why. To suddenly have 0 support network and lose all those reasons I never killed myself.