Repetition (part 15)
Mr Zoat
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13th August 1997
08:52 GMT +2
"Ah, hallo?"
The woman who-. Doesn't.. actually look a great deal like either myself or my mother looks around, her eyes widening slightly as she sees me floating in the air above her. I.. think she looks like Aunt Katarin, but between her age and my kryptonian genetic modifications-. I should have realised that becoming part-Karl would change the way I look.
The two people she was talking to are staring as well, but I'm sure that the way I'm staring at.. me makes it obvious who I'm-.
Why are they smoking? It's a degenerate habit! Yes, I knew that without-. Without the social changes the National Socialist German Workers' Party made, some practices which-. I saw that on Earth 16. But seeing myself behave like that is… Worse. I understand that someone who… Had not grown up to regard preservation of the strength and purity of the race as a noble pursuit might.. become involved with other races. But why would any person wilfully poison themself like that?
"… Yes? Can I help you?"
I drop down to.. just above pavement level. The other two people are smoking as well. Are they being shunned by their peers? I can't see any armband.
"You are Angelika Köhler?"
"That.. was my maiden name. I'm Angelika Becker now." She smiles. "I have been for a while."
Married, with children. Yes.
"And your parents were Peter and Gabriele, from Danzig?"
"I don't think we're supposed to call it that." For some reason she is staring at the area around me. "How.. are you doing that?"
"Alien genetics which allow me to generate a biological force field."
She chuckles. "Aliens?"
I purse my lips and blow, the sudden wind extinguishing her cigarette. And freezing most of it. Her face falls in surprise, prompting her to raise the cigarette so that she can take a closer look. She then squeezes it between her thumb and forefinger, and watches as frost formed from the water vapour in the air around it begins to appear.
"My God."
"I think that the proper answer is: 'no, but people do make that mistake sometimes'." I land a short distance in front of her. "I could also demonstrate my strength, but… I would have to break something."
"What-?" She lowers her hand. "Who are you?"
"I'm you. A.. different version of you. From a parallel universe."
"Oh. I.. don't really know what to say." She looks me over. "I don't remember ever looking that good. Is that the… Alien genetics as well?"
"Yes, and an active lifestyle. Mostly the genetics."
"So… What-? Why are you here?"
Perhaps… Best not to mention the actual reason.
"I wanted to find out what my life would have been like if things.. had gone a little differently. I age only very slowly, but I've never married. I also can't have children."
The.. older version of me chuckles nervously as her co-smokers continue to stare.
"Do you want to borrow mine for a little while?"
"I.. do not think that I will have… Time. But you are happy? With the life you have lived? Working-" I look up at the Kirow Ardelt GmbH sign. "-here?"
"I…" She shakes her head. "Suppose? I haven't had another life to compare it to. Is that why you wanted to talk to me?"
"Yes." No. "And… In this country?"
Another chuckle. "As opposed to where? Poland?"
"The Greater German Empire."
One of the observers hisses air in through his teeth, while my doppelgänger looks.. slightly nervous. Not.. afraid, but I can hear as her heart rate increases and see as the increasing flow of blood to her muscles causes a change in her body temperature.
"You're a..?"
"A National Socialist, yes. I am known as Overgirl. Which is… I understand that women are encouraged to have a greater role in the workforce on… Earths where the National Socialists were defeated. I have.. struggled to reconcile what.. the Party says is the proper role for women with how I actually live."
"And-?"
And now there's fear. A pure-blooded German who was.. afraid of a movement devoted to acting in the interests of her and her people.
"My adoptive father… He loathes it. The things he is expected to believe, expected to do. What he did for the Empire when he was too young to question it. He has tried to raise his concerns in public on a few occasions, but no one is listening. I thought-. I always thought that… Yes, that period of our history was violent, but it paved the way to something better. But I look around…"
I do just that, using what little temporal energy I retained from Time Trapper to see through the objects which would usually stop my vision. Not… Peaceful; this is after all a city during the morning rush hour. But at peace. Perhaps… Lacking the grandeur that my Leipzig possesses, but a fine city in its own right.
"It was all lies. It was all lies. We could have lost the Second Great War and everything would have been fine anyway. We could have just not.. fought it at all."
"Yes, that-" She nods vigorously. "-would have been much better."
It is as if some great… Knot has unravelled inside me. Not a knot of rope, but a knot that might be tied in a balloon. When you untie it, everything just.. flies out and.. nothing is left inside.
It's all…
It was all…
I barely feel it as my other self cautiously pulls me into a maternal hug, the fact that time travel has made her younger than me seeming irrelevant.
It must be so much worse for Karl. He actually-. And he stayed strong for-. For those parts of what he believed that were not… Lies. And for me. And…
This is so much more than.. a few little.. lies, to.. ease the minds of the public and not distract them from-.
"How did-." I pull out of her grip a little. "How did Germany..? Stop being a nation of National Socialists?"
"We lost the war. There were trials for the people most directly involved in what the National Socialists did. And ever since then we have been reminded of everything they did so that we never forget it. I don't think that would work in a world where Germany won the war. I think your people would probably learn the wrong lessons."
"Yes. I did. And I have more reason to question things than most."
I… I wipe my eyes. I breathe in slowly, then breathe out.
"I think-."
"Angelika, what the heck are you playing at?!"
I look around and-. Orange Paul has finished with the problems Red Paul was creating.
"I… Needed to talk to her."
He frowns at me and.. her.
"After Time Trapper specifically told you not to?" He shakes his head. "Come on. We're leaving. Hopefully, Krona won't pick up anything."
His ring blinks, his face falls, and he grabs me with a construct tether and we vanish.
08:52 GMT +2
"Ah, hallo?"
The woman who-. Doesn't.. actually look a great deal like either myself or my mother looks around, her eyes widening slightly as she sees me floating in the air above her. I.. think she looks like Aunt Katarin, but between her age and my kryptonian genetic modifications-. I should have realised that becoming part-Karl would change the way I look.
The two people she was talking to are staring as well, but I'm sure that the way I'm staring at.. me makes it obvious who I'm-.
Why are they smoking? It's a degenerate habit! Yes, I knew that without-. Without the social changes the National Socialist German Workers' Party made, some practices which-. I saw that on Earth 16. But seeing myself behave like that is… Worse. I understand that someone who… Had not grown up to regard preservation of the strength and purity of the race as a noble pursuit might.. become involved with other races. But why would any person wilfully poison themself like that?
"… Yes? Can I help you?"
I drop down to.. just above pavement level. The other two people are smoking as well. Are they being shunned by their peers? I can't see any armband.
"You are Angelika Köhler?"
"That.. was my maiden name. I'm Angelika Becker now." She smiles. "I have been for a while."
Married, with children. Yes.
"And your parents were Peter and Gabriele, from Danzig?"
"I don't think we're supposed to call it that." For some reason she is staring at the area around me. "How.. are you doing that?"
"Alien genetics which allow me to generate a biological force field."
She chuckles. "Aliens?"
I purse my lips and blow, the sudden wind extinguishing her cigarette. And freezing most of it. Her face falls in surprise, prompting her to raise the cigarette so that she can take a closer look. She then squeezes it between her thumb and forefinger, and watches as frost formed from the water vapour in the air around it begins to appear.
"My God."
"I think that the proper answer is: 'no, but people do make that mistake sometimes'." I land a short distance in front of her. "I could also demonstrate my strength, but… I would have to break something."
"What-?" She lowers her hand. "Who are you?"
"I'm you. A.. different version of you. From a parallel universe."
"Oh. I.. don't really know what to say." She looks me over. "I don't remember ever looking that good. Is that the… Alien genetics as well?"
"Yes, and an active lifestyle. Mostly the genetics."
"So… What-? Why are you here?"
Perhaps… Best not to mention the actual reason.
"I wanted to find out what my life would have been like if things.. had gone a little differently. I age only very slowly, but I've never married. I also can't have children."
The.. older version of me chuckles nervously as her co-smokers continue to stare.
"Do you want to borrow mine for a little while?"
"I.. do not think that I will have… Time. But you are happy? With the life you have lived? Working-" I look up at the Kirow Ardelt GmbH sign. "-here?"
"I…" She shakes her head. "Suppose? I haven't had another life to compare it to. Is that why you wanted to talk to me?"
"Yes." No. "And… In this country?"
Another chuckle. "As opposed to where? Poland?"
"The Greater German Empire."
One of the observers hisses air in through his teeth, while my doppelgänger looks.. slightly nervous. Not.. afraid, but I can hear as her heart rate increases and see as the increasing flow of blood to her muscles causes a change in her body temperature.
"You're a..?"
"A National Socialist, yes. I am known as Overgirl. Which is… I understand that women are encouraged to have a greater role in the workforce on… Earths where the National Socialists were defeated. I have.. struggled to reconcile what.. the Party says is the proper role for women with how I actually live."
"And-?"
And now there's fear. A pure-blooded German who was.. afraid of a movement devoted to acting in the interests of her and her people.
"My adoptive father… He loathes it. The things he is expected to believe, expected to do. What he did for the Empire when he was too young to question it. He has tried to raise his concerns in public on a few occasions, but no one is listening. I thought-. I always thought that… Yes, that period of our history was violent, but it paved the way to something better. But I look around…"
I do just that, using what little temporal energy I retained from Time Trapper to see through the objects which would usually stop my vision. Not… Peaceful; this is after all a city during the morning rush hour. But at peace. Perhaps… Lacking the grandeur that my Leipzig possesses, but a fine city in its own right.
"It was all lies. It was all lies. We could have lost the Second Great War and everything would have been fine anyway. We could have just not.. fought it at all."
"Yes, that-" She nods vigorously. "-would have been much better."
It is as if some great… Knot has unravelled inside me. Not a knot of rope, but a knot that might be tied in a balloon. When you untie it, everything just.. flies out and.. nothing is left inside.
It's all…
It was all…
I barely feel it as my other self cautiously pulls me into a maternal hug, the fact that time travel has made her younger than me seeming irrelevant.
It must be so much worse for Karl. He actually-. And he stayed strong for-. For those parts of what he believed that were not… Lies. And for me. And…
This is so much more than.. a few little.. lies, to.. ease the minds of the public and not distract them from-.
"How did-." I pull out of her grip a little. "How did Germany..? Stop being a nation of National Socialists?"
"We lost the war. There were trials for the people most directly involved in what the National Socialists did. And ever since then we have been reminded of everything they did so that we never forget it. I don't think that would work in a world where Germany won the war. I think your people would probably learn the wrong lessons."
"Yes. I did. And I have more reason to question things than most."
I… I wipe my eyes. I breathe in slowly, then breathe out.
"I think-."
"Angelika, what the heck are you playing at?!"
I look around and-. Orange Paul has finished with the problems Red Paul was creating.
"I… Needed to talk to her."
He frowns at me and.. her.
"After Time Trapper specifically told you not to?" He shakes his head. "Come on. We're leaving. Hopefully, Krona won't pick up anything."
His ring blinks, his face falls, and he grabs me with a construct tether and we vanish.
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