So actually, historically correct Three Kingdoms is not like Romance of the Three Kingdoms; Zhang Fei is the one who is idealistic, and Liu Bei is actually the outrageous one, but when writing the story, Luo Guanzhong, you can't have an asshole protagonist, so swapped their personalities around
just press play and then go workout to it hahahaha
https://youtu.be/KiU1RtlKw3o like this one, for example
ah, well
it's just, you know, the feeling of "everything goes my way forever" kind of thing that's lacking irl lmao sigh cry